He asked her if she knew it was wrong.
Wrong?
What is right?
What is wrong?
"I'm not right."
She said.
The pain in her heart had been excruciating!
He actually asked her if she knew she was wrong?
Haha!
"Mr. Shen, if you say I'm at fault, then I can only be at fault, but you're asking me if I can know wrong." She raised her chin, her proud look, shaking people's eyes, tugging at the corners of her injured mouth, her smile, as if she was the most dazzling Jane Tong on the Shanghai Bund back in the day, "I don't know where I'm wrong."
Hate!
Hate for Xia Weiming. Can no longer go to deceive themselves, Jane Tong said to herself, then crazy once, so what? Big deal, go get sent to that cannibalistic place again!
"Let me go!" She looked up, locking onto the figure in a death grip, "Let me go!"
She wanted to leave herself so badly?
Let her go? Let her go to double date with Lu Chen?
Shen Xiujin remembered the woman in her dream, still calling out "A Lu A Lu", in the bottom of his heart, his anger surged, he looked at the woman on the bed with cold eyes: "Die of this heart before it's too late, between you and me, if I don't say stop, I will never stop!"
Want to leave? Want to go and Lu Chen that guy, to live the days of love and love and love?
Dream on!
Jane Tong couldn't help but shudder, but still raised his chin high, "Shen Xiu Jin! You just asked me, can you know it's wrong. I remember," she said with a smile at the corner of her mouth, "I am at fault!"
Pain crossed the corners of her eyes, and without realizing it, she hid this pain in the deepest part of her mind, she looked at him and said with incomparable seriousness:
"I was wrong, I was terribly wrong. The biggest mistake in this life is to fall in love with you!
I was wrong! If you're wrong, you have to change, I'll change!"
Her so serious eyes, so serious sentence by sentence said "I was wrong", that serious eyes, just like the year she, over and over again in front of him, to him over and over again confession when the look, exactly the same!
The man's eyes, dead staring at the woman on the hospital bed, her look ... and when and his own confession when the same serious ... that the Zhang Yang proud woman when the confession of the scene, is still in front of us, but at the moment, this face, but with and when the exact same serious The face, however, with the same serious look as back then, told him that "she was wrong"!
She said she was wrong, she wants to change!
What did she want to change?
There was a dull pain in his heart for no reason, and a wave of crazy emotions was about to break through the surface!
He only knew that this damned woman, she couldn't wait to leave himself, to go and Lu Chen double date!
Not allowed!
"Jane Tong, have I ever said that even if it's something I don't want, no one else should want to touch it?" Shen Xiujin's voice, surprisingly softened down, but, at this moment, this soft and gentle voice, but more creepy.
Jane Tong breathing shortness of breath up, dead clasped the bedding underneath her, unconsciously, she held her breath, her eyes nervously opened wide, staring at the figure in front of her that was pacing towards herself step by step.
Da da ... da ... da ...
The sound of leather shoes stepping on the floor, with each step, Jane Tong's heart could not help but be constricted for a minute, the
The man walked towards herself step by step, a sense of oppression pounding on her face, weighing her down to the point where she could hardly breathe.
He is getting closer and closer to her, Jane Tong's face, also more and more pale, but still high chin, refused to hang down her head.
Miserable white face, slowly surfaced sickly red tide, her fingers, will be beside the bedding, buckle more tightly ... no matter how she hides, can not erase the fact that she is afraid of him.
The man's dark eyes, will see everything in the bottom of the eyes, her every move, every demeanor, not a drop all see in the eyes ... she is afraid of him!
Jane Tong is afraid of him!
Realizing this, a wave of hostility welled up under the man's eyes!
He himself did not realize that the fact that Jane Tong was afraid of him was more difficult for him to accept than the words that Jane Tong had insulted Xia Weiming with!
"Whether it was three years ago, or three years later, Jane Tong," his slender body, already standing in front of her, lowered his eyelids and looked condescendingly at the woman on the hospital bed, said icily and incomparably:
"Between you and me, it's never up to you."
In Shen Xiujin's mind, stubbornly determined:
Jane Tong can only love Shen Xiu Jin, Jane Tong can only belong to Shen Xiu Jin, everything of Jane Tong must be Shen Xiu Jin's, even if it's one of her gazes, one of her glances, it shouldn't belong to any one person!
No one but him, not even Xia Weiming!
He was angry not only this damned woman, spent three years, will become sour and mean, he wanted, three years ago Jane Tong! Not the woman with such a mean and bitter heart, but the woman with an ugly heart!
He was also angry at this damned ugly and mean woman, who wanted to spend the rest of her life to curse a dead person who had been dead for three years!
Jane Tong wanted to spend the rest of her life cursing Xia Weiming, Jane Tong's rest of her life is his Shen Xiu Jin, who is Jane Tong to use what belongs to him to curse a dead person?
Whether it is Lu Chen, or Xia Weiming, invisibly, all in Shen Xiu Jin's eyes, became an obstacle in the way.
