I lied. It never got better. The nightmare kept on visiting me every night and Rowan grew worried. " Can't you go see a doctor? Y'know, talk to a professional about it so you'll get better. Therapists can also see a therapist. It's not a taboo." Rowan said the obvious while I was dressing up in my bedroom.
While he sat in the bed, leaning on the headboard, he stared at me as I got dressed. At this point, I wasn't shy to get naked around him. After all, he had seen all parts of me. " It's a little uncomfortable for me." I admitted out loud. I was used to being the one being let into people's lives. The idea of opening up to someone was still uncomfortable for me.
