That raspy voice, with pleading, with humiliation.
Shen Xiujin paused, tensing his body, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
He chided.
The woman underneath twisted her head, humiliation and stubbornness in her eyes, "Humiliating me has always been your Shen Xiu Jin's pleasure, hasn't it?" She had tears in her eyes, "The lowly you want, I will do as you wish."
Isn't that what he wants?
"No." The man's voice is hoarse, the pain in his eyes needle poked, looking at the woman underneath: "I ... am sorry."
He died from behind, embraced her, will be thin and weak woman, tightly wrapped in the arms, throat blocked panic, how can she say such vulgar words?
How can she say such vulgar words? How can she be so lowly to say that kind of words!
No!
Not right!
It was him!
His fault!
He forced her, again!
A head full of long hair, wrapped in a wet body, the person in his arms, too thin to hold, the pain in the man's dark eyes, the woman he held in his arms, can not see.
Bitterness a little bit of roaming the heart.
He just, just what?
Just want to prove that he Shen Xiu Jin in her eyes, is not the same as others?
Just want her to face up to the past, to face up to him as a person?
Looking at the woman underneath him, his eyes were all pain, he was wrong, so wrong that he would never have to force her in such a way again.
Holding her, one by one, kisses, falling on her green silk strewn shoulders, kisses on the back of her head, the top of her head, one by one, finely broken, he hated, hated to give her all.
One fine kiss, cherished, reverently falling.
If Jane Tong did not fall silent in the humiliation and pain, did not fall silent in the memories of the past, may be able to feel, this one by one seemingly overbearing fine kisses, in fact, humble, in fact, pious, in fact, she has been cherished.
That seemingly overbearing behavior, in fact, full of remorse and uneasiness, yes, once the emperor general high above the person - Shen Xiu Jin, he also has now this uneasy time!
And at this moment between them, the real humble that person, not Jane Tong, but that strong confinement of the woman in the arms of the man, all the domineering, are paper tigers, is to cover his uneasy windowpaper.
Seemingly humble, seemingly tough.
What appears to bear humiliation, what appears to exert dominance.
Truly, the one that is prostrate is the one with a strong and domineering face!
Shen Xiujin kissed Jane Tong, he will never say a word to this woman "sorry", although at this moment, he has in his heart as his kiss, fall sentence after sentence of "sorry".
However, he would never say these words to her!
"In the future, don't ever say such words again, Little Tong, okay?" Inside his dry throat, a voice of pain overflowed, Shen Xiujin almost hid his humility under his strong attitude.
"Go! You go!"
She swung wildly, her hands had long been free, and without looking, she picked up the things around her and slammed them on him, pillows thrown towards him, "You go! I now, don't want to see you!"
"Little Tong, calm down!"
Her eyes red, agitated beyond measure, back waist there, still leaving the feeling of his lips touching, but more than when, all pain panic.
"Are you leaving or not?" Her red eyes, angrily glaring over, "Good! You do not go! I'll go!"
"Little Tong, don't make a scene."
Making a scene?
Who's fooling around?
"You promised me, you promised me!"
She shouted, "Shen Xiujin, I don't want it! I don't want anything! Jane's I don't want, only love I don't want, you ..." She paused, the opposite man's heart, steeply raised in the throat: "Little Tong!" He hid his fear, hastily drank a sentence.
"You ..." reddish eyes, roiled with self-deprecation, long lashes fell gently, "I have long not want."
Clang!
The big stone in the heart, with her words, in an instant, shattered into slag.
"Little Tong, wake up." He reached out and tried to hold, the woman with the crimson eyes.
An alarm clock slammed over.
"Get away! Don't touch me!" Nose red, "Tomorrow, no! Now, now I'm moving out."
The metal alarm bell slammed over, the man didn't dodge it, and it hit him hard on his forehead, instantly, red and swollen.
He could not care about this, the woman copied the hand can touch the things, crazy, smashed over to him, pillows, cell phones, calendars, pens, can touch the things, all smashed on him, he is not afraid of these, but the corner of his eye suddenly swept to the dresser a fruit knife, at once, the whole heart panicked.
"I'm leaving! I will leave now, Little Tong, you calm down, tomorrow ... tomorrow we will talk." He was really afraid that if she had other thoughts, that fruit knife hurt him does not matter, hurt her own, what to do: "Listen, you are tired, tonight first rest."
If Bai Yu Xing and Xi Chen saw this scene, they would be surprised and open their mouths wide ... The unstoppable Shen Xiujin, who was in a sorry state, fled.
In the room, only her and a room of wolves were left.
Jane Tong had just forcefully smashed things at the man, and at this moment, she softly slid down the wall and sat paralyzed on the floor.
She knew that she wasn't like her today, too excited and too intense mood swings, she knew she wasn't like her usual self. But she couldn't help it, couldn't help the pain, couldn't help the tidal wave of unpleasant past images!
Why!
Why did he have to touch her there?
Did he have to remind her again and again how badly she had, had lived?
"I just want to forget." Murmuring softly, "I know I can't forget, can't I just pretend to forget?"
Did he have to, did he have to push her so hard?
What did he, in the end, want to do!
In the end, what did he want in her body!
"Xia Weiming, Xia Weiming, I'll change with you, I'll change with you, okay?"
If she knew that after the day of Xia Weiming's accident, her life would turn into what it is today, and she would experience those horrible things that she didn't even dare to think about, on that day, she must gladly go to the appointment.
If ever a certain moment, she knew that she Jane Tong will one day because she fell in love with a man who should not love, destroyed everything, lost heart, but also destroyed the life of ... Jane Tong chaotically thinking about "if", she was a bit bewildered, asked himself, if so, she still The first time I saw this, it was a very good thing that I was so happy.
She asked herself, "If this happens, will she still love?
Will she still do it?
She asked herself over and over again, "Would she still love it?
She asked herself over and over again.
Over and over with no answer.
"Knock knock."
In the quiet guest room, the door to the room rang abruptly, and the woman on the floor, like a frightened deer, stared at the door in horror.
"Ma'am, it's me."
Outside the door, the butler's calm voice rang out, "You open the door, Mr. ordered, you should be hungry, prepare a snack for you to send up."
"No, no need."
"Ma'am, please don't make it difficult for me. Mr. said he would fire me if he didn't see that you finished eating. I still have a family to support, ma'am please do me a favor and just help me."
Jane Tong eyes appeared hesitation, "... him?" Half stifled a sentence.
"Who? Mister? Mister has gone back to the master bedroom to rest."
So outside the door, there was only the butler.
Jane Tong's heart gradually settled and stood up, "Wait a minute."
She casually rummaged for a robe and put it on, and threw the originally messy pajamas into the trash can, closing the lid in disgust.
Only then did she go and open the door.
Outside the door, the butler walked in and placed the tray on the dresser, "Ma'am, sir asked me to see that you finish eating." While saying that, he electrified the aromatherapy spray in the tray, "This is a humidifier, the air in the house is dry, using it can improve the air and help you sleep."
Jane Tong sat down and quietly finished the bowl of silver ear soup.
The housekeeper had already left without a word.
A quarter of an hour later
The door of the room gently opens, a long figure walks in, quietly stands behind the woman, looks at the woman who is lying on the dresser and sleeping over, sighs, bends down and picks her up, gently puts her on the bed, "What should I do with you?"