Sam always considered himself to be a man of high intellectual and moral awareness. He had no taste for lowbrow interests, nor did he chase fame and fortune.
However, he now had to admit that sometimes, the insignificance of an individual against the vastness of the universe and the temptation of sexual desire, made it difficult to maintain resistance and impossible to withstand.
Of course, Sam wouldn't give up on his intense desire to live in this world; he wouldn't give up so easily.
His mind was filled with a myriad of thoughts. Indeed, what had happened could no longer be changed.
It was somewhat regrettable, as this was not the timing Sam had anticipated, nor the scenario he had meticulously planned. It could even be described as a completely unexpected accident.
But since everything had already occurred, Sam saw no reason not to handle the situation properly.
