If one day, there is a person in this world that can affect my mind, I back to personally understand her.
That was the realization that Shen Xiujin, as a teenager, had.
As the heir to the Shen family, the future helmsman, Shen Xiu Jin grew up with an education that was the strictest and most cold-hearted, his grandfather, who personally taught his own grandson to be a heartless, cold-blooded robot.
Grandfather said, "You must not have weaknesses, if one day, a person appears, who can easily influence your decisions and affect your mind, then that person, is the most terrifying enemy. Ah Xiu, for an enemy, you have to get her killed with your own hands."
When Shen Xiujin and Bai Yuxing said these words, Bai Yuxing, who was also a teenager, apart from being shocked, felt that Shen Xiujin was just talking, who hadn't said a few words that they thought were "cool" at that time when they were young and thought of them when they grew up, but felt that the teenagers were too hasty at that time?
Perhaps, Bai Yuxing has long forgotten that Shen Xiujin had said such words, perhaps, Bai Yuxing just put that as a joke to listen to, and then threw it to the back of the mind.
But ... Bai Yuxing could never have imagined that other people's teenage years, and Shen Xiujin's, are completely different.
Big bed side, the man's fingers, locked the throat of the woman on the bed ... just locked, and did not force.
He was puzzled, why is this damn woman, always able to easily provoke his mood swings?
Why was she always able to piss herself off so easily?
And why was it that the way she was curled up in pain made him want to go up and check on her uncontrollably.
He sat down on the couch, he didn't want to urgently go up and check on her just because of one of her agonized wailing sounds.
He had tried very hard not to go up and check.
He has really used up his self-control ... It's all her fault! It's all because of her agonizing wailing sound again and again!
His fingers were long and slender, his knuckles were well boned, a very beautiful pair of hands, clasped on her neck ... He gritted his teeth, his fingers applying force little by little ... It doesn't matter, with just a little more force, he can settle this woman who can easily affect his emotions.
There would be no more influence from her, there would be no perverse driving her to the hospital in the middle of the night.
A treatment that Xaviming hadn't even enjoyed.
"Hoo... hiss... ho... ho... ho... " she curled herself into a ball in pain as she wrinkled her brow in pain again.
The cold sweat that covered her face was clearly imprinted in Shen Xiujin's eyes under the light of the bedside wall lamp.
His fingers clasped her throat, violently! Loosened! ... couldn't do it! Couldn't get off!
Once he loosened his grip, Shen Xiu Jin all of a sudden lost his strength in general, his hand propped up on the edge of the bed side, propping up most of his body, panting heavily for two breaths before he finally calmed down.
Once he raised his head, the woman twisted her body in pain.
First it was just painful wailing, then curled up into a ball, but it still seemed to hurt so much that she was only able to wriggle, and in the end, it hurt so much that she rolled around on the bed and thrashed around.
A moment pulled the needle on the back of her hand, down the saline tube, rapidly returning blood!
Shen Xiu Jin a hand to press her hand, her hanging saline hand, can not move, the other places are more restless, tossing and turning to wriggle, Shen Xiu Jin can not, one does not do anything, the other big palm, a control of her other hand, he also used his large body pressed on her body, only to restrain her chaotic movement.
"Well ... put ..."
Shen Xiujin listened to her constant ravings, clearly pain beyond words, suddenly realized that from beginning to end, her painful wailing, issued meaningless painful monotone, but from beginning to end did not shout a sentence "pain".
Clearly pain, but do not shout ... for no reason, his heart a throbbing pain.
"Wake up! Wake up!" He raised a hand and roughly patted her face, "Hey! Quickly wake up! How long are you going to sleep?"
Jane Tong opened her eyes and didn't react for a moment, but the pain in her body was the first to be transmitted to the nerve endings, the kind of pain ... she gritted her teeth!
Distinctly gray lips, a circle of teeth marks.
Shen Xiujin dissatisfied narrowed his eyes, "What's wrong with you?"
Ah ...?
"How did I get here?"
"What did you think?" Shen Xiujin looked at Jane Tong: "Not early and you said, the disease is not well, do not go to work, work fainted, but also to give me trouble."
"Right not ... hiss ~ ho ..." another burst of pain hit, Jane Tong spoke and apologized, steeply painfully widened his eyes!
"Well!" That pain, can be tortured to death, Jane Tong still have sense, still know that in front of her, there is still Shen Xiu Jin in.
Never want in front of Shen Xiu Jin, let him see this scene!
Never want to call Shen Xiu Jin see joke!
Even if she ... has been in front of him, has made a lot of jokes!
Even if she ... has been in front of him, interpreted herself into a joke!
God but she is not right, lightning and thunder, the feeling of her waist empty pain, more serious, her legs, as if from the bones out of the pain!
Once upon a time days change, will also be painful to say, but, three years, she got used to, after getting used to that pain, actually don't feel have initially started when so difficult.
After getting used to that pain, then also able to pain to the bone when, wrinkled eyebrows and gritted teeth, bear through.
And today, this pain, and let her re-experience after the loss of the left kidney, the initial kind of memory particularly deep pain.
Why ... has it not hurt so much for a long time, why today.
Her mind is messy, thinking a lot of things, messy and many, her mind crossed ... perhaps, is today's drowning, days of fever, many times of fainting.
She seems ... to have not hurt so much for a long time, and has not cherished this body for a long time ... It seems to be, since the missing of that left kidney.
Unconsciously, she put her shell teeth, deeper into the flesh of her lips, and bit her lips to death, and unconsciously, her lips overflowed with bright red blood.
Shen Xiu Jin suppressed her arms and legs, but couldn't control her teeth biting her own lips, looking at the blood overflowing from her lips, Shen Xiu Jin didn't utter a word, freeing up a hand, pinching open her mouth, flying his own arm, stuffing it into her mouth.
"If it hurts so much," the man's low voice, olfactory, "Bite it."
Jane Tong's eyes widened, without uttering a word, looked at Shen Xiujin's expressionless handsome face, suddenly! Opened his mouth and bit hard!
The man's brow wrinkled slightly, but he still didn't utter a word, letting her bite his arm.
Jane Tong did not know why she really bit up, probably at the moment she decided to open her mouth, she was angry, her pain, was given by him, this pain, in the end, how much pain, she could not say, she could not use any adjectives to describe it, she could only open her mouth this bite ... Shen Xiu Jin, let's experience it together, I now, in the end! How painful it is!
Bite his arm, mouth fishy salty rusty taste ... She knew that it was his blood, her eyes, suddenly overflowed with two lines of tears.