In the face of the furious Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing could only sigh and jump into the pit he had dug himself. "I'm sure."
Lu Zhengfei directly put down the chair he was holding and lifted Chen Qianqing up. Chen Qianqing had never felt anything before, but today he couldn't help but marvel at Lu Zhengfei's strength. Carrying him, someone over 100 kilograms, didn't seem to be a burden at all.
Lu Zhengfei carried Chen Qianqing without saying a word, silently walking from the second-floor piano room to the bedroom.
At this moment, even if Chen Qianqing was an idiot, he knew what Lu Zhengfei was going to do. Moreover, he had done such a thing before - yes, back then, he had also carried Chen Qianqing and thrown him onto the bed, giving him a lesson. Unfortunately, now he was the one being carried.
The bed was soft and large. Chen Qianqing didn't feel much pain when he was thrown on it, just a little dizzy in the head. But now, the biggest problem was not whether he was dizzy or not, but how to calm down Lu Zhengfei, whose rationality had been burned by anger.
Chen Qianqing said, "Lu Zhengfei, do you really want to treat me like this?"
Lu Zhengfei seemed to not even hear Chen Qianqing's words. Chen Qianqing refusing to play the piano for him meant refusing to compromise with him. No matter how many nice words Chen Qianqing said, it was useless to Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing knew that if he really refused to play the piano today, his butt would probably be in real danger. Looking at Lu Zhengfei's bloodshot eyes, he sighed, "Let's go to the piano room."
Lu Zhengfei heard every word and action clearly, like an enraged lion being tightened by its owner's collar. He finally calmed down. He said, "Are you willing to play?"
Chen Qianqing made a sound of agreement.
Surprisingly, Lu Zhengfei didn't want to continue. He just bent down, lifted Chen Qianqing again, and walked into the piano room. It was clear that he really wanted to hear Chen Qianqing play the piano.
Chen Qianqing sat in front of the piano and turned his head to look at Lu Zhengfei, whose expression was expressionless but contained anticipation. He sighed and lifted his hands-
The music started, but Lu Zhengfei's expression became even more silent. After a long time, he asked, "What are you doing?"
Chen Qianqing innocently said, "Playing the piano."
Lu Zhengfei said, "...I know you're playing the piano, I'm asking what you're playing?"
Chen Qianqing stopped his motion and touched the white keys of the piano with his fingers. "Little Star..." Yes, that's right, Chen Qianqing could only play one song, "Little Star".
Lu Zhengfei said, "..."
Chen Qianqing thought that Lu Zhengfei had given in, and he breathed a sigh of relief. But then he saw Lu Zhengfei's expressionless face approach him again, and once again, he was lifted onto the bed by Lu Zhengfei.
Chen Qianqing said, "...Can we make a deal? I'm about to throw up every time you do this."
Being shaken made Chen Qianqing's stomach ache, and he was thrown onto the bed in the bedroom again.
Chen Qianqing turned his head and looked at Lu Zhengfei, who was now kissing his neck, and said helplessly, "Lu Zhengfei, I played the piano. A man should keep his promise." Lu Zhengfei ignored Chen Qianqing and lightly nibbled on his earlobe, mumbling, "When did I promise you to stop making love?" Chen Qianqing trembled under Lu Zhengfei's actions. Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei had been together for some time now, and Lu Zhengfei was very familiar with this body. He could easily arouse Chen Qianqing's desire - but now there was an added condition, Chen Qianqing couldn't see Lu Zhengfei's face.
Chen Qianqing initially had some reaction, but when he turned his head and saw Lu Zhengfei's slightly frowned expression, he embarrassingly lost it again. Men were sensory creatures, and by the time Chen Qianqing realized it, that subtle feeling had turned into goosebumps all over his body.
Chen Qianqing silently watched as Lu Zhengfei tried hard on him. After a long time, he said, "Close the curtains."
Lu Zhengfei was taken aback. "What do you mean?"
Chen Qianqing really wanted to tell the truth and say that he couldn't get hard when he looked at Lu Zhengfei's face, and it would probably be better if he couldn't see anything at all. But he knew that if he said that, Lu Zhengfei would definitely be furious. So he chose to be more tactful and said, "It's not good to do it in broad daylight."
Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing suspiciously but still got up to pull the curtains.
The curtains were thick, so even during the daytime, once they were closed, the room became dark. Chen Qianqing saw Lu Zhengfei climb back onto the bed, and he reached out to switch off the lamp on the bedside table.
Lu Zhengfei held Chen Qianqing's hand and asked, "What are you trying to do, Chen Qianqing?"
Chen Qianqing said, "Are you doing it or not? If not, then leave."
Lu Zhengfei couldn't give up this opportunity. Chen Qianqing had been refusing him, and since Chen Qianqing's legs were broken, he had only done it with Chen Qianqing once. He had been holding on until now, and now that he had Chen Qianqing's consent, how could he refuse?
Lu Zhengfei kissed Chen Qianqing while saying, "Qianqing, I love you."
Chen Qianqing lay on the bed, feeling a bit absent-minded. He thought... Actually, Chen Qianqing didn't want Lu Zhengfei's love at all.
But in the end, he couldn't get hard.
Although he couldn't see Lu Zhengfei's face anymore, the sound of his breathing was familiar. Whenever Chen Qianqing closed his eyes, he could see Lu Zhengfei's face. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get a response.
