"But every time I return to the country, I'm desperately hoping we might bump into each other. It seems I find it difficult to forget her."
"I actually thought about pursuing her," Fu Shiyan recalled, "but whenever I heard about their relationship from others, I still chose to restrain myself. How could I possibly destroy someone else's relationship? The moment the thought even crossed my mind, her look when she gazed at him would automatically appear in my head. I was fooling myself trying to believe they weren't in love; it was all self-deception."