Shen Xiujin even did not find, he at the moment this will Jane Tong as his own belongings mentality, very abnormal, not to mention did not find, unconsciously, he has been to this woman love deep seeded. Otherwise, it will not be in the future, remorseful!
Steeply!
The long body, suddenly leaned down, long arm out, a hand to catch her, skillful strength, will be her whole person into the arms, his thin lips, pasted in her ear, hot breath, slowly sprayed in the small ear on, she wants to be free, want to leave him, this damned woman do not even think about it, his lips bloomed a cold smile, pasted on her ear, coolly said: "I want to be free, I want to leave him, this damned woman do not even think about it," he said.
She wants to be free, that is, she wants to leave him, this damned woman don't even think about it, his lips bloomed out a cold smile, pasted on her ear, said coolly:
"My things, I do not want, others do not want to touch. Jane Tong, you want happiness and freedom, don't even dream about it in this life! Murderer also deserve to have happiness?"
This damned woman, wanting to double up with Lu Chen, wanting to live happily with another man, she can dream!
Shen Xiujin clearly felt that the woman who was tightly locked in his arms, her body suddenly stiffened, and her heart surged again with a trace of indescribable pain, which was quickly suppressed by him ... She made him uncomfortable, she made him unpleasant, she made his heart stiflingly difficult.
Jane Tong s eyes suddenly contracted, and every breath burned with general pain ... Jane Tong, you want happiness and freedom, don t dream in this life! Does a murderer deserve to have freedom and happiness?
She opened her mouth and wanted to retort: she was not a murderer. She didn't kill Xia Weiming.
But in the next second, the words that came to her mouth, stuttered in her throat ... No, she is a murderer, she owes a human life, Shen Xiu Jin ... was not wrong.
She is!
Murderer also deserve to have freedom and happiness?
Yes, yes, does a murderer deserve freedom and happiness? A Deer lost a life for her, it was a fresh life!
What she owed, she could not pay back in this lifetime!
Her face, the blood faded, gray lips, flushed with green, shivering, said: "Shen is right, such as I such a person, but also want to wish for freedom, is the biggest mistake." As for happiness, it is even more extravagant.
Shen Xiujin's cold words were a knife in Jane Tong's heart.
She admitted in person that Jane Tong herself had stabbed herself in the heart!
Her stiff body, as if all of a sudden drained of strength, softly leaned on his shoulder and let Shen Xiujin hold her.
Shen Xiujin, you won again. ... Jane Tong slowly closed her eyes and covered the hurt under her eyes.
"Stop cursing Xia Weiming with the rest of your life," the man's voice, said gently, "Where do you have any rest of your life?" The rest of your life, all belong to me, and others do not have a trace of relationship ... He was in the bottom of his heart, to add this sentence.
However, he did not know that he had already hurt her to the bone.
The corner of her lips swirled out an arc, "Yes, what Mr. Shen said is all right." Ming want to struggle, Ming so tearing to resent Xia Weiming, Ming let him see her tearing heart and lungs, the last but one sentence "where you have what the rest of life", all her resentment and hate, blocked in the depths of her heart.
She where there is what the rest of life ah ... where to come the rest of life, can let her to grudge and hate Xia Weiming it?
So, this grudge and hate, then can not go to grudge and hate again?
Today, she gathered enough courage to struggle, but in the end, she was so tired that she no longer had the strength to struggle.
Shen Xiujin, I give up, I don't struggle, I'm so tired that I don't have the strength to make any more efforts to break free to struggle ...
A thought of self-abandonment, surged to her heart, she thought, she will no longer struggle, she is like this puppet, waiting for him to get tired of all this, waiting for not even willing to look at her, throw her into the corner to dust, then, can quietly escape.
"Jane Tong, stop cursing Xia Weiming, she's dead and you're still alive, making yourself snarky because of a dead person, how pathetic, not worth it." A dead person, not worth this damned woman to make herself snarky, not worth it!
Jane Tong slightly froze, for a moment, she seemed to hear a different kind of concern in Shen Xiujin's words, but ... how is this possible? Ha ~ slightly hooked up her lips, the left half of her face has been numb with pain, but her heart has sunk to the deep sea to go, cold to the bone.
The next second, Jane Tong will find her body rose up in the air, not yet clear the situation, subconsciously, then reached out his hand, tightly encircled the man's neck.
Noticing the force of those hands tightly around his own neck, Shen Xiujin's thin lips, slightly unnoticeably hooked an arc, holding the woman in his arms horizontally, pacing out of the hospital room: "Discharged."
The man held the woman and walked all the way to the elevator.
"I can walk by myself." Jane Tong said and was about to come down.
But the man holding her held the woman in his arms in a death grip, "Be good."
The Jane Tong in her arms, however, subconsciously trembled under these two soft words, and a trace of fear welled up under her eyes again, not daring to move again.
Shen Xiujin placed Jane Tong on the co-pilot and leaned down to fasten her seatbelt, "I'll send you back to the dormitory."
All the way, Jane Tong's nerves were taut ... She was afraid of this person.