Chen Qianqing had initially wanted to turn off the lights, so even if he didn't respond, Lu Zhengfei wouldn't notice. But unfortunately, while they were doing it, Lu Zhengfei still noticed something strange about Chen Qianqing. When he reached out to comfort Chen Qianqing, he realized that Chen Qianqing's genitals were still flaccid.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei's movements paused. He wanted to say something but ended up not saying anything. He had discovered the same thing the last time they had sex - that Chen Qianqing couldn't get hard. But he didn't expect it to happen again today. Chen Qianqing's body showed no response at all.
Chen Qianqing couldn't help but understand what Lu Zhengfei was thinking. He sighed lightly and didn't say anything.
The atmosphere between the two of them fell silent once again.
Chen Qianqing didn't want to make love with Lu Zhengfei, but he knew it was impossible to refuse. So he compromised. But his body couldn't lie, and if he couldn't get hard, he just couldn't. No matter how much Lu Zhengfei provoked him, as long as he thought about who was touching him, Chen Qianqing felt a coldness in his heart.
Being used by himself, something that he wouldn't even dare to think about normally, happened to Chen Qianqing in such a vivid way.
"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said, "Let's go see a doctor..."
Chen Qianqing said, "Lu Zhengfei, do you really love me?"
Lu Zhengfei said, "What are you talking about? If I didn't love you, why would I keep clinging to you like this?" He was surrounded by countless handsome men and beautiful women, and Chen Qianqing's looks were not the most beautiful, his temperament was not the most elegant, and his talent was not the most outstanding, but Lu Zhengfei just couldn't let go.
Chen Qianqing said, "...Even if it would kill me, would you still not let go?"
Lu Zhengfei asked, "Why would you die?"
It was this almost foolish self-confidence that led to the tragic ending between the two of them.
Chen Qianqing knew that he couldn't reason with Lu Zhengfei, so he didn't say anything and limped into the bathroom to take a shower.
Lu Zhengfei watched Chen Qianqing's back and his eyes showed indescribable pain.
The old Chen Qianqing wouldn't say heart-piercing words to Lu Zhengfei, even though they would argue and he had a more stubborn personality. But now, Chen Qianqing was different. He was gentler and more compromising, but the words that came out of his mouth were enough to pierce Lu Zhengfei's heart and treat him cruelly - and treat himself cruelly.
After Chen Qianqing finished showering, Lu Zhengfei was no longer there.
The bed was a mess, and Chen Qianqing sat on the chair by the bed, feeling like smoking a cigarette. Unfortunately, there were no cigarettes at home, so he could only sit there lost in thought until the maid came to call him for lunch, and he realized it was already noon.
It was Saturday today, and Lu Zhengfei was supposed to have lunch at home, but what happened in the morning had dampened his enthusiasm, so Chen Qianqing didn't see him when he sat down at the table.
"Mr. Chen." The family's nanny, whose surname is Zhao, has been taking care of Lu Zhengfei for many years. Lu Zhengfei usually refers to her as Auntie Zhao. She looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "Today is Young Master Lu's birthday."
Chen Qianqing paused, holding his chopsticks. He only remembered Chen Qianqing's birthday, but completely forgot about Lu Zhengfei's birthday.
Translation:
"Mr. Chen." The family's nanny, whose surname is Zhao, has been taking care of Lu Zhengfei for many years. Lu Zhengfei usually refers to her as Auntie Zhao. She looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "Today is Young Master Lu's birthday."
Chen Qianqing paused, holding his chopsticks. He only remembered Chen Qianqing's birthday, but completely forgot about Lu Zhengfei's birthday.
"Don't be angry with him." Auntie Zhao watched the situation between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, feeling both sympathetic towards her young master and sorry for Chen Qianqing. She whispered, "Young Master Lu really likes you, he just doesn't know how to like someone..."
Chen Qianqing smiled at her words. "Auntie Zhao, I understand." In this world, no one understands Lu Zhengfei better than him.
Auntie Zhao sighed. "Mr. Chen..." She had something more to say, but ultimately held back. Whether she felt it was inappropriate or useless to say more, she simply shook her head and went into the kitchen.
Chen Qianqing glanced at the half-eaten bowl of rice in front of him and suddenly lost his appetite. He thought to himself, if he were treated like this by Chen Qianqing, he would probably be very hurt.
But what use is it to be hurt? Chen Qianqing put down his chopsticks, took a tissue to wipe his mouth, and realized that being hurt couldn't change the past, and it certainly couldn't change Chen Qianqing's heart, which despised him.
Translation:
"Don't be angry with him." Auntie Zhao watched the situation between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, feeling both sympathetic towards her young master and sorry for Chen Qianqing. She whispered, "Young Master Lu really likes you, he just doesn't know how to like someone..."
Chen Qianqing smiled at her words. "Auntie Zhao, I understand." In this world, no one understands Lu Zhengfei better than him.
Auntie Zhao sighed. "Mr. Chen..." She had something more to say, but ultimately held back. Whether she felt it was inappropriate or useless to say more, she simply shook her head and went into the kitchen.
Chen Qianqing glanced at the half-eaten bowl of rice in front of him and suddenly lost his appetite. He thought to himself, if he were treated like this by Chen Qianqing, he would probably be very hurt.
But what use is it to be hurt? Chen Qianqing put down his chopsticks, took a tissue to wipe his mouth, and realized that being hurt couldn't change the past, and it certainly couldn't change Chen Qianqing's heart, which despised him.