Xiao Heng was in Yunnan.
He saw the woman.
He wanted to get closer, but his feet weighed a thousand pounds.
It was night.
The night in Erhai was occasionally windy.
There was always a car parked next to the roadway across from the Memory Residence.
Sometimes it is a rental, sometimes a private car, different car license plate number, inside, there must be the same person, Xiao Heng.
He did not dare to approach that B&B.
Because, there is her.
Tonight's wind, very big.
The drop driver was not too patient: "Sir, your destination has arrived." This was a strange customer, he had, for the third time, received a drop order from this person.
Each time the destination was the same place.
Each time the road was silent.
Every time he arrived at his destination, he was lost in thought and staring in one direction.
"Sir, you can drop off now if you want accommodation."
The drop driver urged.
He just couldn't figure out what these youngsters were thinking.
Back seat of the car, "What if I want to drink?"
The drop driver froze: "Have you ... lost your love?" Pointing to the window outside that B&B: "Your girlfriend works in that B&B?" Is that why you lose your mind and stare closely at that B&B every time?
Xiao Heng didn't say anything, but the driver of the dropshipping car became sympathetic and sighed, "You youngsters, you don't cherish it when you have it, and you only know regret when you lose it."
The person in the back seat, handsome face, looking at the direction of the memory of the residence as mesmerized pupils darkened, a hint of self-deprecation at the corner of the mouth ... Yes, when you have it, you don't cherish it.
That woman, she had also trusted him with all her heart.
There was also a smile on his face.
At that time, if he didn't hurt her with so much malice, isn't it also possible to let her life, just so confused and he went on?
Even if you don't love him, but you can be with him, and he is a messy life on the past?
Is not this time, there is no Shen's half of the relationship?
If that time, he did not do so ruthless, so ... not leave any room for error!
There is no if ...
He has lived this life until now, just for a woman's heart.
Someone told him, that woman has done that kind of thing, that kind of evidence in front of him, by him not to believe, humble and lowly, self-indulgent, and, outlawed beyond measure.
Is that the Jane Tong he knows?
He was shocked, shocked and then angry, angry that she lied to him, in front of him to do a play, acting so exquisite!
And yet he couldn't help but be furious because she wasn't what he thought she looked like, furious, angry, hateful, and in the end, he poured all of his bad feelings, maliciously, all over her.
He poured all his malice, all of it, on her, from head to toe, peddling down pots and pots of malice under his anger.
Now that I think about it, the worst of it was himself.
Later, but bewildered.
Thinking about that time again, what floats in the mind is not this woman s unpleasantness, but vaguely generates ... even if it really did, did it, so what?
He also felt that this idea is too ridiculous, that kind of thing, but also sat in jail, that kind of woman, how can he feel "so what" it!
Struggling, wavering.
He lied to himself, saying: is not just a cheap woman!
He said this, but he was always concerned about her.
Hypocrisy!
Really hypocritical!
Xiao Heng laughed at himself.
"Young people, what do you have to say, say it properly." The driver of the dropship looked at the person in the backseat through the rearview mirror, his face was not right, and he hurriedly persuaded.
Xiao Heng raised his head and also looked into the rearview mirror, and in the rearview mirror, to the drip driver, he revealed a smile that was worse than crying, "Let's go."
Couldn't say anymore!
"Where to go?"
"Where is the most lively?"
"At this point?" The dropshipping driver pondered down and smiled boldly, "The bars in Lijiang Old Town. But it's a two-hour drive. Go?"
"Go! Why don't you go?" Xiao Heng also laughed, smiling sarcastically.
"The fare ..."
The driver just said two words, a stack of bills, do not know how much, directly from behind into his hands: "To the most lively bar."
The driver's eyes lit up: "OK le! You look good! Guaranteed to bring you the most lively!"
Tonight this single is big enough, a week's living expenses.
Car to Lijiang.
Lijiang ancient city, there are small bars, but basically to eleven o'clock, one after another closed down, this is the rules of the old city of Lijiang.
Outside the old city, a few big bars, still lively.
The more the night goes on, the more beautiful the scenery seems to be.
Unlike the bars in the metropolis, the bustle here, in addition to the machine roar out of the music, but also more a point of "people in the ancient capital" of a different flavor.
Dance floor, crowded crowd, young, old, here, unified 18.
Frequent flickering lights and shadows, the dance floor hot dance crowd, pulled out of a channel demon ghosts and monsters of the chaotic dance, the expression on people's faces, hearty, such as crazy, the closing intoxicated swinging head twisting crotch, the girls carefully taken care of the long hair, or straight or curly, at this moment, all into their crazy witness - crazy twisted body, wildly waving the long hair!
Xiao Heng drank one glass of XO after another.
He drank in a hurry, like he missed the woman's heart at the moment generally eager and urgent.
Only so eager cup after cup, there is no gap to feel the pain from the heart that is difficult to breathe.
The greatest fear is not loss, but complete loss.
The kind of hopelessness that can't see the end, can't see a little hope.
Bang--
A figure crashed over.
Thousands of dollars of foreign wine on the table, fell to the ground, the liquid spilled everywhere.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose."
Xiao Heng didn't say anything, the bar manager happened to be next to him and all of a sudden scolded, "How are you doing your job? Don't come over and bow and apologize to the guests."
After the manager finished chiding with a cold face, he turned his head to Xiao Heng and said:
"I'm really sorry. This cleaner, who just came to work at the bar, is clumsy. We'll accompany you with another bottle of wine for breaking yours." He said "pay for a bottle", but in fact, the money was deducted from the salary of the cleaner who had broken the bottle.
Once the cleaner heard the manager's words, his face immediately turned white, but he was forced by the manager's authority and did not dare to say anything.
Hurriedly coming over, he bowed to Xiao Heng and admitted his mistake.
"Wait a minute." A hand, steadily pressed down on the cleaner's shoulder, and that cleaner was scared into shivering.
Carefully, he looked up, but his heart unsteadily beat a beat faster.
Xiao Heng's eyes were staring at the cleaner in front of him with unusual intensity, and that gaze made the manager by the side of his heart say, "I'm not going to look at such a cleaner, am I?
This flavor is also too "unusual".
"What is your name?"
"Tong Xiaotong."
"Tong ... Little Tong?" Xiao Heng's slightly drunken eyes, unusually bright: "Little Tong?"
The corners of the manager's mouth twitched slightly as he stepped forward, "This gentleman, I'll have someone fetch you another bottle of wine ..."
"Forget it, it's just a bottle of wine, if it's broken, it's broken, there's not much left." Mixing places of sound and color, this bottle of wine last how much money, or will be implemented in the head of this small cleaner, Xiao Heng understands this rule, said faintly.
The bar manager slandered ... he was just next to him, this person a person came, a breath point a few bottles of good wine, the total price of 50,000, is considered a big guest in the casual guest tonight, naturally, as a manager, to come over a bit, so the bottle of wine that was broken just now, in the end, is not left not much, he saw it clearly, simply did not open the bottle.
"Little Tong ... Little Tong ... How did you end up in the bar?" Xiao Heng completely ignored the existence of the manager, and did not know whether he was really drunk, or what.
Only staring straight at the shivering little cleaner.
"I, I'm short of money, I'm earning money."