If I were to speak my heart,
I'd tell you I'm mad and Jealous
I'd tell you I wanna be selfish with you
I'd tell you I dun like her and you prolly shouldn't
I'd tell you I wanna be her in your eyes
I'd tell you how much I crave you
How bad your decision is
I'd tell you how bad I want you to be mine
But I don't have the right to do so
Because,
Speaking my heart would mean ruining our friendship
So I suck it up and watch you
Make a decision that hurts us both
Seeing you chase after her
I treasure our friendship so much
And you happiness is what I seek
Even if it means sacrificing myself
And mine too