It was very cold when we arrived at my house, I insisted that he come in because I wanted to take care of his wounds. We sat in the living room, Triton with some ice in his hand and me with ice on my cheek. And we weren't saying a single word and something told me that I would have to be the one to break the silence.
- Isn't your forehead really hurting? - I asked, a little embarrassed. - If you want, I can get you some more ice.
He didn't look at me or answer, I sighed because I couldn't stand this silence anymore, I made mention of getting up, but he held my arm and when I looked at him, his eyes were fixed on mine.
- No need, I'm fine. He slowly let go of my arm.I
sank deeper into the couch and took a deep breath, I wanted to start a conversation but nothing came to mind.
- I warned you to be more careful... But you're stubborn. - he argued.
I couldn't believe this was what we were going to talk about.
- I'm stubborn, okay. - I retorted. "But you were playing macho on me."
- I didn't do any of that.
"So when you said I wouldn't help by going along with you to look for you, it was kind of a friendly thing to say?"
- I've already apologized...
- And then he didn't even show up for us to talk properly!
That's why I didn't want to talk about it, but he had to bring it up. I got up and threw the cloth with ice on the coffee table, Triton watched me and got up slowly, it seemed that he was afraid that I would run away.
"I swear I was coming here." - he explained, placing his cloth with ice on the table. - But Lorena called me and said that I needed to go to the house she rented, and I had no way to warn you... I don't have your cell phone.
- One less weight for you, right?
- Why do you say that?
"Because it's obvious that I was a fool, I don't even know why I'm still talking to you." I raised both hands. "Look, you can stay there and I'll be quiet in my room, then when the ice is over and you're feeling better, you can leave, since you must be dying to go back to your pack."
- Why don't you understand? He shook me slightly. "You're not a fool, much less a burden to me.
I stood there with my mouth agape waiting for him to continue.
"I was rude that day because I didn't want you to get hurt," he explained. "I couldn't bear to see you hurt or..." lose you, Kristine.
It was unexpected, my heart started beating faster and I felt something inside me grow stronger. He looked at me with affection and there was something more, was it passion, this burning that was going on between us?
-Triton.. Are you trying to tell me that...
- That the wolf part of me was attracted to you and then I fell in love. He smiled blushingly. "It took a long time for it to happen to me and I really don't know how to act in this situation, nor how to take care of you.
My cheeks heated up, I was confused and content, and I didn't know how to react.
"I don't think you're very lucky, are you?" - I was a little crestfallen.
- Why?-
Because it took a long time and when it happens, it's fair to a girl who doesn't even know how to control her transformations. - I joked. - Besides, you may have been mistaken.
"I didn't know, you mean. He lifted my chin and smiled. "And I wasn't wrong, you have no idea how good it was to meet you and have all those moments alone with you.I
don't know if I could, but I felt even redder, I took a step back and looked at the floor. He sighed, looked hurt, so I took two steps towards him, but he was still looking at the ground. I might not have seen it, but something told me he was smiling.
"Don't worry, I won't pressure you. - he spoke in my ear. - One day, perhaps, you will accept me... I think I can wait until then.
"Maybe you won't have to wait long," I said.
I lifted my head and saw that he was surprised.
"It's just that I don't understand much of these things, but I feel different since I met you," I confessed.
Her look and her smile gave me the courage to continue.
"And I think it would be interesting if you could help me one more time..." Before you leave. I bit my lip, afraid.
"And how could I help you?" his smile was mischievous.
- I don't know, you're the experienced one... Maybe showing me. - I joked, already more confident.
- Remember that you were the one who asked for it.
I didn't have to stand on my toes when he pulled me in and kissed me, but it wasn't a calm and sweet kiss, it was something burning that made me wrap around his neck and stick to his body as he held me by the waist, I could feel his desire increasing as we deepened the kiss.
My heart was racing, my body was sensitive to any touch from him, but I wasn't the only one, because as I massaged his neck, he let out a muffled moan and then kissed me again, this time with more passion. I
didn't know how I had ended up lying on the couch underneath him, what I did know was that I wanted him and he wanted me too. I wasn't going to hold myself anymore and I ended up scratching his neck, he stopped kissing me and started to lightly bite my neck, I controlled myself not to moan, the feeling of his thick lips on my body was something like no other.
I let go of his neck to scratch his back, I was about to rip his t-shirt, that's when he started to run his hand under my blouse and as soon as he had his hand on my bra, he subtly ran his hand under the cup and caressed my breast. I
moaned and pulled his face against mine, kissed him fieryly, this time I was in charge, I felt an inexplicable desire to dominate him, I stopped and bit his lip, another moan from him, I felt so powerful.
Suddenly, he took off his shirt and helped me take off my shirt, and before he kissed me again, I watched his chest and abdomen so sexy, I blushed slightly as I realized that he was analyzing me.
As soon as he smiled, approving me, I lifted my back and kissed him, I kept pushing him until I reversed our positions, he couldn't resist and pulled me while one of his hands caressed my ass, I scratched his chest a little and moved my hips making his desire for me increase, another muffled moan, I smiled and bit his neck.
My body was very hot, I was almost losing control and giving myself to this man. I moaned and he kissed me like I was the only one, I had never felt so desired and I had never wanted someone like that before.
"You should take that clothes off." - he commented as he kissed my neck. - You smell delicious. I
shivered, I was about to give in, but something told me it was too soon.
