Fiona Summers POV
"So what is the plan now?"
I'm asking while Di and Sam were looking to me with serious faces.
"Well I couldn't find the Demons diamond for now. I don't know who could steal it from the safe."
"How much time we have left before we lose the barrier?"
They look very concerned and I know that is not a good sign. Were three days already after I seen Killian looked up in that vault and the other demons tried the best to keep it strong. But he was growing way strong and furious and that started to weaken.
"No too much. "
"Im going back there. I know I can have him back. "
"Have you lost your marbles Fiona? He nearly killed you then. The most he stays locked up the more he loses his memory and …anything he had for you"
I'm smiling in pain and my eyes getting sad looking over them.
"He had nothing for me. But the only thing I know he wanted was my lust"
They look to me suspiciously.
"Do you think he wanted you because he just wanted to have sex with you?"
Diana's question seem very angry coming from her and I know I most likely insulted her and Killian. But this is what I thought he wants from me. He touched me all the time like he was desperate to fuck me but despite the warmth he emanates I still felt empty inside. Maybe was me? I was the problem? I realized maybe was just my ignorance.
"I'm sorry Diana. I didn't meant anything bad. It's just that I really fallen for that idiot and he didn't gave me a fucking sign that he wants something serious. He visited my fucking dreams , fucking me there. So what should I think ? You tell me"
She looked surprised to me and for the fact that I was so open and serious about this topic and she showed a small smile.
"It's ok. But it's the first time hearing he done that. He took his sweet time with you. He could've just posses your soul and sleep with you the way he wanted. But he just stayed away . That's unusual for him."
So he could've just done it already? But he just stayed away. He was texting me occasionally, he bought me stuff and he was gentle with me, he seem caring most of the time despite that he had that attitude towards humans as usual.
"I need to bring him back. He has explaining to do. "
I'm saying with a calm voice.
"Without the demon diamond we can retrieve his nature and sanity back"
"I need to try again. Will be the only solution. I know trying multiple times the same thing for the same situation it's a definition of insanity but I just need a little bit longer time"
"Fiona, you're a human. And with all due respect you escaped death already too many times. I don't know how you survived to everything by now but you will not recover if he blows your head of your shoulder."
"Well I'm not losing anything. Let's go."
"We can protect you until the last second. But the moment we know we can't void a disaster anymore we need to take you out straight away. Is that clear?"
"Yes Diana. "
"Take this ."
Sam hands me over a blade. Looks like a knife but the blade had a blue color and the handle had encrusted an emblem. Was looking like two wings that had two daggers in the middle. That looked dangerous but gorgeous.
"What is this thing?"
"Keep it close to you. It's his personal dagger that he loves to keep around. He was all the time a weapon guy despite that he had enough magical powers to kill anything. He loves close fights than magic fights. "
"Classic Killian. But why you gave me this ?"
"Because you may need it. That blade can go through his steel as amour skin and if you need to save yourself…"
"I'll not use it. But I'll like to think that I can give it to him when everything is ending and his back"
I can see both of them looking to me with hope as I gave them hope as well. I knew this can be maybe my last day on earth and I knew I can lose this battle easily but at least I'm not going down without a fight. Not only for Killians sake but for humans sake and for all different creatures around us than can be annihilated by his power .
They prepared some extra manpower as demons that will keep the power of Killian off the most they can.
The moment we arrived there the fear strikes me and my anxiety jumps sky high.
Everyone here was feeling my emotions and Diana told me to back off if i can't do it. But despite the fear I just go through it, thinking that on the end of day whatever happens we can chance the history.
They opened the door to see that dark and cold room again and the light Sam gave around me makes me see better the beautiful monster that was starring to me from just few steps away now.
My heart was beating so fast that I can hear it as a echo into the whole room.
"Killian. No… Lucifer"
I'm saying with a calm voice but my body was shaking. I couldn't control it. The previous flashback hits me when he hit me on that wall and when he rises the sword on me. But I'm not giving up.
"You don't need the demon diamond to control yourself. Please come back"
Is nothing coming from him but a dangerous growl as an wild animal. That sound was familiar with the growl he had in my dream when he was doing that…ohh keep focus Fiona.
"I'm sorry , I'm sorry that I run away. I thought I'm not cut to stay close to you. I thought I'll be just a weakness for you and just a pathetic person."
"Fiona…"
His voice low and inhuman shakes me to the core. I was still afraid of him but at the same time my courage was way stronger than my fear and I took a long breath.
"Tell me how can I help you to come back. I'll do anything just to save you from yourself. "
Suddenly after my words his big body approached me and he was facing me now in the whole light of the room. He was like seven feet tall, his skin was on a red color and his beautiful black wings where just shiny in that light. His face was full of pain.
"Why you…suffer?"
"Please .. mark me Fiona"
My brain froze for a second. Mark? I didn't knew what the fuck is that.
"What is .. "
His big body falls in his knees in front of my feet and I'm seeing him struggling to keep himself abound waters. Anything that was controlling him was still there and the time wasn't our friend.
"Killian, what is a mark ? What I need to do ?"
"Queen.."
He musters under his breath and I'm confused. Queen? I can't be ..
"Killian .. i can't be…"
But the whole room lights up entirely, making me blind for a few seconds. The light take form of a person and I can see the final result. A beautiful blond male , gorgeous and his wings were white and long and a bad feeling hits me straight away. His blue as sky eyes were cold and ice and that troubled me. Why suddenly I felt more comfortable and safe around demons and unsafe around.. angels I guess?!
"My dear Fiona. Please don't listen to that dirty and nasty demon. My name is Gabriel and I'm …"
But I'm losing what he said because I can remember now the pain I felt when that light hit me in the mall few months ago. It was him. I felt the same dangerous vibe exactly before he nearly killed me in cold blood.
