When a person is low to a degree, the last bottom line is - to live.
She looked at Qin Mu Mu, this young tender face, this freshly colored bright life, was something she would never be able to reach again in her life.
"You! How can you still laugh!" Qin Mu Mu stomped her feet, "Jian Tong, let me tell you, it's useless for you to earn more money because everyone looks down on you! The female models in the PR department, who sell their bodies to big money, are all nobler than you! If you do that kind of thing, you don't even have self-respect, who will look down on you?"
Said cold snort, no longer look at Jane Tong. Jane child stood there for a long while, before re-entering the bedroom to go, full of face written full of fatigue, her ears are still ringing Qin Mu Mu's those words ... I'm just trying to earn some tuition and living expenses, I will not be like you, in order to money, everything is willing to do.
Jane child laughed ... she is also just to earn some living expenses, have a shelter from the rain and wind, be able to eat a full meal not to go with the beggars on the street for ah, who care about those money?
If let her know, that time in the 606 box, more care Qin Mu Mu's file of gossip, will cause so much trouble today. If she is allowed to choose her once more, will she ...
Thinking about it, fell asleep.
This sleep, when she woke up again, it was the hospital.
"You're awake."
Jane child opened her eyes, low shouted, "Dream sister, where is this?" As soon as she spoke, her throat was dry and sore.
"Hospital." Su Meng peeled an apple and cut it into small pieces, and fed it to Jian Tong's mouth with a toothpick, "Eat something before you talk."
For the sudden care, Jian Tong was a bit uncomfortable, but still honestly ate the apple Su Meng fed her, "Sister Meng, how come I'm in the hospital?"
Speaking of this, Su Meng became angry.
Her face sank, "Why are you in the hospital? I still want to ask you, how many days have you had a high fever?" If it wasn't for the fact that she didn't see Jane Child come to work last night, and under her worry, she ran out of Jane Child's place, Jane Child would have died of high fever in the staff dormitory and no one would even know.
"I didn't see you people last night in Donghuang, went to your house to take a look, you were so hot that you could boil an egg. Hurriedly called 120, sent to the hospital, you have burned almost on 42 degrees, the body and lack of water, even the doctor said, and then a little later to send, Hua Tuo in the world can not you."
Speaking of this, Su Meng still palpitating: "You will not tell your roommate about the high fever? You almost lost your life by holding on for dear life!"
Jane child listening to Su Meng rambling, although Su Meng is very fierce, Jane child but heard the concern, the heart, there is a trace of warmth, there is a trace of sour, many years have not flowed tears in the eyes, sour up, Su Meng to give that little bit of care, but it seems to be the whole of her life at this time the only window, will be the light through in.
However, she is instead more afflicted ... If it never was, there would be no pain of loss.
And that was something that Jane Child had come to know all too well.
"... Why?" A good half a long time, Jane child trembling voice, finally gathered enough courage to ask.
Why do you want to be so good to me.
A piece of apple was stuffed into Jane child's mouth again, Su Meng looked at Jane child in a complicated way, "There is no one in this world who treats you well anymore, if I don't treat you well again, who is going to feel sorry for you." Jane child, like the former her. Perhaps, the words Su Meng just said to Jane Child were also said to her former self.
The world is not good to you, I don't treat you a little better, who will feel sorry for you ... silly girl.
The heartache of Jane child, is also the heartache of the former self.
They, they are the same kind of people.
Su Meng looked at the woman in the hospital bed, trying desperately to hide the emotions in his heart, but his eyelashes fluttered, leaking the inner emotions.
Another silent sigh, hey ... this silly woman.
"Jane child, can I ask you a question?"
"Sister Dream, you ask."
"Between you and Mr. Shen, what exactly happened?" It was true that that man Shen Xiujin had ruthless methods, but he shouldn't treat a woman like this.
"Can't say?" Su Meng saw that Jane Tong's face on the bed stiffened for a moment, "Just forget about it if you can't say it."
"Three years ago, I killed the woman he loved."
Su Meng's hand that was holding up the toothpick, paused for a moment, and then fed the apple on the toothpick into Jian Tong's mouth, "In fact? You didn't kill the person right?"
"It's impossible for you to do something as heartless as killing someone." Su Meng said with certainty, "What is the truth of the matter?"
At this moment, Jian Tong, who had suffered so much under successive blows and humiliation without uttering a word or shedding a single tear, burst into tears!
Shen Xiujin! Look at that! Even a Sister Meng, who has known her for less than half a year, understands her so well!
Shen Xiujin! We've known each other for half our lives!
Shen Xiu Jin! Listen to this! Finally, someone who believes that I didn't kill anyone and didn't do that kind of nasty thing!
"Wooooooo~"
Su Meng put down the toothpick in her hand, she didn't bother to persuade Jane Tong to stop crying, her palm slowly stroked Jane Tong's furry head, "Good girl, it's okay. I know, how can you stupid woman have the guts to kill someone. No, I should say, you silly woman, proudly disdain to kill."
Said, said, "I guess you silly woman should have loved Mr. Shen in the beginning. But you would never get rid of Mr. Shen's sweetheart in order to get Mr. Shen. Jane Child, you're too proud for you to bother doing such a thing."
Jane Child waved her tears as if they were falling like rain! The feelings that hadn't been indulged for many years were all of a sudden given an outlet for release.
This afternoon, Jane Child did not stop crying.
She said incoherently to Su Meng, "I didn't do it, he doesn't believe it. None of them believe it."
"He hates me, and the whole world knows it. I thought that when I got out of prison, I would be able to live a peaceful life."
"Sister Dream, they are all cursing me, the whole world is cursing me, they are cursing me for being vicious and lowly. Dream sister, I don't care ... I don't care about that money either."
"They humiliated me, they made me lie on the ground to learn the dog wag its tail and walk, they scolded me with all the insulting words, I am not upset, this point is nothing.
In prison, I was stripped naked and thrown in a cage, the high-pressure water gun directly to the body, the cold winter, the ice-cold water piercing pain, dare to say a word, back to the cell, naturally, someone will come up to beat me up. Even more sad I have endured, these are nothing."
"Sister Dream, she's dead, she died trying to save me. Wooooooo~ I'm a pest, I owe her so much, I can't die, I'm going to live in her place, and fulfill the Erhai Dream in her place."
Su Meng, has been accompanying Jane Tong, listening to her incoherent narrative, for Jane Tong, years of grievances, in today's venting enough. The secret hidden in the heart, also incoherently said out.
What is the dream of Erhai, who is that girl, Su Meng does not know. But vaguely guessed that this girl, for Jane child, is more important than life existence.