Lexi (beast) …
That fool really wants to take my wife away from me, who does he think he is? The reason I haven't killed him yet is because I don't want to do anything to hurt Sierra.
I watch her fall asleep in my arms and I slowly place her on the bed and stand up. I stare at her for a moment before using the bedsheet to cover her up and place a kiss on her forehead.
I don't want her to be scared of me anymore. I want to do everything to be the best husband she has.
I walk out of the room and into the kitchen. I try to make something for her to eat, but the more I try, the more the image of John keeps displaying and it makes me even more angry.
I try to hold myself down so I won't do anything stupid that will wake Sierra up. I promised her I will be the best husband, and that's what I am doing. I want to be the best husband and show her that I love her no matter what, and I will change and stop being the beast she fears.