I sat for a while, trying to calm my racing mind and my raging emotions. After what felt like a lifetime, I was finally ready to go out there. I got up and headed to the mirror to fix my make-up and adjust my fit, 'Good, I am still slaying', I thought admiring my reflection.
I smiled to myself one time before stepping out, and when I finally opened the door I found him standing like a statue - he almost scared the confidence out of me, "Geez!", I yelled startled, "What the hell? What are you doing here? Are you trying to kill me?"
He chuckled, "First of all, let me just say you are easy to scare. It's cute. and no -", he gently pulled me towards him by my waist, "..no, I am not trying to scare you. If anything, I want to make sure you are okay and also apologize for earlier...", I glared at him for apologizing, again.
He instantly halted my horses," I know, I know and I promise is the last time...please forgive me..?", he pouted,
I nodded, and he squeezed me in even closer," Are you sure because... ", he playfully laid a soft kiss on my cheek,".. because I won't stop kissing you until you smile...", he said as he proceeded to kiss my whole face until I let out a soft giggle.
"Fine, fine...stop...", I smiled, "stop... I forgive you...I forgive you."
"Good...", he made his kiss more passionate on my lips and then buried my face in his chest, ".. I missed you... And you have no idea how much...". I instantly felt thousands of butterflies in my stomach. All my worries and my anxiousness melted away. He made me feel like a child. His playfulness brought the moment back to life. The rest of the evening was smooth sailing from there on with no disturbing calls. Just me and him, talking and bonding like I initially imagined it to be. I didn't want it to end but unfortunately, nothing lasts forever.
He drove me home and then walked me to my door, I looked at him with longing and sad eyes as he kissed me on my forehead before turning to leave. I wanted to see more of him, I wanted us to spend the night together. Do things we haven't done in a while, man I was thirsty and I wanted him. But I understood, we had to wake up early the next day so all I could do was sadly wave good night as he disappeared into the elevator.
I got inside with a heart as heavy as a rock. Why did the night end like that? That was not what I wanted. I wanted to wake up next to him, have breakfast together and then drive to work together like we used to do.
I frustratingly kicked off my heels and prepared to take off my dress and not a second after my clothes were on the floor, the doorbell rang.
Feeling frustrated and confused as to who could be at my door at that time, I put on my robe and yelled annoyingly, "What??!", as I swung the door open and there he was, my man, back at my door. Probably feeling the same way I was.
He waltzed in, "You know. I think I am not excelling at this boyfriend thing. I haven't been anyone's boyfriend in a while and the last time I was one, I wasn't a good one. I am trying not to make the same mistakes with you but I seem to be making new ones."
I closed the door behind me and walked to where he was standing," W-wha... what's going on-"
He held me by face, and with a desperate look, he said, "I don't want tonight to end like this. I mean it shouldn't right?? I know it shouldn't, So why am I being like this..."
I began to think of everything that has been happening since we got together, I sighed and finally wrapped my arms around him, "Being understanding is hard, and I am not good at it. But I will try harder..."
He exhaled, "You shouldn't be in that position in the first place. It's just that it's really hard to protect you while I-", he hugged me, "You know what, I will find a way."
I instantly thought of Khalinda, "Are you still worried about that?", I was both touched and aroused, 'he must really care about me', I thought.
I kissed him, "The best way to protect me is to keep me closer to you. In that way, you will have me secured for 24 hours-"
He smiled, "Oh my, my girlfriend is so cheesy. I mean what the hell was that? Are you perhaps tingly down there"
My face instantly flushed, and I couldn't deny it. He chuckled, "Well, I really shouldn't leave you hanging then, should I? I mean you already saved me the trouble of having to undress you."
I whispered as I led one of his hands down my wet panties, "Now would be good.."
He chuckled softly, "Damn! babe...", then proceeded to give me a deep ferocious kiss while slipping his finger in and out of my wetness, as I began to moan in pleasure and yearn for more, he pulled back immediately, and groaned, "I really want to...but...not now"