My Name is Annie. I'm going to take you through the journey of my life. To tell you the truth, I don't know of I was good or bad but that is left for you to decide now..Lol
I grew up in a community that was carefree. To me, my family was the only odd one. I had strict parents to be particular.
I was never let outside to play or do anything fun. The only time I was seen outside was when I was sent on errands or when my parents aren't home.
When I was 10 years old was when I first liked a guy. I was in the 4th grade.
We had a new guy in class his name is courage. From the day courage got admitted to our school, I had my eyes on him cos damn that guy is cool and good looking. He had tiny eyes, small lips, he was fair complexioned and that made him totally my type.
After first term, we moved out to a new house. I was excited and thought that things would change, but no. I was wrong. It even went worst. My parents monitored each and every one of our movement and I didn't like that.
When school resumed, i thought of telling courage how I felt. again, we got a new class member. It was girl this time with the name zipporah . When she came in new, she had no friends and since we shared a desk, I became her closest friend.
We ate together, walked together, we did almost everything together. She was the best person I had in my life back then but then something happened.
The guy I liked started liking my very good friend. I was very okay with that until I found out that she had a liking for him too. I felt kind of betrayed because she knew very well that I liked courage. Then I decided to stop talking to her and changed my seat. I change my seat and sat two rows away from them...
And it happened that I never got to confess my feelings for him. I later moved on although I was still a kid I still moved on and started liking a different guy from our class again. This guy was a different guy. what was special about him was that he had sexy eyes. He wasn't fair as you might have guessed but I sort of liked him I don't know it might be because I was dumped or let me say I was betrayed.
I started liking that guy and although I did not tell him that I liked him I still made moves towards him. Moves that will make it clear to anybody that I like them. And it happened again he doesn't like me but he liked zipporah. I was very annoyed and angry that I thought of changing school but my parents would never have agreed to that so I had no choice but to tolerate it and keep it to myself.
After all 4th grade all three of them left the school and for a moment I felt I was very happy. I was happy that I was never going to see their faces again and that I would no longer have to feel insecure or jealous. I wrote an entrance exam, skipped grades and got to secondary school.
When I got to secondary school I was considered to be a very smart kid because I wrote an exam and skipped two grades. In our first Secondary School class, we got a new class member again and this guy was very dark in complexion he was tall and had beautiful eyes. I had a liking for the guy but I refused to tell him because I feared being humiliated or rejected so I kept it to myself.