When I woke up early in the morning, Vhan and I were still next to each other, his hand resting under my chest. We were both covered in blankets, I tried not to cry again. Not only did we do it in my room, he even took me to his room and continued what he wanted. I thought he was going to sleep, but I was wrong. I slowly took his hand that was resting on mine and stood up, I picked up my scattered clothes and hurriedly put them on even though it was torn. Next I picked up his clothes and put them in his container of dirty clothes.
I suddenly felt like I was going to feel nauseous. I stopped it but it was about to come out so I hurriedly ran to his bathroom and sat near the toilet bowl and threw up. I closed my eyes. My bowels feel like I'm going to throw up, my head hurts too. "What the hell are you doing there?" I turned to the one who spoke, Angelo. His forehead was furrowed, he still had no top on. He was only wearing boxers, I immediately looked away. "Playing virgin again, eh? As if we didn't get fucked so many times." He said it was as if he didn't have everything. I just stood up but I felt dizzy, like I was going to fall. "What the fuck? Careful, woman! You are carrying my child!" He sneered at me, he was holding my waist because I was dizzy and I almost fell over. Good thing he was there to catch me. "Sorry p-po. P-sorry." I said with fear in my voice. I'm afraid of him. Even if he thinks I'm scared, how much more so when he's mad at me? "Just fucking leave and take care of my child!" He shouted at me, he was very angry again, as always. Is there anything new? Even though I was trembling, I carefully walked out of his room. When I closed the door of her room, tears immediately fell from my eyes, I hurriedly entered the maids quarters where I was sleeping. Yes, I sleep here. This is where I should be. I showered and got dressed. I immediately went downstairs to cook our breakfast, it was just my breakfast and Aling Lucys. It's not him eating here, he always leaves right away, but I still cook a lot because he might eat. "Good morning, hija. How did you sleep?" I smiled at Aling Minda, she was Angelo's nanny when he was little. He will also be with us here at his house from now on. "O-I'm fine, I slept well." Aling Lucy came to me and held my hand. "No. I know it's not, but I asked anyway. I saw you earlier, you came out crying from Angelo's room." I just bowed to what he taught. I'm a liar. I didn't know it then, I just learned it now. There are things that should not be said if you can at least keep it to yourself, like what happened last night to us.
"I'm going to cook, s-okay." I told him and turned away. Someone said it but I still fried it, I put it with egg and bacon. Suddenly I was hungry, I put the fried rice on the plate. "Good morning, nanny." He warmly greeted Aling Minda, because he was always angry with me. I even saw him kiss Aling Minda on the cheek, I put the plate with fried rice on the table. He is ready to go to the office. "You cooked this, nanny?" He pointed to the fried rice, he sat down and seemed excited. Will he eat now? Aling Lucy smiled, took a plate and took a bite. I stopped, he ate for the first time since I was here. "Abbie cooked that, Son." He stopped eating and stared slightly at the fried rice. He suddenly stood up and drank water. "It tastes bad, it's salty." It's cold he said and turned around, biting my bottom lip and putting away the plate he used. He's about to run out, he really doesn't want me here. It's obvious, right? If it wasn't for the child I was carrying, I wouldn't be here. "I shouldn't have said it, what? He still felt like eating." He said shaking his head. "It's okay. It probably tastes really bad, let's eat. Then I'll leave." I smiled at him and ate. I didn't think about what he said earlier, as long as I can eat and leave for my work. "Hey, Abs ! Rest first!" Said Gingerwho is my colleague here, I smiled at her and nodded. "How is being pregnant?" He said to me and put his hand on my stomach, my love Ginger is a friend. "It's okay, I threw up earlier." I told him. "Eh, is that the father?" He sniffed my stomach. He knows the truth, he knows everything that happens in my life except for private things, like sex. He is the only one I can talk to about this. I held my breath. "It's still the same, nothing has changed." I told him. He looked in front of me and raised his eyebrows. "If only I had no shame in my body, I would have cursed it! Being rich! Heartless! Shameless!" His angry litany. I made him sit next to me. "I'm fine, what? Stop it! I'm so strong!" I laughed softly to calm him down, he hugged me sideways. "You really are! I'm just here for you, huh?
