Fu Jia hurried out the door, seemingly tough on the surface, but in fact he was very hesitant.
He went out and pressed the elevator, but when the elevator door opened in front of him, he didn't go in.
What if Lu Qi'an came out to chase him? If he just left like this, how could Lu Qi'an catch up with him? Fu Jia thought desperately.
He waited in place for a minute, two minutes, three minutes, but no one came after him. Many people on the same floor would give him a strange look as they passed by him. Fu Jia stood there awkwardly and finally decided to go back.
He just turned back to get things, he would never give in to Lu Qi'an, nor would he coax him again, he would be angry as long as he liked.
Fu Jia patted his face, put on a cold expression, stood at the door of the apartment and rang the doorbell. He was prepared to wait for a long time, and he wouldn't be surprised if Lu Qi'an didn't open the door for him. But just after the first ring of the bell, the door was opened.
Fu Jia's hands froze in mid-air, a little dazed.
how so fast
Inside, Lu Qi'an held the doorknob and looked at him without saying a word. I don't know if it's a problem with the light, but his eyes are dark and gloomy, which makes Fu Jia feel very oppressed.
"I…" Fu Jia avoided his eyes and said bravely, "I just came back to get something…"
Before he finished speaking, Lu Qi'an grabbed his arm and pulled him in forcefully. The door was closed with a bang, and the loud sound made Fu Jia close his eyes. The next second, Lu Qi'an covered him with his body, pressed him against the door, and kissed him with a hot and hot breath.
He was not gentle at all, he bit Fu Jia's lip to force him to open his teeth, and stuck his tongue into his mouth. Because it was so sudden, Fu Jia couldn't find the rhythm of his breathing, and because Lu Qi'an pressed too hard, his back and head ached. He struggled painfully, but was pressed even tighter by Lu Qian.
He will come back. This thought echoed in Lu Qi'an's mind over and over again.
There is no one in the world who is more obedient than him.
Soon, Fu Jia's lips and tongue were numb from the suction, and his whole head became dizzy. His legs were weak, and he couldn't stand even if he leaned against the wall, and he slid down as if he lost his strength.
Lu Qi'an put his arms around his waist, let him lean on his body, and slowly ended the kiss.
After the lips and teeth of the two separated, Fu Jia was finally rescued, panting desperately, but coughed because of too fast inhalation. He leaned on Lu Qi'an, his whole face turned red, and there was moisture in his eyes.
Lu Qi'an hugged him tightly, stroking his back to comfort him.
It was as if the crazy energy just now never existed.
"Sorry." Lu Qi'an said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, whether it was last night… or just now, I did something wrong, sorry.
" Not fierce, but pitiful.
Lu Qi'an couldn't help but stroked the hair on his forehead, and hugged him horizontally. Fu Jia is not heavy, at least a lot lighter than Lu Qi'an, so Lu Qi'an hugged him very firmly. But Fu Jia was afraid that Lu Qi'an wouldn't be able to hold him, so he hugged his neck tightly.
Lu Qi'an hugged him to the sofa and let go of his hands. Fu Jia's movements were half a beat behind him, and she still hugged him around his neck. Lu Qi'an's eyes softened, he put his hands on Fu Jia's side, and kissed again.
This time, he regained the rationality that he had just left behind, moved gently, and always paid attention to Fu Jia's breathing frequency.
Fu Jia's hands that were about to leave wrapped around them again, hooking Lu Qi'an's neck and pulling him closer.
While breathing, Fu Jia avoided Lu Qi'an's lips, and whispered, "Don't think you'll be fine just because you kissed me, now it's my turn to be angry."
Lu Qi'an looked at him intently: "Why are you angry?"
Fu Jia said, "Guess for yourself."
Lu Qi'an nodded knowingly, and said, "I read the complaint you wrote."
"Oh." Fu Jia pretended not to care.
"I accept it."
"Oh…"
"You can punish me however you want, and I will help you."
Fu Jia couldn't even utter the word "oh", he slowed down, and stretched out his hand to grab Lu Qi'an's sleeve , said fiercely: "Severely punish!"
"Yes." Lu Qi'an's tone indulged, "How to severely punish?"
In Fu Jia's mind, the result of putting "Lu Qi'an" and "punishment" together was a blank. He could no longer be aggressive, but he still raised his voice and said, "Severe one!"
Lu Qi'an agreed with him, and said, "Okay. Don't go to school today, just skip class."
From always being serious Hearing the word "skipping class" in Lu Qi'an's mouth was simply a fantasy story.
"Skipping class?" Fu Jia was stunned.
"Well, is there enough time in one day?"
Fu Jia finally understood that Lu Qi'an really wanted to take him to skip class. Lu Qi'an, who always urged him to study, was as strict as an old man, and Lu Qi'an, who kept saying that he likes people who live hard and study hard, now wants to take him to skip class.
