Fu Jia didn't envy Lin Fengxun for being loved by his parents.
He didn't envy Lin Fengxun being held in Lu Wanqing's arms when he was a child, gently shaking and humming nursery rhymes; he also didn't envy someone holding his hand along the way, cheering for his growth every year.
When Fu Jia was a child, Fu Xiaoli polished off his beautiful imagination of her parents.
When he was first born, Fu Xiaoli loved him dearly. But soon, she found that the child born with all these painstaking efforts did not help her tie Lin Qing's heart, but made Lin Qing hate her even more.
She can't even take care of herself, so how can she talk about taking care of her children. She doesn't want to work, but still wants to be with men. Unfortunately, after giving birth, her figure has become so out of shape that many men look down on her.
She picked and picked, and finally followed a stutterer who drove a truck. This man is very honest, he doesn't dislike her for taking care of the child, and he doesn't dislike her for not doing housework, he enshrines her at home like raising a Buddha.
Fu Xiaoli took care of her children at home for several months like a good wife and loving mother. Seeing that this stammer really hurt her, she began to eat it with confidence.
Whenever she stutters and goes out to drive a long-distance car, Fu Xiaoli will dress up beautifully, and go out to have sex with other men. She locked Fu Jia, who was still unable to walk, in a small room, no matter how hoarse the child was crying, she couldn't hear him.
After more than two years, she was discovered by Stutter. He stuttered and beat her to the point of bleeding, pulled her by the hair and carried her from the alley to the outside, insulting her with the most foul language. The neighbors watched, especially the wives, because they knew that their husbands had done dirty things with this woman too.
Fu Jia is already three years old. He can walk, change clothes, defecate, and eat by himself, but he can't call mom because Fu Xiaoli didn't teach him.
Stuttering also drove him out. He walked to the alley and saw a man spitting at Fu Xiaoli.
This is the first memory in Fu Jia's life, and it seems to be the source of his life –
a mouthful of saliva.
Without stuttering, Fu Xiaoli took Fu Jia through a few months of wandering life, and found the next man. This time he is a gangster who does illegal business. He has a bad temper and doesn't like Fu Jia, and he doesn't like Fu Xiaoli very much. To Fu Xiaoli's mournful cry.
By this man's side, Fu Xiaoli did not dare to steal food, did housework without complaint, and would not fight back if she was beaten or scolded. In order to keep an eye on her, the man kept her by his side all day long, and even let her participate in his illegal business. Both of them are rarely at home, so Fu Jia learned to take care of herself early on.
Three years later, the punk was sentenced. Fu Xiaoli had been abused by him for many years and had accumulated scars all over her body, but she knelt down to intercede for him when the police came to arrest her.
However, her tears didn't seem to be in vain. The man protected her and let her only follow him in for a month.
After she came out, another gangster took her in. This man was even worse than the first two, because he was addicted to drugs, and Fu Xiaoli was also infected with this problem.
After starting to take drugs, Fu Xiaoli rapidly aged and haggard, nestled in the room like a corpse, smoking. She has no energy at all, even when she is having sex, and the man is so angry that she calls her a "dead pig".
Fu Jia's memory of this passage is very vague, and he probably forced himself to forget it when he was growing up. He only remembered that one morning, Fu Xiaoli suddenly disappeared. He had been looking for her for a long time, but he couldn't find her no matter how hard he tried.
He didn't feel sad, didn't shed a single tear, and quickly got used to the wandering life, until Lin Qing brought him back to the Lin family.
There is nothing good and nothing bad about going from hell to prison.
But if he could choose freely, he would rather choose the latter without Fu Xiaoli.
"Don't come to me again."
In front of the school gate of No. 6 Middle School, Fu Jia looked at Fu Xiaoli coldly, and shook off her hand, "I have nothing to do with you a long time ago."
Fu Xiaoli covered her hand that was thrown away, gently Sighed lightly: "Don't be like this, let's talk, shall we?"
"I have nothing to talk to you about." Fu Jia hated her from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't even want to look at her, let alone "talk" to her.
Fu Xiaoli rolled her eyes, touched her hair anxiously, and said, "You…you don't even wonder if your mother came out? Also, how did your mother find you? Don't you want to know? You are now, in the future You're doing well, you're fine, and mom is… Mom also has someone who is willing to help…"
Her words were messy and illogical, and she couldn't speak clearly intermittently, but the meaning revealed in them made Fu Jia's back shiver.
How much did she know about his life to be able to assert that he was "doing well"?
Fu Jia managed to calm down and said, "I can talk to you, but you don't come to me again."
Fu Xiaoli touched her long white hair and smiled slightly.
Fu Jia didn't want his classmates to see his Fu Xiaoli staying together, so he proposed to talk with her in a place far away from No. 6 Middle School.
Fu Xiaoli had no problem with this, and chose a high-end coffee shop in the central block, and ordered the order skillfully.
Fu Xiaoli has always been like this. No matter how poor her life was, she also remembered how to live a good life.