"Don't be shy to come to me when you need something, I love you so much!" He told me. I nodded to him and hugged him back. "I love you too, friend!" We both laughed softly. when he heard that I called him a friend. It was two o'clock in the afternoon and there were still quite a few customers, I went to the bathroom to pee first. After I flushed I went out and washed my hands, I just quietly walked back to I can serve a bumpy girl again. My eyes widened when she sat on the floor. I quickly knelt down to help her. "Stupid! Aren't you looking at what you're passing by, huh?" He angrily said to me, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." I asked
sorry I reached for his hand to help him stand but he pulled me so I sat down. I closed my eyes, the speed of the event. "Judith!" The man said I knew the voice very well. "That stupid waitress bumped me! She's so stupid!" I looked up and Vhan was looking at me in shock, "what did you do?" He must have seen what happened, right? Vhan asked the woman calmly, I was holding my stomach. The baby. Maybe what happened to the baby inside my stomach. I slowly stood up. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." I bowed down and said to the woman. "I just pulled him, that's it! That's just his thing! Leave him alone!" Tears welled up in my eyes. "Abbie, why are you here? Wait, what's happening to you?" Our manager, Sir Seth, came to me and held my arm. I immediately grabbed him. He knows I'm pregnant and I know he's worried about my condition, but why does Vhan seem like he's still worried about the girl he's with? "No, I'm dizzy." I said and held tightly to Sir Arjay's arm. "You act so well!" The woman screamed. "Look, miss whoever you are! I'm sorry if she did something to you, I need to bring her to the clinic. She's pregnant, excuse us!" Sir said, the woman was stunned and seemed to turn pale. "I-I don't know." He said softly. It's like it suddenly became kind. I saw Vhan's jaws tensed when Sir Arjhay picked me up, I couldn't speak anymore because I was really dizzy and my stomach really hurt. I just woke up lying on a soft bed, all I could see was white. Huh? Where could I be? I looked around and realized that we were at the clinic at the Restaurant where I work. "It's good and you're awake? Are you okay?" I turned to my side and saw Ginger standing there who immediately came to me, she sat next to me. "How's the baby?" I asked him nervously. He smiled at me so I breathed a sigh of relief. Thank you lord. "It's a good thing you fell on the floor earlier and it wasn't bad, the child is holding on tight. The OB is no longer there to look at you, we were all worried about you, friend." He said to me. "I-I'm sorry." I said. He hugged me sideways. "What are you doing! It's not there, just be careful okay?" I nodded to him. "Father and son are in love You are the one who bumped into you earlier, is that also shameless? He already has a child inside your belly and then he has girlfriends and girlfriends! Then you weren't even looked after here! If I wasn't really ashamed of Sir Seth earlier, I would have punched her!" I smiled bitterly at my friend, that's why. That's why he was so worried about the girl earlier, maybe he loves her very much. His eyes had a different sparkle earlier when he looked at the woman Judith. It was full of worry when he saw the woman sitting on the floor, but for me who was carrying her son, he wasn't even worried that maybe I was caught by what his girlfriend did. "Let it go." I said to my friend and smiled sadly at him. He didn't say anything, but he just looked at me sadly.
At four o'clock in the afternoon I decided to go home, I also thanked Sir Arjhay. It's a good thing he was there at that time, because if he wasn't there maybe what would have happened to me there. After I entered the door, I immediately went to the kitchen to find out if Manang Lucy was there, but she wasn't there. I left the kitchen when I saw Vhan, the blade of his gaze on me. I felt strangely nervous. "Did you just come?" He asked me, my throat went dry. I can't answer because I'm afraid of him. "You bitch! I thought that you were studying! Liar! You're still working there? What are you showing?" His jaw dropped, tears started to well up in both my eyes. "N-not like that, like I just can't go to work because it's embarrassing for you guys----." I just closed my eyes when he firmly grabbed my left arm. He gripped my arm very tightly. He was very angry. to me. "It hurts, b-let go of me. I'm sorry." I cried. "Let go? Does it hurt? If something bad happened to my child earlier? Do you think I won't be hurt?" I shook my head at him. "It wasn't my fault earlier, y-that girl pulled a-me earlier k-that's why it happened-----." I closed my eyes as I flew to His hand is in the air. He's going to hit me! "Vhan!" Manang Lucy shouted, he came to me and hugged me. I started crying, I hugged Manang Lucy. "What's happening to you? Abbie is pregnant!" I've only seen her this angry mine I'm so scared. "And you still blame Judith for your stupidity!?" He shouted at me loudly. I cried a lot, maybe Judith is more important than his son that I am carrying. Maybe that's why he's so mad at me because he's going to have a child and it's not from the girl he loves. "Your lover is more important than your own blood? Your own child?" Manang Lucy's voice hurt. "I don't even know if that's really my child---." Manang Lucy's palm landed hard on her cheek, my eyes widened. "I didn't raise you like this! I don't know you anymore!" Manang Lucy said, Vhab seemed to understand what Manang said. "Nanny." He called here, but Manang shook his head and gently pulled me to the room where I was staying.
"Are you okay?" Manang Lucy asked me. I just nodded to Manang and lay down on my bed, I think I'm very tired now and I just want to sleep. "I don't know what happened earlier, but I believe you did nothing wrong." I looked at Manang, he was smiling at me sadly. His eyes showed that he was also hurt. "I really didn't mean it." I said weakly and sobbing. He stroked my hair. "Sshh. I know. Hold on, that will harm the child. Stay here, I'll bring you dinner later, what do you want, son?" He is so kind to me, he is the only one who worries me in this house. Vhan, I hope he will at least worry about the child, even if not me. "Whatever, but do you have a banana? I-I'd like to eat some milk yeah W-if it's possible?" I hesitated, because I was ashamed of Manang.