How long have I been here? It feels like the void is slowly consuming me... I don't remember what happened when I was captured, but I know I didn't go through good times... I just hope my little Sara is well, she is much more important than this old woman...
With each passing moment, the black abyss starts to swallow me more and more. I tried using all my strength, tried using my entire being to escape this dark world and wake up, but nothing was enough.
My entire body felt as if it were being dragged, as if my soul were being chewed; I only felt a bad sensation... I want to die.
These thoughts have not just crossed my mind recently; ever since Sara grew up, I've been thinking about this... Is this really what I want?
