I love waking up early, the calmness in the morning and soft ray of the sun not until I remember selome is still ignoring me. I called him last night and asked what I've done wrong?. He's always saying " Selena you have done nothing, are you tired of me ?."
Whoaaaa. why is he going that far, he doesn't wait for me at work no more, he doesn't go to the gym with me no more, nothing I do seem to ever make him happy.
He's always having " night time he says with his female colleagues."
I don't know!
Is he seeing someone else?
I wish I could ask him. He would always say to me " I'm perfect in he's eye's, and he would never let go of me but now I'm starting to think he lied to me.
After he told me he needed a break from me and I was giving him hard time I decided to give him his space hoping he'd come back and tell me he wasn't in him right state of mind, I can't give up on seven years relationship I can't !.
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I was taking my shower when a phone call came in
BRRRIIING BRRRIIING
" Oh shoot!,I can't pick the call now, I wonder who's calling" I thought to myself. And my phone when again.
BRRRIIING BRRRIIING
At high speed I ran out of the bathroom wet,I walked up to my bed and I had answer the call.
"Hello, this is Ciara from Zara company." The caller says.
" Oh, hi " I was struk numb
" Are you Selena Britney?"
"Yes"
"Okay, this is to inform you that you are one of the top ten worker who have been choosen for this job, it would probably take some time before we get back to you, but there's a chance you'd get the job!"
" Okay, I'll stay in touch" I wasn't so thrilled about the job, I went to a job interview with selome and we were meant to do this together and now we've detached.
I honestly haven't been myself but yet I have to live cause he's probably partying as always.
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[ Knocking at the door]
As I was laying in my bed cold and alone waiting for endless torment, someone had started to knock on my door.
" Who is it!?"
" Se..selome"
I walked towards the door and opened the door.
" Can I hug you?" He asked and gazed into mydeep brown hazel eye while smiling.
I began to cry and sob as he clug onto me.
" Why did you leave me" I sniffled between words.
" I don't know, selome some things were not right to me, I thought you deserve better". A single tear rolled down my cheeks, as I felt a loss of feeling in my heart.
" Darling wipe away your tears, I'm never letting you go trust me."
"Bu.."
" There's not but.... I treated you in a way that wasn't healthy for you emotionally."