Chapter 6 - Finally able to open up pt2

Lenoir: It's ok...if you need to cry you can cry it doesn't matter if you scream,yell,kick i will be here to support you.

It's ok to be just Kristen your will always be the big sister that me and Ashley loves you're always going to be our idol it's ok to just be you...our big sister Kristy that loves too dote in her family.

Kristen: But...how...can...i...I as tears start to form in my eyes an go down my cheeks i feel Lenoir moving closer to me placing her hand on my back and pulling my head to place it on her shoulder.

Lenoir: You can just be our precious big sister and daughter to our parents you're no longer needing to be an pillar of just or light too or even for any longer or should i say "you no longer need to be our *watashitachi no sekai no kyūseishu*" you can be just one and only idol,big sister, and precious daughter to the parents and sisters that cannot bear to lose you another time no matter how many lives that you have lived or live with our without us in them.

Kristen: Hugging Lenoir as the tears wearing leaving my eyes i didn't notice that the door was opened to when I'd felt my parent in the bed with as they'd gently hugged us.

Dad:Our precious girl we're so...so...sorry we had made you that you'd were the only one to be able to carry the weight of our kingdom and us by yourself it's just that from an very young age you showed so much fondness to world as every little thing impressed you that you'd just dove right into training with me an your mother.I'm sorry sweetie that we made you feel that you had to carry the weight of us and our kingdom by yourself.

Seeing at how you assailed at whatever you had did either of it was magic,swordmen ship or the bow with your fondness and the natural strength you had for all of them.

We'd just lean on your talents while we'd also have you the love a parent should it's what's let you to believe that'd you had to do be our

*watashitachi no sekai no kyūseishu* as you had also received the god's blessing that you had gotten at an young age sealed it for you.

How can i had said that i was an loving father that loved his kids when i didn't see that I was putting an unbelievable burden on to you that shouldn't be placed on anyone's children as i believe in that smile and fondness that'd you had showed to hide the true burden you was hiding.

How could I've not noticed that my daughter were suffering under weight of her own bright beautiful smile.

Mom: I'm not no better bitting my lower lip "even though i knew that you were suffering with the burden as i would watch you practice from evening to the late night twilight hours i saw how hard you were on yourself while I'd been unable to do anything for your besides be by your side."

I didn't know how to comfort you to lessen the burden on you as you would also stay up to the next day making your sisters gifts or staying up late to be able too help make their lessons easier for morning classes you doted on them so much to keep them away from the battle field and the schemes of the royal court. Watching you do all the things me and your father was supposed to due broke my heart as i came to realize that those were the things that me and your father was supposed to doing for you but yet we let you join us in the battle of tactician,intuition and in the royal court while we just watched and tried to be there you need us when in fact we should had been the ones doing it all.

But from now on you will no longer have to nor need to be the once in the front lines blocking all of what are meant for us alone we can now take them with you we can now be able to stand side by side with you to face any threats that may come our way.

Kristen: Listening to what my parents had said the flood gates had open as I couldn't contain my tears anymore I started crying while i'd pull Lenoir closer to me hugging her while I was crying on to her shoulder.

Crying for an whole 2 hours while my family had comfort me before i could had finally be able to stop the water works.

I sniffle as my eyes are red while my cheeks and eyes were puffy form me crying ino my sister shoulder embrace that she had lended to me.

Sitting up i wiped my tears from my cheeks while i recuperated myself to be able to have a few words come out "im fine now".

Eleanor: Placing my hand on her head I had gently guided it to my chest letting her rest on my chest for while as she'd closed her eyes.

Kristen: Opening my eyes "im ready to talk now we can go back to the living room" as i moved my head off of my mother's chest smiling to them.

Eleanor: Are you sure...baby girl you don't have to if you don't feel up to it we can wait to continue it another time if you'll like.

Kristen: Mhmm...shaking my head "it's ok mom i want to continue it now I'm ready to hear the rest of what has to do with the plan that all of you have come up with it as i also have my own questions that I want to ask that revolve this world and learn what similarities that it's to have too our old one we come from and what's the differences is between this world timeline and history are that the god's have added to this world of ours now.

Dad: Hahah...that fondness and excitement you haven't changed from back then when you had been born back in our old world.