She woke up feeling pain allover her body. Her throat was dry that she thought if she say anything it would cut.
She opened her eyes and the first thought that came to her mind was, 'Has she been saved?'
She was thinking she was saved until she felt something wasn't right.
She looked at her surrounding and noticed that this was her room of a decade ago.
What's happening?
Is this somehow rebirth?
Has she been reborn?
She has read something like that before in her father's library about rebirth, but never believe in it.
Or was that all a dream?
Her stepmother and stepsister wickedness. Her boyfriend betrayal, was that a dream?
But it felt too real to be a dream.
She looked at her tiny hand in disbelief. This is kinda funny.
She stood up from her bed and walked towards her mirror with her tiny leg. She looked at her face and saw how chubby and small it was
"So, I've gone back to a decade ago." She stated.
That's very bad, but it was still great.
She checked the calendar in her room and saw that the date was 2009. She was only four years old.
She walked out of her room, looked around the house and discovered they were still in their old house before her father got lucky and won a lottery. Her mother was still alive, but her father has married a second wife. It is not her father's fault that he took in another woman, but her grandmother who wanted to fulfill her old friend promise about letting their children marry each other, even though Shen wanwan already has a daughter four years older than her.
She once thought Shen wanwan was a nice woman, Who would have thought that woman is a snake?
She walked to her family eating already in the living room.
"My sunshine. You are awake?" Her father said and left his seat to come and carry her on his shoulder.
She was embarrassed.
She felt like her father was carrying her 17 years old body.
"Daddy. Pwut me down." She said. She has forgotten that she's not in her 17 years old body again until she spoke and realized she's still a baby.
"Why? You've always want me to carry you whenever you wake up. Are you angry with daddy?" Her father said carrying her to the seat, while everyone on the table laughed.
"I am a big girl. I'm nwot angwy with daddy (I'm not angry with daddy).
Her daddy put her on the seat beside him.
"Hello princess." Her mother said smiling at her.
When she looked at her mom's face she felt like crying.
"Mommy." She said and composed herself not to cry.
"Baby girl, Good morning." Shen Wanwan said to her, smiling. She'd always thought this smile is pretty and genuine, but after knowing their true color, she felt like this smile, is somehow crafty and creepy.
Shen Wanwan was somehow surprised by the glare she gave her.
Sandra noticed her suspicious glance she was giving to her and she smiled brightly like nothing happened.
"Auntie Wanwan, Gwud morwing (Good morning)." She had always called her Auntie before her mother died.
"Thought you are fighting with me?" Wanwan said, regaining her composure.
"I will never fyight Auntie. Auntie ish alwaysh my fwaivoyait (I will never fight Auntie. Auntie is always my favorite). She said showing her thumb. She looked at her mom and noticed her mother's face changed.
She remembered a question her mother once asked.
"Who do you like between me and Wanwan?" She'd asked.
"I yoff mom. I also yoff Auntie Wanwan. ( I love mom. I also love Auntie Wanwan). She'd replied.
"Don't trust your Auntie too much. She's dangerous, very dangerous."
She'd looked confused and had asked her mother:
"She doesn't yook dwangeyous. (Look dangerous) How do you know mommy?"
She remembered she finally told Wanwan about what her mother had said about her, and a month later, her mother committed suicide.
She's not even sure, if her mommy really committed suicide or not. Because her death was also declared as suicide in her past life.
Could it really be suicide, or Murder?
She will never let her mother die in this life.
All of them must die in their own conspiracy.