Days of Ronald

My name is Ronald I'm 17 years old and I live in Sri Lanka and well what else... hmm there's nothing much to say about me I don't have any talents that I know of and my mother is a teacher and my father is a manager I'm not extraordinary at anything and my school performance is average at best I like reading manga, manhwa and manhua and I spend most of my time watching videos online. My favorite platform is Instagram reels cause people there comment funny stuff all the time I mean yes they are extremely racist and offensive to many people but what to do I just find them funny I can't help it oh and also I'm scared of the dark a lot I never sleep without a light on well I don't sleep at all maybe it's because I have a light on I don't know since I can't sleep at night so I just read webtoons all night and sleep when it's morning and then I wake up at like 1.00 pm and eat watch Instagram reels read webtoons sleep and repeat the cycle I mean I wasn't always like this always it started when my exams ended and it took a lot of time to get my results well 7 months to be exact which is a lot of time and I was just at home doing nothing during those times and my parents didn't care too so this is just my life now. well anyway I got my results it wasn't much but I didn't fail so that's a win in my book and I don't plan on staying at my current school because that school is not that good but I think to myself if I even has the choice to be picky but anyway I went to lot of interviews well not lot just one interview I mean I sent applications to lot of schools and only two of them responded to them and I went to one of the interviews and it was pretty clear they wasn't interested in me since I was so mediocre but they did talk with me for a bit and said they will contact me within 4 days if I was selected so that was pretty cool but what's not cool is that 9 days has already passed since then so I guess I didn't make it I mean this isn't new for me so I don't really feel bad in any way and I also have a another interview in a few days so I guess all is well oh also it's 3.00 am right now and I'm just talking to myself here all alone in my room. now that I think about it my life is really pathetic compared to others of my own age on Instagram I see many people of my age living their best life they go out with friends and have girlfriends and get good results making their parents proud while me on the other hand all I do is just laze around in my room all day oh I hear a vehicle vrooming you know it could be robbers so do you know what I do when I hear a vehicle this late at night I simply go out of my room and turn on all the lights outside so if a robber come and when they see all those lights they will just leave or... that's what I hope at least well after few minutes I turn off my the lights and go back to my room well on the way I stop by the kitchen to grab myself something but I think I should stop eating much since I'm so fat but I feel dizzy when I stop eating and I tried to go to a gym many times but it's just exhausting you know I mean not physically well physically too but I mean it's exhausting mentally I'm not at being in places with so many people because of that I had a hard time in school too. well forget it I will do something about this soon so for now let me enjoy this snack well I'm just going to eat some snacks while reading a manga so it will be boring for you if you stay here so you go back to reading ither novels for now I will tell you somethings that happened in my past in the next chapter so for now Bye!!!