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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: Adjusting to Motherhood

Over the next few years, Sara settled into a routine with daughter Emily. Though often exhausting, each day with her bubbly, growing child brought Sara immense joy. 

Emily had just started preschool when Sara ran into an old friend, Lily. Sara smiled as Emily proudly showed off her painting from art class.

"She's getting so big!" Lily exclaimed. "You're doing an amazing job raising her."

Sara felt a rush of pride. "Some days are tough, but Emily makes it all worthwhile."

After catching up over coffee, Lily asked gently, "Have you heard from Luke at all?"

Sara shook her head. "I haven't spoken to him since I was pregnant. It's for the best."

"Still, Emily should know her father..." Lily said.

Sara stiffened. "I'm all the parent she needs. Luke made his choice years ago."

Lily nodded, dropping the issue. Sara gazed proudly at Emily, knowing she had made the right decision to take this journey on alone. 

At home, Sara's mind turned to Luke as Emily played. Had time changed him? It hurt to think of the man who rejected her now getting a chance to know their daughter. 

No, Sara resolved, their lives were whole as they were. The past was best left in the past.

Sara soon settled back into her routine with Emily. She worked part-time as a photographer, allowing her to be home after preschool drop-off and pickup. 

On their walks to and from school, Sara delighted in Emily's nonstop chatter. Though shy with strangers, Emily had an active imagination and saw magic in the world around her.

"Do you think the clouds have feelings?" Emily mused one day. "They look so soft and fluffy!"

Sara smiled. "You may be right! What do you think their favorite foods are?" 

"Cotton candy!" Emily replied seriously. Sara chuckled and made a mental note to capture Emily's imaginative musings in a photograph series.

On Emily's fifth birthday, Sara hosted a princess tea party. Seeing her daughter so joyful, surrounded by loved ones, Sara felt truly blessed.

After the last guest left, Emily crawled onto Sara's lap. "This was the best birthday! I love you Mommy."

Sara hugged her tightly. "I love you too, my darling. More than anything."

Despite sleepless nights and tantrums, Sara wouldn't trade these precious moments for the world. Emily gave her life purpose.

A few days later, Sara's phone rang from an unfamiliar number. She picked up hesitantly. 

"Sara? It's Luke."

Sara nearly dropped the phone in shock. Why was he calling after all this time?

"Luke...hi," Sara stammered. "It's been awhile."

"Too long," Luke said ruefully. "I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but I'd love to meet up."

Sara's mind raced. Why was he reaching out now? Curiosity won out.

"Okay," she found herself saying. "Are you free tomorrow?"

They arranged to meet at a park nearby. Hanging up, Sara wondered if she was making a mistake opening this door to the past.

Sara arrived at the park early the next day, nerves churning in her stomach. Soon Luke appeared along the path. Sara caught her breath - he looked nearly the same, yet wearier.

"Sara...you look wonderful," Luke said warmly as he approached.

"Thanks. You look..." Sara hesitated.

"Older?" Luke supplied with a wry smile. 

They sat on a bench overlooking the playground. "It's good to see you," Luke continued. "I've thought of you often over the years."

Sara nodded, guarded. "Why did you want to meet?"

Luke sighed. "I made so many mistakes. I wanted to apologize in person, and ask if I could meet Emily."

Sara bristled slightly. "She's doing beautifully. We have a good life."

"I'm sure you're an amazing mother," Luke said. "And I regret missing being a father to her."

Sara studied Luke closely. He seemed sincere, even emotional. Not the closed-off man he once was.

"Emily doesn't know you," Sara said carefully. "I never hid the truth, but she sees me as her only parent."

Luke looked down. "I understand. I shouldn't expect to suddenly be welcomed into your lives."

Sara felt her defenses softening. "Maybe you could meet her, just to see," she found herself saying. "But I'd need to prepare her."

Hope flashed across Luke's face. "Of course, whatever you think is best."

They sat in thoughtful silence for a few minutes. Despite the complicated history, Sara felt strangely comforted to be near him again.

"I should get home to Emily," Sara finally said, standing up.

Luke clasped her hand warmly. "Thank you for meeting me. It means more than you know."

Walking back to her car, Sara's mind reeled. Could Luke be a part of Emily's life after all this time? She wasn't sure, but something told her this chance meeting was the start of a new chapter.