Kakeru further says "Who were those people who took Moon with them and what happened next..." and then Mr. James arrives there. He had brought a wild goat with him after hunting.
Mr. James smiled and said, "How are you both?" I hope you both are happy to see each other safe . Placing the hunted wild goat on the ground, Mr. James to Kakeru""" Your boyfriend is fine now .
Hearing the word boyfriend, Jihara stared at Kakeru and wondered how he could call me his boyfriend.
Kakeru changed the topic and said "By the way Mr. James why have you brought this hunted goat here, it is not even alive anymore .
I brought it to eat
Both of them saw each other at the square....what ?
Kakeru said in confusion "But how will you eat it raw
James said in irritation, "Hey donkeys..... that is why today's children should definitely be taken to the jungle for camping , so that today's children can learn some survival skills .Who said I am going to eat it raw, I will first roast it on the fire and then eat it.
Kakeru felt that there was no other fool in the world more stupid than him, how could he ask such childish things?
Seeing Mr. James roasting the goat, Jihara asked, "Have you told me anything about yourself?"
While warming his hands on the fire, Mr. James said, "About me...ahhh my name is James Quinton." I'm an American,My wife was Japanese , My wife often came to Japan for holidays,And I used to come here to spend holidays with my wife,Both of us used to stay in a camp like this in the forest for many days ,My wife was very fond of hunting, we have come to this forest many times.
Kakeru interrupted and said "So have you come alone this time" ,?
No, I have not come alone,My wife's soul is with me, she is no longer in this world .
Kakeru once again felt like he had asked the stupidest question in the world """i am sorry
Mr. James smiled and said "No it's okay... I am not sad...She came to Japan 18 years ago with my three-year-old daughter; my vacation got cancelled that year , so my wife and daughter came to Japan alone When both of them were returning after spending their holidays, the plane crashed and both of them said goodbye to the world.I come to Japan every year for vacation, and do all the things I used to do with my wife ,I don't feel sad remembering them, but I feel both of them near me. My wife was very sweet and so was my daughter.
So, you didn't get married again? Kakeru interrupted again and said
Marriage...? Why would I do that....my wife is still with me It doesn't matter that She is not in this world but still She is with me.People come and then say goodbye to the world, the name of life is death,So should I stop loving my loved ones after death? I don't think so…Rather I feel, the body can die but love can never die... love is immortal.Whether she is in front of us or not, but my love is still in front of me.Then how could I marry again.... it is not possible .
Kakeru once again felt like he had asked a stupid question.
Jihara asked in a very simple way "Don't you feel sad about not being able to be with the person you love?"
It hurts, I feel suffocated,feel angry,But this doesn't change the fact that I love my wife and ,i want to love her the same .....The pain of separation from someone you love is very great, perhaps it is the biggest pain in the world . But that pain does not reduce love.....Mr. James had not even finished speaking when James' eyes fell on Jihara,he was crying.
There were tears in both his eyes , Mr. James could clearly sense the pain hidden in his heart,It did not take long for Mr. James to realize that Jihara had also lost his love """"" Mr. James said with a cold sigh """"" Don't cry my child... Meeting and separation is the law of nature, someone leaves this world and someone leaves us along with them.
Jihara looked at the fire burning in front of him and said "If someone leaves this world then maybe I can get patience but he is in front of me and still I keep yearning for his company... how can I get patience in such a situation ....Is this not a greater sorrow than death?
Mr. James smiled and said, "If there is no sorrow and pain in love, then the joy of love will be less."
Kakeru was sitting quietly listening to both of them, after all to whom could Kakeru share his problems , he had never found love, and while Kakeru found Jihara as love, but But he could not make a place in Jihara's heart, Jihara still had the Moon in his heart , Jihara still wanted the moon ,jihara still loved Moon , No matter how much love Kakeru gave him, that love paled in comparison to the pain Moon gave him. Jihara could still love the pain Moon gave him, but he couldn't accept the love Kakeru gave him.Kakeru couldn't make a place in Jihara's heart even if he wanted to,Kakeru couldn't become Moon even if he wanted to.And with this thought Kakeru felt tears in his eyes , I felt pain in my heart Mr. James is right, if there is no pain in love then the joy of love will be reduced... maybe this is love... yes this is love.....Love is pain,Love is separation,Love is agony,Love is restless,Love is heartless,Love is a bad way,love is a dangerous thing , love is fear,Love is to be lost,But still love is love.