The morning sun shines into the living room, and then falls into Fu Jia's eyes. He smiled brightly: "Go on a date." He said, "I'll punish you for taking me on a date."
Lu Qi'an's eyes were also full of smiles, his soul had never been so light, as if it had been pressing him down since the previous life The heavy burden also disappeared with Fu Jia's smile.
"Okay." No matter what Fu Jia said, he always answered like this.
An hour later, Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an took the subway to a park in the outskirts of the city.
The park is what Fu Jia is going to, and there are many large-scale parks in the city, but Fu Jia can't tell which one to go to specifically, but said to Lu Qi'an with certainty: "I want to go to the park you have been to."
Lu Qi'an's first reaction was that he had never been to the park, but Fu Jia refuted fiercely: "You have been, and you have been there many times!"
Regarding going to the park, Lu Qi'an needs to recall carefully, but for Fu Jia, This is a thorn in his heart for many years.
Every time Lu Qi'an came to the Lin's villa, he would take Lin Fengxun to the courtyard to bask in the sun. Even if it was raining or cloudy, he would stay under the eaves next to the courtyard, so Fu Jia always had a way to see them.
However, there was a situation that made Fu Jia's teeth itch with hatred: Lin Fengxun would ask Lu Qi'an to take him to the park from time to time.
For some reason, Lu Qi'an seems to be very repulsed to take Lin Feng out. This request will only succeed once out of ten times, and most of it is due to Lu Wanqing, because she will definitely help her son when she is present: "The two of you always stay at home. What's the point, no matter how big the courtyard is, I'm tired of looking at it for a long time, it would be nice to go to the park to relax, let Mrs. Chen and the doctor sit in the car and follow you all the time, there will be no problems."
As long as Lu Wanqing said so, Lin Feng looked Eighty percent of them will succeed, and they will be carried away from the courtyard by Lu Qi'an smoothly. Seeing them leaving in the same car, Fu Jia was so jealous that his teeth were about to fall out.
Now recalling the past, Fu Jia still feels sour, so sour.
Fortunately, Lu Qi'an thought about which park he was talking about in time, put on his clothes and took him to take the subway with him.
The subway in the morning rush hour was very crowded, Fu Jia leaned in Lu Qi'an's arms with peace of mind, and did not grab the handrail, relying entirely on Lu Qi'an to hold him. He thought viciously: Lin Feng is looking for that sick child, he will never have such an experience in his life… As the saying goes, the winner is the one who laughs last, and now he wins.
He buried his face in Lu Qi'an's chest and let out a muffled laugh.
When he arrived at the park, because there was a fee to enter the park, Lu Qi'an asked Fu Jia to wait for him by the flower bed, and went to the ticket office to buy tickets by himself.
Fu Jia looked around and found that a kid who had just reached his waist was also waiting for his parents to buy tickets nearby. He was eating a huge rainbow cotton candy with great relish.
Fu Jia swallowed involuntarily, thinking of the bowl of porridge that she only took a bite of, her stomach burned with hunger. He looked around, but he didn't see anyone selling cotton candy, so he smiled at the child and asked, "Where did you buy your candy?" The
child gave him a wary look and ignored him.
Fu Jia got hungrier as he watched, and asked him: "Did you buy it in the park or outside? Do you know any other stores that sell candy?" The
child shook his head frantically, threw away the marshmallow in his hand, and ran for his life. ran away the same way.
Fu Jia watched the marshmallow fall on the ground with a broken heart.
When Lu Qi'an came back after buying the tickets, he saw Fu Jia squatting beside the marshmallow in dismay. He quickly figured it out, and said, "Are you hungry? There is a restaurant in the park, I'll take you there."
Fu Jia asked him earnestly, "Will there be this kind of candy in it?"
Lu Qi'an thought for a while, uncertain Said: "Probably not."
Fu Jia sighed, pointing to the cotton candy on the ground unwillingly: "Is this still edible?"
Lu Qi'an: …
"I'll ask where it is sold." He said.
Fu Jia nodded again and again, grinning.
Lu Qi'an asked the ticket sales staff, and learned that this kind of cotton candy was sold at the first convenience store at the exit of the subway station. He asked Fu Jia to continue waiting for him at the flower bed, but Fu Jia refused, saying: "If I want to eat, I can buy it myself, you can wait for me here."
Lu Qi'an said: "Let's go together."
Fu Jia laughed Happier , he stretched out his hand to him: "Then you carry me on your back."
Lu Qi'an agreed without any objection.
He carried Fu Jia on his back and walked slowly to the convenience store to buy cotton candy. Putting his arms around his neck, Fu Jia asked, "Did you recite Lin Fengxun before?"
This incident was too obvious, and Lu Qi'an couldn't lie: "Recited."
Fu Jia continued to ask: "Will you also buy sugar for him?"
"Yes." Of course he did. In order for Lin Fengxun to take the bitter medicine smoothly, he coaxed him with candy countless times.
Fu Jia was silent.
