I wasn't always this detached.

As a child, I was the embodiment of innocence and curiosity, with a tender heart that felt deeply. When my family went fishing, I was the one shedding tears for the worms, pleading with my parents to spare them. Each fall, I meticulously gathered acorns, a small but earnest effort to ensure the squirrels wouldn't suffer through the winter. My world was one where every creature's pain tugged at my heartstrings.

But something shifted along the way.

Now, as I trudge home from a draining day at work, my surroundings barely register in my mind. The homeless, huddled in their makeshift shelters on the sidewalks, are just part of the urban landscape to me. I pass by without a second glance, their plight a distant echo compared to my childhood empathy.

Near my apartment, there's a playground. The laughter of children momentarily pierces my indifference. I turn my head as I walk, watching a young boy engrossed in playing with a toy truck. His joy, so pure and unburdened, reminds me of a version of myself long forgotten. For a fleeting moment, I wonder if any of these kids will grow up to walk in my shoes – losing their innate connection to the world's softer emotions.

I used to be one of them, a child with a heart too big for my body. But now, I am different, changed by experiences and time. While I no longer consider myself special, there's a lingering sense of being an outlier, someone who has drifted far from their roots.

As I resume my walk, a small, almost imperceptible smile plays on my lips. It's a rare acknowledgment of my past self, a reminder that beneath my hardened exterior, there's still a trace of the sensitive child I once was.

Lately, there's been a subtle change in my otherwise monotonous routine. The apartment next to mine, which for months echoed with the noises of my previous neighbor's daily life, has finally quieted down. Their departure was as unremarkable as their presence was loud.

Today, as I approach my building, I notice a moving van parked outside. It seems I'm about to get a new neighbor. The sight triggers no more than a fleeting thought, a mere acknowledgment of change. Perhaps, in another life, I would have felt a spark of curiosity, a desire to meet and greet the newcomer, to forge a connection. But that inclination has long since faded, like a distant memory.

I watch from a distance as the movers carry boxes and furniture into the apartment. There's an odd sense of relief that the previous tenant's raucous late-night gatherings are a thing of the past. 

The new neighbor, a shadowy figure amidst the bustle of moving, is just another stranger in the city's endless sea of faces. I find myself hoping, almost absently, that they are quiet, unobtrusive. 

As I unlock my door and step into the familiar solitude of my apartment, the sounds of moving next door filter through the walls. It feels distant, like a story unfolding in a book I'm not particularly invested in.

The days following the arrival of my new neighbor pass uneventfully, each blending into the next in a monotonous rhythm. It's a Thursday evening, just like any other, when fate orchestrates our first encounter.

I'm returning from another particularly grueling day at work, my mind a blur of tired thoughts. As I fumble with my keys at the apartment door, a voice interrupts me. "Excuse me, could you help me with this?" The voice is soft yet clear. I turn to see my new neighbor struggling with a large parcel at her door.

Reluctantly, I step over to assist. After all, I must keep the mask of a kind person on if I wish to live a quiet life. As we set it down inside her doorway, she offers a grateful smile. "Thank you. It's strange how we collect so many things, only to realize they don't make us any happier, isn't it?"

Her words, simple yet unexpectedly profound, catch me a bit off guard. 

"Perhaps," I respond, my voice laced with a detached cynicism, "or maybe we just don't know what truly makes us happy."

She studies me for a moment, her expression thoughtful. Then, with a gentle smile, she replies, "Or maybe happiness is simpler than we make it out to be."

I'm left momentarily speechless, her words echoing in my mind. Before I can formulate a response, she adds, "Well, I won't keep you. Thanks again for your help."

As I retreat to my apartment, her words linger with me, an unexpected spark in the dullness of my routine. It feels odd, this flicker of something akin to introspection, prompted by a stranger's simple observation.

The idea that happiness might be simpler than we make it out to be – it's a concept so foreign to my current self.

Yet, it resonates with a distant part of me, a part that I've long since buried under layers of cynicism and detachment. 

I pause at my door, keys in hand, lost in thought. The notion that I could still be moved by such simple words is both perplexing and somewhat... hopeful.

Have I become so disconnected that a brief exchange with a stranger stirs something within me?

Or perhaps, beneath this hardened shell, there's still a remnant of the person who once felt deeply for every little thing.

"Maybe," I whisper to myself, the words barely audible, "maybe there's more to life than just existing in this numb state. Maybe even I can be saved."

I let out a sigh, the sound mingling with the quiet of my apartment. The thought is both terrifying and exhilarating.

Now, there's a small, flickering light of curiosity, a faint beacon guiding me toward a path I had previously thought was impossible.

"Maybe, just maybe," I murmur as I pace around the interior of my apartment, "I'm not as broken as I thought. Maybe there's still a chance for me, a chance to rediscover what it means to be human."

And with that thought, a faint glimmer of hope takes root in my heart, a quiet but persistent reminder that perhaps, I too can be saved. 

As I get lost in thought, the image of her soft smile refuses to fade from my mind. It was a smile that seemed to radiate warmth and sincerity.

Then, for the first time in years, I felt a slight stir in my chest.