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Chapter 5 - Desire's Expression

Tara had a younger sister Soni who was a college student.

One day Danesh talks to Soni, Danesh asks about Tara and she tells that Tara is mentally disturbed and doesn't take care of her health.Mama worries about her a lot. Soni was very worried.

Hearing this, Danesh's eyes became wet. Soni also tells that Tara used to be fine, but ever since Danesh has come into her life, she is confused. Our parents will not agree with Danesh and Tara's relationship. Danesh was very upset after hearing all this. He understands that Tara is happy in front of him, but in reality she is not. Danesh tells Soni that for the first time in his life he has found someone of his quality so he doesn't want to lose Tara and is trying his best to get her.

He was worried, he didn't want to lose Tara at any cost, but after listening to Soni, he got worried about Tara.

It was the night of 31st December, Tara was thinking that either she will start the new year with Danesh or she will free herself from Danesh's love tonight. Danesh was thinking that Tara would not be able to live without Danesh even after going through so much trouble.

In his imagination he wanted to take Tara away from the whole world in his arms. She kissed Danesh's wet eyes and freed herself, she wanted to go but Danesh's love again held her to his chest and Tara forgot everything and fell asleep in Danesh's embrace.

It was a strange scene, both of them were caught in each other's breath, but how long could they live in the world of fantasy? how cruel the real world is, it does not allow two true hearts to live together.

Tara never revealed how much she loves Danesh, but she always said that she doesn't love Danesh, she just respects his true feelings.

On January 1st Tara once thought we'll see what happens, but for the whole year she will never leave Danesh. She knew that no one could give her as much love as this forgetful person did.

On the other hand, that's what he was thinking.

"We will see the beauty of your eyes!

waking you up from a rough sleep"

He used to say that anyone can enter my heart but Tara you have entered my soul. I will enslave you if you are sincere.

Their heart's desire was longed to "become one."

But unfortunately, some desires remain only desires.

Tara tried unsuccessfully to escape from Danesh many times and each time she fell on her knees before the love of this sincere man.

Their love for each other was growing very fast. Tara said that till now she is sharing her parents' love but she can't share Danesh's love with anyone. Danesh had surrendered himself to Tara.

He considered himself Tara's property.

Both felt around each other many times in the fantasy world. He always said that I want Tara's happiness. He always used to say that my love is not selfish which imprisons you but you are the queen of my heart and soul. Rule me whenever you want. Tara was unable to decide whether to free herself forever by attaining Danesh or to torment herself for the rest of her life by abandoning Danesh. She wondered what had happened to her?

"It is said that a woman never falls in love, always looking for the best"

If that was the case, Danesh was the best person and Tara was sensible. Then why did she took such a decision that changed the lives of Tara and Danesh.

Danesh often said that Tara doesn't tell, but in fact Danesh has entered her soul, to which Tara replied that she doesn't like to talk big like philosophers, but she knows about her future which was imagined with Danesh . Yes, if she does not get Danesh, then love and desire will not give her confidence.

On the other hand, he was adamant that if Tara would go with me with full confidence, we would definitely meet, but Tara mentioned Danesh in her house many times and did not get any adequate response from her family. She knew that their life together was only their heart's desire and nothing else.

When Danesh was sure that Tara definitely wanted to be with me but she wasn't sure that we would meet, he thought that it was okay now that he wouldn't force Tara anymore.

He was the son of a self-confident and courageous mother. He never wanted to force Tara.

There is no doubt that Tara was a cowardly girl. She was afraid of her father's honor and people's words. As she did not deserve the immense love of a true and noble man, she always treated herself unfairly and compromised, but as always she did the same.

For the first time in her life, she had seen the anger of Danesh. Danesh used to get angry because the stone would melt if given so much love, but that cowardly girl was used to being cruel to herself.

Danesh this time was saying many things in anger which was tearing Tara's heart but she was shedding tears from her silent eyes. Tara had forced him to do all this.

Danesh had cried several times because of Tara's anger, but Tara was silent, she was breaking the heart of this innocent person along with herself.

Like a tyrannical king she was mercilessly pulling the human into her soul but apparently they were drifting apart, in fact Danesh was embedding itself further into Tara's body.

Danesh realized for the first time that he had killed his feelings and words, he had wasted his love on Tara. Tara was not the diamond that Danesh had been searching for the past 25 years. She was a glass doll that broke due to fear of injury.

It seemed to Danesh that he was obstructing Tara's flight, but actually Tara was losing a sincere person like Danesh due to fear. He thought that if Tara is happy to be away from him, then it is fine

" Go away but be happy!"