"Why don't you take off my clothes," I dared as I raised my head and stared at him.
"You've just completely blown me out of control," he smiled mischievously.
Triton sat up, putting me on his lap, I spread my legs and pinned them to his body, I kissed him with desire showing my true intentions, he liked it and unzipped my pants, and I don't know where I got control from holding his hand.
- I think we've gone too far.
We had our lips very close together, he didn't insist and when I opened my eyes, he was smiling and gave me a warm kiss, I smiled back and waited for my breathing to return to normal to get up.
Triton was also panting, holding my bare back, caressing me with his fingers in circular motions, only hindering my self-control.- I
think I was able to understand better. - I joked.
- If you're still in doubt, I can help you as many times as you want. - he laughed loudly.
"I love it when you laugh like that," I commented, giving him a light kiss on the lips.
"I'd better not even tell you what I love about you." He glued his lips to mine. - If you don't, you'll think I'm a bore who just talks.
- I'd never think you'd be boring. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "But I never thought you could be so loving."
- I forgot that you only know my evil side. He smiled and started kissing me again.
Slowly, I let him deepen the kiss, now it was something calmer and more contained, full of affection. I ran my hand through his unruly hair and caressed it, he let go of my mouth and gave me several kisses on the cheek.
"I'm controlling myself a lot, you have no idea. - he laughed softly.
Yes, I did, I was sitting on his lap and I could feel something very big. I laughed, got up and fixed my hair, Triton watched me, I smiled and he pulled me to kiss my belly, I bit my lip and pushed him lightly.
-Sorry.. It's just that you look that sexy. He licked his lips.
- Stop teasing me. - I joked taking his t-shirt and putting it on his face.
I sat down next to him and put on my blouse, tied my hair in a ponytail, it was the best way to fix it now. I turned around and looked at how radiant he was, I laughed, it was good to know that I had that power.
"What's up?" he made a confused face.
- Nothing. - I stopped laughing. - I was just thinking about how happy you are.
- I've never felt so happy in my life. He gave me a kiss on the cheek. - And look, I'm already quite old.
I was going to lean against him to get a closer look at his nutty smell, but my phone started ringing.
- I'll be right back. I got up and went to the kitchen.
I took my bag that was on the table and took my cell phone out of it, I looked at the display and it was Vivian calling, I answered.
- Hi, Vivian.
"Kristine from heaven!" she cried. I was super worried after seeing you in that state yesterday.
Always sincere and exaggerated, this is Vivian Calesta.
- I'm fine. I chuckle to convince her. - A friend helped me a lot.-
So that's the friend Felipe was chattering about. - She makes a "hum". - Tell me more about this friend.
- I'll tell you, but it has to be in person.
I smile as I realize how foolishly in love I am.
- Then the boy is good!
We laughed together and then said goodbye, and Vivian made me promise that tomorrow after college, I would stop by her house.
I went back to the living room, Triton was sitting with his eyes closed and a silly smile, I sat down next to him and gave him a lingering kiss on the cheek. Without opening his eyes, he pulled me in and put his nose against my neck, causing me slight shivers.
"Will you ever stop teasing me?" I laughed and patted him on the head.
- I can't promise anything.
He gave me a kiss on the neck and then pulled away so he could look into my face, I blushed to see how he was admiring me, I felt so weird but in a good way.
"What is this I'm feeling?" I asked embarrassedly.
- If it's the same as what I'm feeling... I don't know how to explain it, but it's really good.
He ran his hand carefully over my aching cheek.
"If I had been more careful, this wouldn't have happened to you." - I'
ve already told you I'm fine. I stuck my tongue out at him. - And it's over... We don't have to worry anymore...
"I'll never stop worrying about you," he confessed. "Not until you're safe with me in the pack."
"You're not thinking of forcing me, are you?"
-No... But I'd like you to go with me someday. - he explained, removing his hand from my face. - And if you don't like it, that's okay... I'm not going to force you.
- I wouldn't mind going to see it, but...
"And I think you're right about that, that's why I said I could wait."
It was amazing how willing he was to do so much for me and I didn't know how to repay him, or maybe I know and just don't have the courage to act.
- I don't know how to thank you...
"Don't be silly, Kristine.
"But you helped me too much!" I said.
- True, but I didn't have to, I did it of my own free will.
"Looks like the rebel Triton is back." - I joked.
- What can I say? It's part of my wild nature.
He walked over and bit my lip, I growled softly and he laughed.
"I'm not going to give up on you," he said. "That's why I think I'll stay here until you finish college, if you want to, of course..." If not, I can go back to the pack and...
"You can stay here at home," I smiled slightly.I
had surprised him, he was flabbergasted, and I held myself back from laughing.
- You need a place to stay and I need a company. - I confessed. - I feel very lonely and you can cheer me up easily.
He smiled, that smile that makes my legs go limp and my cheek red.
"You don't mind sleeping in my aunt's room, do you?"
- No, that's fine with me... Other than that I assume I won't spend much time in that room. - He gave me a long seal.
"I have to agree," I laughed and kissed him.
I was so happy that I didn't care about the time anymore, I didn't even care that I hadn't had dinner yet. However, my belly gave me away and Triton laughed loudly, I bit his cheek and ran to the kitchen, it felt like I would have to do something to feed us.
And I'll be honest, it wasn't bad to cook with Triton hugging me and giving me little kisses on the neck, he was looking like a fool in love... Just like me.