From my beginning to my end, how did I find myself here? It had been a while since I had lost myself. Yes, that's right, I lost myself. Where? I don't know. I think it was when I decided to see my mother from this world as my wife... No. Maybe it was when my impulse told me to accept Morgana...
But I just accepted. They are not mine, are they? Yes, they are not mine. This "husband" mask will fall sooner or later... But you know...
Why is this feeling of possession so strong inside me? When Lilith pierced my chest, I had an insight, a small awareness of the reality I live in. Why do I still remain human? Yes, I am human... But... Why am I bothered by it? No, it's not just a feeling, it's my essence.
Yes, that's right, I am not a vampire. I am still human... But... I don't want to be human. The weakness of humanity is detestable. I still have these empty feelings that make me feel weak...
