Regret.
When he saw the woman's stiff back, he began to regret.
"Jane Tong," the woman's light if the voice, shallow ringing, seems to be into the memories, Lu Mingchu body shook, actually some anxious to look at the woman at the entrance of the building, waiting for her to follow the words ... "Who is it? "
Lu Mingchu heart thumped, unbelievably looked at the road has been walking away from the back.
He originally thought that she would be angry, she would be exasperated, she would question who he was and how he knew her name.
However, he had anticipated all the possibilities, but he hadn't thought that she cared so little.
By dismissing the name so easily, was ... she also dismissing her own existence?
For a moment, he timidly stepped, unexpectedly did not have the courage to go after them, ask for the truth.
Zhaozhao jumped and ran over with the medical box, Lu Mingchu looked at the slender and cheerful voice of the young girl, she has never been cheerful and bright.
And that woman ... is completely different.
Perhaps, this is why that woman would leave behind Zhao Zhao, a girl who is clearly not the most suitable for the service industry, and keep her by her side all the time.
"Ya, big brother Mingchu, this hand of yours, how did you even get hurt, so badly?"
Zha Zhao didn't have a heart, sensing the weirdness of the atmosphere, Lu Mingchu withdrew his palm, "Just let my assistant come."
He said.
At this moment, he does not want any woman to approach his side, even if this person is Zha Zhao who has always been cheerful and sincerely treats him as a big brother.
The assistant walked forward and took the alcohol swab from Zhao Zhao's hand.
...
It was night, and the wind was blowing.
Erhai's day and night, sometimes the temperature difference is still a bit bigger than the plains.
A woman, was standing in the most remote small room of the Yiju.
She stood there in a daze.
I don't know how long had passed, and I don't know what she was thinking.
The large wooden door at the entrance was pushed open.
"I knew that you would be here."
The doorway, was blocked by a tall man.
Lu Mingchu's eyes stared at the woman in the room with a deep gaze, his thin lips moving:
"Are you really not coming with me?"
His eyes flashed with deep thought, and he finally said:
"He's coming."
He didn't say who it was, but Lu Mingchu saw with his own eyes that the woman who seemed like she was dying to live, but because of these three words, her face turned white and she became terrified.
For a moment, a twinge of pain spread in his heart, and he suddenly wanted to laugh, "I haven't said, who 'he' is."
He laughed to himself.
What kind of effect did that person, in the end, have on her.
"It's ... who?" The woman only felt a dryness in her throat, hoarse, and asked in a broken voice.
Lu Mingchu closed his eyes, then opened them again, "Can you not behave like this ... Jane Tong, you make me feel disheveled. There has never been a woman who would make me feel so disheveled."
"I ... am not a good woman." She said, "You will leave tomorrow."
"Shen Xiujin will soon come looking for me, really, don't come with me?" He said, "It's not too late for me to take you away. If you don't leave, it will be too late."
Lu Mingchu only saw that the woman turned around, holding the posthumous photo tightly in her chest, standing there, shaking her head, and firmly saying:
"I won't leave."
She wouldn't leave, this was her lifelong home.
"Even if he comes, he can't take me away."
She said.
"Hehe~ You know him better than I do, do you think, what he wants to do, you can stop it?" Lu Mingchu said sarcastically, "This time, he's here, he's been searching for you for so long, how could he willingly give up on taking you away? Are you able to stop him?"
The woman lifted her head and gave a firm nod, "I won't leave, he can't take me."
She said, placing the posthumous photo back on the tabletop, slowly walking towards the door, "It's late at night, Mr. Lu should go to his room, on my side, there's nothing left to entertain."
After saying that, she closed and locked the door, ignoring the man, and in the night wind, she walked among them.
...
The next day afternoon
Received a short message.
"Boss of the Memory Residence, many strange faces suddenly appeared in the city, all in black suits and white shirts and black shoes, they seem to be looking for you."
It was a message from the owner of the tea set store.
The woman's heart jumped and she became terrified for no reason.
She said to herself: don't panic, don't mess up, he's in Dali Ancient City, he can't find her.
Besides, the Erhai Sea is so big, although she has known some people in Dali Old Town in the past three years, there are not many people who know her.
Although she thought so, she still immediately called the friends she knew and requested them not to disclose her whereabouts.
The days passed in this seemingly calm, but actually fearful.
Lu Mingchu was still living here, he was a guest and hadn't violated the agreement she had signed at the beginning, so she wanted to get rid of him.
"Aren't you going to ask me who I am?" On a sunny afternoon, Lu Mingchu took the woman who was avoiding him and deliberately stopped her at the corner entrance, "You're avoiding me."
The woman raised her head, "I'm not avoiding you, I'm doing it for your own good."
"For my good. For my own good, claiming to be for my own good.
In fact, you are for your own good, you are afraid of taking on the debt of love, you are afraid of losing the love of others. Right or wrong!"
"Wrong?" She faintly swept a glance at the man in front of her, "Does Mr. Lu want me to deceive you, and that's for your own good?"
"I would like you to cheat me, I would like you to be meaner, you cheat me instead!" He was annoyed, that mouth of evil fire in his heart, with no place to vent it, once again, he thought, that night, he merely mentioned that person, and it was as if this woman had come to life.
"Do you think you this hiding here for three years, the days are calm and peaceful, do you think you heart like water?
Wrong!
You died a long time ago!
What's the difference with a pool of dead water?
No feelings, no joys, no sorrows. Don't you ever look at yourself in the mirror?
Can't you see, you're just a shell, empty inside!"
No, no, no, no! That's not what he was going to say!
Lu Mingchu couldn't control his mouth, he obviously kept calling out to stop himself in his heart, but his mouth still couldn't control to say mean words.
He said these mean words, and he kept denying in his heart: not right! It's not right! What he wants to say is not these!
What he wants to say is - Jane Tong, can you feel sorry for yourself! Can you let yourself live a little like a living person! Can you not live as if you were alive because of those three words of Shen Xiu Jin!
You are a living person! Not a person who lives because of anyone!
That's right! That's what he wanted to say!
But he!
"I'm sorry ...," he apologized when he raised his head, but his heart was cold, the woman in front of him, still did not see the joy and anger, but he clearly saw the sadness in that pair of pupils like stagnant water.
Slightly tilted his chin, back straightened more straight, waist also pulled straight, "empty, real; living, dead; Mr. Lu, has nothing to do with you."
After she finished, she straightened her back and drew her back around Lu Mingchu, raising her steps forward.
It looks like, proud and cold ... but how to look at it, that raised chin, straight back, all show are too deliberate.
Lu Mingchu reached out and covered his face, "Damn!" What did he say!