In the beginning there was nothing, I remember the nothing. Even for me it's hard to perceive, but all the same I have done so. After the nothing there was somthing, father is what we called him before we existed. It was interesting to see what father was doing, he was creating somthing fascinating! Out of the nothing there was somthing, a small creature, a small lizard, then another and another. One by one we became these small and insignificant four legged creatures with a hard outer surface, in the beginning colour wasn't a very explored subject neither where numbers, but now, I realize the facts there where five of us lizards father made, a blue lizard, a green lizard, a red lizard, a brown lizard, and than me, a white lizard.
I remember the first words spoken as clear as day, as father smiled at us he spoke with an almost ethereal voice, as if everything that had been made so far made up these words, they were sweet, "My children, oh my children, you finally are in front of me." I don't exactly remember what father looked like but I remember a warm feeling, a feeling of satisfaction, fulfillment, and happiness just by being near him, but also a sense of sadness, I don't know where it came from. It was all confusing for me at the time, when suddenly coming into existence I made a mistake. One which I regret to this day, I ran away, I disappeared into the nothingness leaving behind father, leaving behind my siblings. I squandered my one and only chance to be near father. I learned later that father had a special mission for each of us, red told me about her mission, she was to help form the stars and planets with brown. She told me since I ran away from what I was going to be assigned that I had to find it myself. After a while i learned of a tiny planet in the deep abyss of space, father apperently favored this planet above all else. So i took a peek at this world of fathers. It was a strange place, there was some things on this planet, not like the ones red and brown where making, it seems that it was somthing only father could make. I was quite interested in this place, i never caught a glimpse of father after that day but i thought i should spend a little while on this place father made. I might find what i am looking for here. I decided to make an abode here, granted the planet is much smaller than I, however, I think i can change that, it may take some time to do so. Observing red and brown it gave me a sort of idea, they seem to be controlling somthing nearby to create these things. I could not see it, or even sense it in the beginning. It was a strange action red and brown where doing, but I couldn't understand what was happening, it just seemed like they were just speaking. Could I do that?
"********" the words spill out of my mouth, as if drawn out by some invisible force, exhaustion seeping into my scales. I hear basically a scream, and then a large impact at the back of my head. It was an immense pain.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOinG??!" Red was basically screaming at me, her gaze looking as if she was going to kill me.
"Wait, wait, wait, wait!" I try and escape from her swings of violence, and in the end i got another hit on the head and i felt a few of my scales zoom into the vaccum. "What did i do?!"
"LOOK!" Red pointed at the planet that used to be one hundred times the size, i see what i did wrong, she must have been building this strange planet, it must have been more than one hundred times bigger than fathers planet. And before out very eyes it seems to be a bit smaller but it seems to have circular objects around it now. Its colours have made layers on its surface, i cant tell if the planet itself is solid or not. I feel another impact on the back of my head.
"Ow, ow, ow, be careful i would like to keep my scales thank you!" I look back at red herself. I cant exactly tell what the look on her face means, but i can sense she is very upset with me. "Look, look, I am sorry okay. I did not mean to harm your planet."
"That's not exactly why i am upset with you. This was supposed to be my home after doing my mission." She seems to sigh and hang her head, though its hard to tell in the void like this. "Well i only had this little time to make by home, I guess I should move on. This will take quite the long time after all." She says a light goodbye and disapears into the void. I cannot even perceive where she went. Now that i think about it i dont see brown, blue or green either. Wait, am I…. Alone? What am i supposed to do…? In this area, there is the planet father created, nine other planets, and a ball of fire where the other planets circle around. Maybe I should work on my way to exist on fathers planet, the pebble like rock of fathers planet is… to small. I should try and reduce my size to not harm fathers creation, maybe i should try and protect it, that could possibly be my mission from father. I do not know exactly how to reduce my size. I should try what i did to destroy that planet red made.
"********** ****** *********** *** ********* ** ***!" Speaking the words, at each letter i feel a little bit of me shave away, and i feel myself shrinking in size and i see the planet red made, which was smaller than me is suddenly three times my size. The anxiety suddenly piercing my brain and seeping deep into my very bones. If i get to small to quickly it will take far, far to long. I should quickly return to the planet made by father before i am unable to do so. "********** *****" I speak the words as quickly as possible, my understanding of this power expanded much with the last use of the words. My speed increases three hundred thousand fold, i am trying to quickly return to the planet, but it seems my words where overkill and i crashed into the planet itself.
"OH NO! OH NO! NO, NO, NO, I DESTROYED FATHERS CREATION!" The panic and distress oozing out of my very being, this planet being now thousands of times my size it seems like it has sustained its shape but these land masses seem to be drifting apart due to my impact. I have to fix the problem i have caused. I should use my very being to correct this issue, but my recent transformation has made me very tired, it is as if my very existence has dwindled, i should refrain from using that kind of energy again until my self has regained at least one one millionth of it back. Maybe i should rest before starting my rebuilding…. Maybe i should sleep a bit.
As i begin to fall asleep i notice my suroundings something with a strange but cool sensation, the perfect place to rest. And slowly i fall asleep as the ball of fire dips below my sight. My final thoughts as i dip into sleep are, "its so.. pretty.."