"Your father likes to drink coffee here." After sitting down, the first sentence Fu Xiaoli said was about Lin Qing, "This is the first time I talked to your father. After I met him at the reception , so I asked people around to find out his preferences, and finally managed to talk to him here…"
Fu Jia stared at the table, her face turning pale.
"You moved out of your father's house, right?" Fu Xiaoli looked at him pitifully, "I'm sorry you were wronged, it must be because the woman surnamed Lu bullied you that you moved out, right?"
"Don't I said it." Fu Jia frowned and said, "You just want to know how you found me."
Fu Xiaoli smiled happily: "But mother wants to let you know how much I have suffered in the past ten years. Do it?"
Fu Jia clenched her hands silently, digging her nails deeply into her palms.
"I know you hate me… But my mother didn't abandon you on purpose. If I wanted to abandon you, why did I have to lead you through so many years of hard life?" Fu Xiaoli said, stroking her hair with her hands , the frequency was a little nervous, "It was Lu Wanqing, she took me away…she took me to a remote mountainous area, locked me in a dark room and didn't let me out. Some people guarded me, and some people used instruments every day Shocked me, it hurt me so much, several times I felt like I was going to die. I clamored to call the police, and the man told me that it was Lu Wanqing who paid for me to come here to cure drug addiction… Ha, cure Drug addiction…"
Fu Xiaoli trembled, with a smile and a crying expression, revealing an abnormal sickness.
Fu Jia looked at her and couldn't help shaking. He didn't sympathize with Fu Xiaoli, he only thought she was scary.
"Can you imagine? My mother was locked up in a place less than six square meters for ten years. I knelt down and begged the guard to lick his shoes, and he was willing to let me out once. He also tied me with a chain like a dog. The nurses shocked me every day. After I passed out, they splashed me with water. I really wanted to commit suicide, but they didn't allow me to commit suicide. If I dared to do it, they would have ten thousand ways to revive me. There are also ten thousand ways to torture me…" Fu Xiaoli's eyes were filled with tears, but there was no trace of complaint, but full of cruelty, ready to bite someone's neck.
"But…" She wiped away her tears, changed the subject, and her tone suddenly eased, "Lu Wanqing also suffered from me."
She smiled with tears, "You must have been abused by her at your father's house ." Right? If she can retaliate against me like this, she will definitely retaliate against you, after all… her son was born prematurely because of me."
Fu Jia's body froze.
What is she saying?
"At that time I was still with… You may not remember, he put me in the detention center. I heard from my friends that your father married the daughter of the Lu family and loved her so much. The lover lost contact. After the woman became pregnant, the whole family took her and her belly as treasure…" Fu Xiaoli gritted her teeth and said, "How can you tell me to bear it? I can't swallow this breath, I hate it every night Can't sleep. I also gave birth to Lin Qing, why can't I get anything?"
"What did you do?" Fu Jia's voice was trembling.
"I went to find her." Her tone was relaxed, "I carried you to her company, and made a big fuss in front of her staff. She deserves it too, and she still has to go to work with a stomach that is almost eight months old , is another proud young lady who has never suffered any grievances, but was so angry that I fainted on the spot, and she gave birth prematurely after being sent to the hospital."
Fu Xiaoli was immersed in the memory, with a satisfied smile on her face.
Fu Jia looked at her with horror, her face pale.
He didn't expect the truth back then to be so cruel and disgusting.
He always thought that he didn't owe anyone in the Lin family's villa, but now Fu Xiaoli told him that Lu Wanqing's mother and son were poor victims many years ago. Lin Fengxun should have a healthy body, but he and Fu Xiaoli ruined him. lifetime.
Like the world turned upside down, Fu Jia's world collapsed.
"Jiajia, are you okay?" Fu Xiaoli asked with concern, "Mom knows you are sad, but you don't have to be afraid, someone will protect us in the future. Don't you want to know why I was able to find you? Your uncle told me , it was your uncle who rescued me."
Uncle…?
Fu Jia's stomach churned, he was covered in cold sweat, and his thinking became dull.
He no longer wanted to hear more from Fu Xiaoli.
He wants to escape.
"Your father has a younger brother, his name is Lin Heng, do you still remember him? He also came to you these years, trying to take you out of Lu Wanqing's hands, but your father refused." Fu Xiaoli blushed , feeling inexplicably excited, "Your father doesn't want you, he only has Lu Wanqing in his heart, and the company is also handed over to her, but your uncle has always disapproved of your father's approach. He told me that it doesn't matter if your father doesn't want you. You, he wants to take you back to the Lin family and take back what belongs to you from Lu Wanqing."
Fu Xiaoli's eyes were full of naked greed.
Fu Jia wanted to escape.
He is Fu Xiaoli's son, and he understands her paranoia. He is also like her, thinking about what he wants day and night, watching, pestering, and never giving up until he gets it.
It doesn't matter if you hit her or scold her, as long as she has one breath left, she will grab the target's ankle with her skinny hands and drag him into her territory.