"Fu Jia?" Lu Qi'an called his name.
Fu Jia hugged him tightly, sniffed him, and closed his eyes calmly: "It's okay."
Fu Jia came to the park for the first time, and ran wildly for several hours with the cotton candy that Lu Qi'an bought for him. On the way, he ran into the little boy he saw at the door again, the feng shui took turns, and this time it was this kid who swallowed his saliva.
For some reason, the two groups suddenly walked together. Fu Jia and the child were running around in front, while Lu Qi'an and the child's parents walked behind, inexplicably listening to the couple chatting about their parenting experience to him.
"Is he your brother?" asked the child's mother.
Lu Qi'an did not argue, and acquiesced to her words. She smiled and said, "Your brother is really lively, isn't he difficult to manage?"
"No." Lu Qi'an said, "He is very obedient and listens to me."
"That's right. That's really great, I think you love him very much too, you two have a really good relationship." As she spoke, she waved to the child who came back to look for her.
Fu Jia imitated this child and waved back to Lu Qi'an. Under the sun, he smiled like every young boy of the same age.
"It's not enough." He kept chasing Fu Jia with his eyes, and said, "I have to love him more."
Fu Jia played with the children until noon, playing balloon shooting games, rowing together, and even Played on the children's slide together. The slideway was very narrow, Fu Jia was playing like crazy, and insisted on getting in, but hit his head, Lu Qi'an hugged him and comforted him, and he was refreshed again.
He was in high spirits, but the child was so sleepy that he lay in his father's arms and dozed off. The couple hugged the child and said goodbye to them. Before leaving, the child's mother whispered something in Lu Qi'an's ear.
Lu Qi'an was a little surprised, and thanked her back.
After bidding farewell to the new friends I made in the morning, Fu Jia's excitement gradually subsided and she felt a little tired.
"Do you want to go home?" Lu Qi'an asked.
Fu Jia yawned and nodded.
Lu Qi'an took the initiative to squat in front of him and said, "I'll carry you on my back."
Fu Jia smiled and climbed onto his back.
"What's wrong with you?" Lu Qi'an asked as he stepped forward, "The mother of that child told me just now that you were thinking about something."
Fu Jia hesitated, but did not answer.
He didn't want to say it, and Lu Qi'an didn't ask him any more, and walked out of the park with his back. He took the subway when he came, and Lu Qi'an called a taxi when he left.
After returning home, Aunt Miao had already prepared lunch. Fu Jia ate heartily, and had a full meal happily.
They didn't go anywhere in the afternoon, Fu Jia offered to ask Lu Qi'an to help him with his homework, and the two stayed in the study until nightfall, only resting for a while at dinner time.
Before going to bed, Fu Jia asked Lu Qi'an to take a bath first, and locked the door in the study. Guessing that Lu Qi'an was about to finish washing, he opened the door as if nothing had happened.
He went into the bathroom and took the longest and most thorough shower of his life. He dried his hair in the bathroom and stared at himself in the mirror for a long time.
He told himself he could do it.
He turned off the light in the bathroom, turned off the light in the living room, then turned off the light in the master bedroom. The curtains were closed tightly, and the whole room was plunged into sudden darkness.
He lay beside Lu Qi'an, and asked softly, "Can I ask you something?"
"What?"
"I was wondering if I could really be with you. Your relatives hate me, Lu Wanqing, Lin Fengxun… No matter what, they are your relatives, and you will treat them well, but I am not yours. Darling, why are you being nice to me? I'm not… not a woman, do you really like me?"
His voice was trembling, "Are you just pitying me and giving me alms?"
Although this is very It's sad, but Fu Jia understands that even if Lu Qi'an gives him an affirmative answer, he will feel satisfied, he will not be angry with Lu Qi'an, at most he will be aggrieved.
Because of Lu Qi'an, he became weak and vulnerable. In the past, he could endure all the sufferings, pay back what should be paid back, hate what should be hated, and never feel wronged. Grievance is an emotion that only produces value when someone feels distressed, and it is useless to someone who has nothing.
He once had nothing, but now his hands are filled with people. Compared with never having, he is more afraid of having it and then losing it.
Lu Qi'an took a deep breath and said: "I never pity you, I said…"
"Then why don't you…" Fu Jia interrupted him, but he couldn't continue after talking.
He gritted his teeth and got into the quilt, his body temperature was very high, like a ball of fire.
"Fu Jia?" Lu Qi'an's voice was slightly puzzled, and the next second, he froze.
Fu Jia lay between his legs, breathing slowly against his crotch.
"Why did you just kiss me and not do anything else?" While breathing, Fu Jia smelled a vague smell, maybe it wasn't from Lu Qi'an, because it smelled like he ejaculated on his hand last night semen. Maybe it was his imagination, maybe not, he didn't know if it was the smell of desire emanating from himself.
He lowered his head, licked Lu Qi'an's penis through his pants, and asked in a low voice, "Don't you even want me?"