'I after looking like a complete utter madman I began to calm down after all I was not senile and insane after all like a reverend insanity'
Chuckling at the reference about a banned novel in china as I was soon really about to turn into a FY or SSDV.
After calming down a little bit I began to ponder my plans and gains after defeating a equivalent of sect leader that is dead but trying to ressurect by the mc but lost gaining his technique inheritance and treasure in xianxia terms.
So after merging with the guy named Saitou Tatsuya I got all his memories but not his emotions and will as I seem to have beaten them out of this guy with I have taken full control of the body resulting in me being young again.
As stated earlier I was like a Great Sage in tensura with my mind sharper than ever and with my body light and stronger which maybe a result of this strange light floating around me with my hypothesis of it being mana strengthining my body and mind but also made me interact with souls.
Which brought up the
Though the dilemma of taking a guy's entire life with his body and soul is lost on me as the winner of the battle with me being the fitted to survive.
This all started when my parents decided that being abandoned gives character development for their child.
As an orphan I lived in the rule of the survival of the fittest where the winner takes all which my mother pass on me. She was a courtesan who raise me and teach me how to survive l but left in the age of five.
So at the age of five I began to beg for money in the streets which did not work efficiently so I began to work for it doing small chores and also learnt stealing which led me as getting chased and run like a dog was behind me but it was worse getting beat up for trying to survive as a orphaned child.
Which led me team up with other orphans in the slum by getting over the day by forming a group where I'm the leader where I began to teach them as the more intelligent by picking up the recyclables and selling them and searching the trash for food by picking up leftovers to make them new by cleaning it to make them a dish but we are also thieves where I also teaches them how to use there looks.
In that age I learned 'mechanism' where it was how the world works. Capitalism. So by the age of 6 even though I did not finish elementary school I knew basic math's where I know that we have enough money to buy our own base.
A small base where it all can fall off but our own which we fortified with junk woods and metal sheets from the junkyard though we also sleep in the sewage or under the bridge as shelter from the rain which where we hide our earnings but we learned our lesson to better hide it.
As if I inhireted my parents intelligence by dumping me in the trash having high iq and having a no sense of pain. Pain nullification where I don't feel pain when my first fight at the age of 10 where I was not a hungry and look malnourished I was able to beat a man who was a pedophile who was about to take one of my family so by taking all of his blows and still standing with that I punch in the face breaking his face and nuts by kicking him until unconscious.
After that we steal his belongings and car with the boys as it was a test of my ability even if I was to lose there much older group who still stay loyal in this city of crime which we sell the car to the broker where we buy our weapons suck as knife or bat's with mine and my trusted aides have a gun.
As I grow older the our gang have grown where we began to conflict with other gangs who sell organs or drugs and shit. As we have unspoken rule of using only fist and cqc to settle our dispute after learning about the corrupt police which we won after all the hardships but without a cost having my one of my family taken from me which makes me lose my calm where I only saw red leading me the first time of killing.
So that time where I learned that those who I consider a part of my Familia is my weakness but I chose to keep it.
Years later we control the city with buiseness such as casino in our group with having a hyakki yagyo in Japanese terms soon I got tired but I still keep ties with everyone having a nice life where I settle down with my wives as I was a horny teen something I vent for is sexual release as due to my upbringing I was violent as a mad dog.
Which thanks to that I had learned a bout anime, donghua manga, manhua, manhwa and web light novels a favorite hobby of mine is fucking my wifes a cos player,goth wife and a milf.
Soon I was on my death bed but having made peace of it with my children having also multiple wife's and grandchildren where sometimes I watch anime with.
'That is now the past, this is the present' after standing up I began to walk hoping to see a civilization as I walk through the bountiful fields as I walk to the forest which the trees are taller than usual.
As I walk through holding a leaf for a piece of clothing to not be seen as a pervert where I meet a lumberjack where I explain that I was robbed hy bandits soon he promise to get me clothes from the Village.
"Mister come back soon!!!" I shout shamefully playing as a naive teenager as I a old man would always be proud of my body.
After having confirmation I prepare to go to the village where I can gather information of the state of the world if there are a master of magic who base on the protagonist trope is a loli who wears risqué clothes who are 1000 years old or even an elf or if there was a feud between the human and demon race.
Soon the lumberjack comes back with clothes which I quickly wore behind a tree and following the lumber jack to the Village near the premises.