"So this is it.... This is how it ends.... In the end I still was unable to enjoy my life like I wanted. No more Adventures and no more boring routine life" Alan lamented at that moment.
His eyes filled with tears, he thought of his precious daughter, his lovely wife and his parents who will be waiting for him at home for dinner. Whom, he will never be able to see again. He cried out loudly unable to withstand the heartache he was getting, thinking about them.
"How ironic, they had to have the dinner without me afterall." He thought, his remaing bit of life energy started draining out of his body due to blood loss and completely shattered body.
However, he felt at peace after remembering the day's events and thanked god for getting that 10 million dollar insurance that morning.
"Now I can rest in peace as my family will not have to suffer or depend on anyone else." Alan spoke his thought out loud. He was about to leave this body and this world forever.
Alan whispered, goodbye Diana my princess, goodbye Lucy my love. Goodbye Mom and Dad. Thank you all for showing me the meaning of Love, how it feels to be cared by the loved ones. For showing me that, you can be happy and die peacefully if you have a caring family. Even when you have a boring and uneventful life. There was a slight smile on his face as he thought about it and closed his eyes forever.
And that's how Alan died on Earth....
Alan felt surrounded by complete darkness. He felt suffocated, unable to breath, no sound whatsoever. He tried to open his eyes but was unable to do it. He tried to make sense of the things that he was feeling about, but nothing made any sense anymore. He felt like he was sinking to the bottom of the ocean.
I had already died in the accident, but why am I feeling these things? There should not be any feeling once you die right?
Peole who had near death experience and came back to life describes it, as they felt like floating on the cloud and they had said that there was no feeling of any kind of pain in there body.
Like many, I also had made an imaginary creation in my mind where, I thought I would feel like floating upwards to the heaven once I die. It will be brightly lit and I will see the god. Who will hold my hand and will take me along with him inside the heaven's gate with a kind fatherly smile on his face.
I was so confident that I would definately go to the heavens. I had never harmed another living being knowingly in my life let alone taking a life. Never cheated anyone or done any misdeeds.
"Alas I think I am going to the hell. I will take the punishment for whatever wrong I did in my life unknowingly." Alan thought
He felt heavy pressure on his chest like someone is pressing on it.
Suddenly his imagination turned wild and he thought that he might be alive afterall and doctors are performing CPR on him to review his life. And felt elated think about how he can again be with his family.
But he knew deep down, that that was not the case. His body was completly shattered and there is not way he would have survived.
All of a sudden out of nowhere, he was able to take a breath. It felt so wonderful. He felt he is taking the first breath of his life.
He was overwhelmed and cried so hard at that moment that he was unable to recognize the voice of a new born baby coming out of his mouth at that time. It took him several second to sense it.
He tried to open his eyes and see his surrounding but felt very difficult to see anything except white light. What is this? Where am I ? Have I reached heavens at last? These were the last thought that went through Alan's head before he felt something in his mouth and then he started drinking it and fell asleep. And for his own good he remembered nothing about his precious life afterwards.