Breaking the silence KAKERU says """Little bird get to know me further Did you find the school where your love studied?....
JIHARA turned and looked at KAKERU, KAKERU closed his eyes and sat leaning on the bus seat. , So JIHARA starts speaking.... That day I saw him for the first time in the rain and then I realized that I love him... Put I felt sick from sitting on the road for hours but I was so happy that I had his shirt.And that shirt had the school logo on it I could look for hom,,,,I could see him...again To be honest, at that time only one thing was going on in my mind that I wanted to see him,,,, again.
That very night I had a high fever and was burning with fever. Aunty did not give me food because I could not do the household work that day. I couldn't sleep at night I was a teenager but I could smell the scent on his shirt.I lay on the bed holding his shirt the whole night. And I was just thinking that I wish I could see him once ,I found a purpose in my life Before this I have no purpose , But now I want to find him again , .
Next morning I went to the nearby cyber café and showed the logo of the school and asked the researcher to find this school. The researcher asked me for some money but I did not have it, I came back sad but I wanted to see him carefully. I felt like if I didn't see him as soon as possible I wouldn't be able to breathe.
But the researcher had asked for so much money that even if I had worked as a labourer, it would have taken me five days. I had no option left, so I worked as a laborer. I got money but my health had deteriorated. Because neither did aunty give me enough food nor did the fever subside due to getting wet. But at that time all my troubles were less, I just wanted to see him., ..... After working for five days, when I gave the money to the researcher, he looked at me and said, "Why are you so worried about finding this high school? You look like you haven't slept for many days."I remained silent, I did not answer. And finally I found the high school in which he studied. , but I became more sad after learning about high school Because it was the most expensive school in Tokyo where only rich children studied. ...but I was still happy that I now know about the school where he studies. .... When I reached that school the next day, I was not allowed inside. Because only rich children could go inside that school. , I decided to stand near the gate ,I was thinking that he would come and go from here only then I could see him again., but even after standing the whole day outside the school, I could not see him, because all the students were going in and out of the car. , I became more sad when I stood outside the school for three days continuously but I did not know anything about him, but on the fourth day when the school was over, one by one the cars were coming out.And I had my eyes on that car I was about thirty steps away when I saw him again... He was sitting inside the car, his entire face was visible through the half open window. , he was laughing ,,,, my heart started beating again I was not conscious, I ran towards the car but within twenty seconds the car had gone far ahead. ... I could only note down the number of that car. ,That day I realized that if I don't see him every day, I probably won't be able to breathe and I can see him every day only if I get admission in a school with that luxury. .... But the question was, how could I pay the fees of a school where only children from the richest families of Tokyo studied. I was an orphan, I couldn't even eat a full meal every day. In such a situation, it was very difficult for me to collect the fees. , but I was ready to face any challenge for himJIHARA became silent while speaking. .....
Seeing JIHARA silent, KAKERU looks at him and asks """What happened next?" Were you able to get admission in that school or not? ,