If I had a parameter to check my wrath I'm sure it would be blasting any freaking second now—
like I've always been this shot-tempered, hot-headed boy, and I've had my reasonable amounts of assertions, but this wasn't one I was expecting.
At the juncture he spoke those words, something irked inside me, like a power switch, and I went into rampage mode, like the fu*k he could remark upon my decency. moreover, what did he imply by 'I know why you get cheated on' ...
"Excuse me, what did you say?" I bitterly questioned, furrowing my brows; his countenance was poised and calm, unlikely; he ricocheted over my face, "Didn't you hear?" I huffed in annoyance
look at the audacity of this man!
I stepped a little nigher, raiding his personal space, "Let me paraphrase my question, what do you imply William when you declared you know why I get cheated on" —
I yearned for an answer to why he remarked such sharp words, no matter how much of a devil William was, but he never spoke ill of others; he was someone who never cared about anyone's business, so why did he say such things to me?
I impatiently waited for his response while he was actively gazing at me, —after an absolute minute, he hummed and inched down to my face, "How can someone stay faithful when you won't give them your exclusive attention, Peter....who were you with all this time ?, " Huh... with a puzzled expression I looked up at him, I had already prepared my backfire as I supposed for him enunciate something about my morality but this guy! My time? Really...! And the manner he whispered ever so dauntingly that I wronged myself by assuming that he was jealous. Yeah, right, he and jealous, and that too for what? You're seriously losing your shit, Pete!
"William" I blurted instantly as I found his gaze unwavering, "when was the last time you were in a relationship?" His brows creased, and I grinned internally. oh, I reckon I whacked a nerve there. I had expected him to snarl at me, but he didn't. rather, he calmly answered, "I don't recollect the precise date, but it was 2 years heretofore... Why?"
Oh god, this guy! — I couldn't help myself from bursting into fits of giggle beforehand yet he stayed unfazed though for a wink I thought, I glimpsed his eyes flickering a sentiment of containment or possibly the room light had me all baffled or I was simply overwhelming about this entire thing because why would William display such intense emotion. My little session of laughter died and I braced before uttering, " William, you shouldn't conclude beforehand, I appreciate you assuming about how relationships work with reciprocal effort, but the tragic reality is that it doesn't, sometimes; despite wholehearted endeavors from our ends people's sentiments tends to change and that reverse make them take up such actions, so— ", I ponder to add but he completed my unfinished sentence "so it's not about giving your time; if one's hearts aren't pure it will grow to conduct those certain paths no matter how true your efforts are!" —
My mind reminisced upon his phrases; I mean yeah that's precisely what transpired with Billy, no matter how motivated I stood, I constantly had this doubt that his feelings weren't the same as they had been, after all, he began distancing himself, wouldn't spend time with me, was continually engaged with something; there's were a lot of warnings yet I resolved to pretend that it was me overthinking maybe I wasn't willing to accept that he too didn't want me like every other person I had an encounter with — be it my boyfriend, my classmates, or my parents!
I was plunged in deep thought when the gentlest whisper of my name had me glance up and our eyes encountered, —the yellow light cascading down his appearance caused him to look breathtakingly handsome, his every attribute seemed highlighted and my breath quickened, unexpectedly; I felt his fervency seeping into me, wait, when did he come this close or maybe I wasn't aware of the proximity,
precipitously I tried creating distance between us when I toppled my foot over the carpet and landed directly into his arms, my face was squished between his pectoral and abdomen muscles, and I cursed loudly, letting out puffs of broken air simply to hear a sluggish grunt left past his lips, I haphazardly brought my hands up and positioned them on his chest in an attempt to detach myself abruptly, because; the subsequent second I virtually experience a stroke threatening to arouse, when two decisive arms hurled me up tugging me intimate and extraordinarily next instant I found myself being tackled into a hug!
What! Hug... William is hugging me? Oh, my blue bunnies! ...what should I do?
I tried resisting but in retrieval, he nipped me more into him and a sigh left my lips when the clement aroma of his muskie cologne enveloped me, a tickling erupted around my tummy when his nose skimmed the span of my neck, I uttered with unsteady strength— "What are you doing?" Then again he shushed me — breathed over my neck, I felt my skin burn and chills at the exact time; I clasped his shirt and neared my eyes, allowing myself to drown, for his arms felt like a secure home.
After an interlude, I again questioned, " William, why are you hugging me?" And this period he whispered, "M not, m protecting my forthcoming project from physical injury! You see, you're way clumsy accordingly I had to meddle in!".