Fault in our stars?????

Sometimes I feel like blaming the stars for such an unfortunate fate but every time I look at the night sky, I realise that it looks sad though beautiful.

I was born between two parents but got raised by one soul acting both parts (the father and the mother) , I applaud my mother for every effort she took raising two children on he own, mothers are heroes without capes.

I can never recommend my childhood for anyone but I'm proud because it made me who I am right now, I'm not yet exactly where I want to be but I'm believing God that one day I will make it there.

I'm believed by mom to be a strong lady who can overcome anything but today I realised something. Most times you need more than another person's belief in you to make it out alive.

I wouldn't blame somebody if they one day chose to end it all at once. I almost did the same today on that highway but then how did I end up staying? What altered my decision because I was determined?