I can see his smile getting bigger and that smirk just told me what I need to know. Don't trust angels. He was really an angel? I could swear he was giving way bad vibes than a demon and he looked way dodgy despite his beautiful appearance. I guess I could see better through that facade .
I'm stepping in front of Killian by instinct , guarding him with my body.
"Yeah you're the beast that tried to kill me few months ago. Get your ass out of here"
I'm telling him with no hesitation standing straight and looking straight into his eyes. For some reason that fear I had by now was replaced by anger and disgust.
"My dear child. You stayed to much around demons. You should come with me to clean your beautiful soul"
"Who you try to trick to my friend? You're so dumb. I thought angels are smarter than this. You're a disgrace "
"Fiona , Fiona back off. You need to come back . Gabriel will kill you. "
I can hear Diana's desperate voice and I'm gulping my saliva. My body was on the rush of adrenaline. But I didn't gave up on Killian. And I'll not give up on him.
Diana tried to enter the place but a barrier stops her. She couldn't come to me and despite using her magic she was rejected by that shield around me, Killian and Gabriel.
"Humans. I'm not surprised you talk like this. You're scared as a cat but I can feel your energy and courage. Why you doing this for this despicable demon? Do you know how many souls he eaten? How many life's he mocked and how many humans he killed? You should know better"
I knew a demon is a demon and I knew I'll not want to find all the skeletons on Killians closet but I tried to think that was the past. I was willing to forgive everything and side with a demon that an supposed to be good angel? I knew I need to trust my gut but should I trust my heart? I trusted that heart once and I end up in this mess.
"You're right. "
I'm saying calmly and I'm putting my head down.
"I know I am. Come here my beautiful girl. I will make sure you're cleaned and you will have an amazing life"
I started to walk to him slowly looking to the floor. Maybe he was right. Maybe I should not side with a despicable man that kills in cold blood and he can't stand humans.
"No. Fiona , Fiona you can't do that. His the dangerous one. Fiona listen to me please ! Don't do this . You will crush Lucifer. You destroy the left of kindness he had into him. Fionaaaa!"
I'm hearing Diana's voice and my breath is way harder to control. It breaks my heart to hear her voice so desperately trying to save his brother and trying to have me back. I can feel the full extent of despair and fear and makes my heart sink. I didn't knew I can crush not one but two heats in the same time just approaching angel Gabriel.
"Fiona! Fiona please stop , please choose Lucifer. He .."
But he stops when a big black wolf enters the room as well and looks to the situation. He sits as a dog in sitting position and he talks telepathically with everyone including me.
"You can't stop her. The shield you can't pass now is not Gabriel's and he knows that. It's Fiona's ."
"She .. she put the barrier? Do you know what she is Ash?"
"I don't have any clue but her magic is way bigger and dangerous than Killians, ours and Gabriel's and I can tell you that she's not an angel. I can't recognize the magic but it's scary. "
"So why is she going to Gabriel? If you say she's so strong Gabriel can use her a a weapon. "
"Unfortunately I don't know what is in her mind but I don't see Fiona just quitting on Killian. She loves him."
"Yes but she's a .."
"Before you say she's just a human and they change their minds every time and their hearts , give her a little bit of credit. She's a different breed "
My mind comes back to me when I realize I just listen to their conversation and I'm breathing long trying to keep myself in check. Did I really have a different power ? I'm different? I can protect myself and people around me? But angels are supposed to be good and I should be to their side right? Sounds completely reasonable and logically correct.
Maybe I should leave the world of demons and I should try to go on the god side and help humans around me if I am really blessed with something different.
"I'm sorry guys… I need to chose the right side."
"Fiona .. no please. You do the biggest mistake."
I'm hearing her and I'm feeling my eyes watering. I need to choose what is right for my humans. I can't chose demons to rule us. I can't be the queen of demon realm. I need to do the right thing . I need to leave him behind.
I'm stopping when I'm close to Gabriel and I'm looking back to Killian that was in his knees on the floor and he was looking after me in tears. He was still there , looking lost and in pain and as he lost everything he had.
"You weren't a weakness for me , you were something I was looking forward to be patient with and try to offer a normal but beautiful life. You weren't a disgrace for demons realm, you were someone that my people expected. Because humans love with their heart more than any creature alive. They knew that despite choosing a human, you will dedicate yourself to me and them. Because humans are like that. But I guess I was wrong. That's funny because I'm not usually wrong but well… can happen to the best."
His words make me feel itch into my heart but I'm staying strong and straight.
A cold hand reaches me and Gabriel put his hand around my chest closing the gap between me and him and for some reason that feels wrong.
"You done the right decision my beautiful girl. Come , let this guy done here. I'll take care of him after. "
I'm turning my head to the guys that were sitting aside blocked by that barrier and I can see the disappointment and frustration and anger into their eyes but the most was just broken hearts. Diana, Sam, Ash and Lex were staying there in pain . I was sorry but I needed to sacrifice that.
"Let him go. Let's go."
I'm saying turning myself around to him facing him with a smirk on my face.
He smiles softly and he hugs me and that perfume for some reason make me sick felt like I want to vomit . Wasn't anything near Killians odour.
"So you want to let him leave? His weak now. We can destroy him and make sure he can't harm anyone."
His words makes me angry and his hug just hurts my pride. Why this feeling? It wasn't anything like this when I meet Killian. When we meet first was actually attraction on the first glance. But with Gabriel was just repulsive .
"Let him live. Without the demon diamond he will die here alone"
"Ohhh my beautiful flower, you're such a naughty girl"
Well that was just a little bit to much to take. I hate him now.