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Chapter 12 - Chapter 11: Day Off

The next morning arrived, and Mila found herself sleep-deprived, her thoughts consumed by the events of the previous night.

The weight of the coerced compromise, the threat against Clara, and the uneasy alliance with the hostile newcomers had kept her awake, tossing and turning in the shared room.

As she groggily rose from her bed, the visible bags under her eyes betrayed her restless night.

Mila hesitated before the small vanity mirror, where the reflection staring back at her seemed to carry the burden of the secrets she bore.

The door creaked open, and in walked Clara, her face radiating happiness.

Mila forced a smile, attempting to conceal the weariness that lingered beneath the surface. Clara, oblivious to Mila's internal struggles, couldn't contain her excitement.

"Mila, you won't believe the day I had!" Clara exclaimed, a glow of joy on her face.

Mila, eager to share in Clara's happiness, responded with feigned enthusiasm. "Tell me all about it. What happened?"

Clara sat down on her bed, her eyes sparkling with delight. "I met this incredible guy at the market. He's a servant here too, in the stable. Handsome, kind, and we just clicked. Can you believe it? We have the same day off, and we went on a date and had dinner together."

As Clara shared the details of her day, Mila listened with mixed emotions.She genuinely wanted Clara to find happiness and enjoy her time off.

On the other hand, the stark contrast between Clara's blissful experience and Mila's internal turmoil weighed heavily on her.

Clara continued, oblivious to the turmoil within Mila, "And you won't believe what happened next. We hit it off so well that I ended up spending the night in his room. It turns out his roommate got kicked out because of the estate's financial issues. We had such a great time!"

Mila's heart sank at the revelation.

She wanted to share her own worries and fears with Clara, but the joy radiating from her friend's face made it difficult to burden her with the troubles Mila faced. Instead, Mila chose to play along, masking her own struggles.

"That sounds amazing, Clara," Mila said, forcing another smile. "I'm really happy for you."

Clara, immersed in the recounting of her adventurous night, failed to notice the strain in Mila's voice.

The room, once a space for shared confidence, now harbored the unspoken tension of Mila's hidden struggles.

As the morning unfolded, Clara continued to share anecdotes of her day, oblivious to the complex emotions Mila wrestled with.

The facade Mila had crafted to shield Clara from the harsh reality of the estate's dark undercurrents held firm, concealing the coerced compromise and the threat that loomed over their friendship.

In the laundry room, the rhythmic sounds of garments being washed and scrubbed provided a temporary distraction for Mila. Yet, the uneasy alliance with the hostile newcomers and the threat against Clara continued to cast a shadow over her every move.

As the night descended upon the estate, Mila returned to the shared room, her exhaustion now compounded by the emotional toll of concealing her struggles.

Clara, still caught up in the euphoria of her day off, seemed blissfully unaware of the turmoil that lurked beneath the surface.

Alone in the dimly lit room, Mila couldn't escape the gnawing anxiety that accompanied her every waking moment.

The bond she shared with Clara, once a source of solace, now bore the strain of Mila's silent battles.

As she lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling, Mila contemplated the complexities of friendship and the sacrifices she had made to shield Clara from the harsh realities of the estate.

Clara entered the room, the lingering joy from her day off still evident in her radiant expression.

She settled onto the chair in front of the small vanity, her movements animated as she retrieved a comb to tend to her hair.

As she combed through her locks, she couldn't help but catch a glimpse of the reflection in the mirror—Mila lying on her bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

A subtle shift in Clara's mood occurred.

She sensed something amiss—a discordant note in the usually harmonious atmosphere they shared. Her cheerful demeanor faltered as she turned her attention to Mila.

"Hey, Mila," Clara began, her voice filled with genuine concern. "Is everything okay? You seem... different today."

Mila hesitated, caught in the gaze of Clara's soft, perceptive eyes.

She wrestled with the decision to share her troubles or to continue masking them. 

"Oh, it's nothing, Clara," Mila replied, forcing a smile. "Just had a bit of a rough day at work, you know? But nothing to worry about; it's all sorted out now."

Clara continued to comb her hair, her eyes reflecting a mixture of skepticism and empathy.

She knew Mila well enough to discern when something bothered her, even if Mila attempted to conceal it behind a reassuring facade.

"Mila," Clara said gently, setting the comb aside and turning to face her friend. "You can tell me if something's wrong. We're in this together, remember?"

Mila met Clara's earnest gaze, the internal struggle evident in her eyes.

She took a deep breath, contemplating whether to unravel the web of lies she had woven or to persist in preserving the illusion of resolution.

"It's just some disagreements with the new servants in my department," Mila confessed reluctantly. "But, honestly, it's all settled now. No need to worry."

Clara's concern deepened, sensing that Mila might not be sharing the whole truth.

She reached out, placing a comforting hand on Mila's shoulder. "Mila, you don't have to carry everything alone. If you need someone to talk to or help with anything, I'm here for you. We're not just friends; we're practically family."

Mila appreciated Clara's genuine concern, and for a moment, the weight on her shoulders lifted.

She managed a more sincere smile and nodded appreciatively. "Thanks, Clara. I'm lucky to have you by my side. But really, everything is okay now. Let's not dwell on it."

Clara returned the smile, still harboring a sense of unease about Mila's well-being.

Despite her reservations, she chose not to press further at that moment, respecting Mila's decision to keep certain aspects of her troubles veiled.

In the ensuing days, Mila continued to navigate the challenges presented by the disruptive newcomers in the laundry department.

The subtle undercurrents of tension persisted, but she remained steadfast in her determination to shield Clara from the intricacies of the ongoing struggle.

Mila found herself caught between the demands of the assertive newcomers and the desire to maintain a semblance of order within the department.

The laundry maids, who had once formed a tight-knit group, now navigated their tasks with a heightened sense of caution.

Clara, unaware of the intricacies unfolding in the laundry department, continued her duties in the cleaning department with enthusiasm.

The contrast between the lively tales of her encounters in the market and the subdued atmosphere in the laundry area became increasingly apparent. 

During breaks, Mila observed the interactions between the laundry maids and the disruptive newcomers.

The air crackled with unspoken tensions, and Mila became acutely aware of the delicate equilibrium that held the department together.

The fear of reprisals and the potential harm that could befall Clara hung heavily in the background, influencing Mila's decisions and actions.

The evening sun cast a warm glow through the small window of Mila and Clara's shared room.

Mila, usually reserved, took a deep breath as she prepared to share the news that had been weighing on her for days.

The room, once a haven of shared laughter, now held an air of anticipation as Mila gathered the courage to break the silence.

"Clara," Mila began, her voice tinged with a mixture of nervousness and sincerity, "there's something I need to tell you."

Clara, sitting on her bed, looked up from the book she had been reading and met Mila's gaze with a curious expression. "Sure, Mila. You know you can tell me anything."

Mila hesitated for a moment before revealing, "Tomorrow is my first day off since I came here. I thought it would be great if we could spend it together, maybe explore the town or just relax. But there's something I didn't know until now—"

Clara interrupted with a grin, "Wait, really? That's amazing, Mila! We have the same day off!"

Mila's eyes widened in surprise; her revelation was interrupted by Clara's unexpected excitement. "We do?" Mila asked, a spark of hope flickering in her eyes.

Clara nodded enthusiastically. "Yes! Some of the servants in my department switched their day off with me, and tomorrow's my day off too! Can you believe it?"

A genuine smile tugged at Mila's lips. The unexpected turn of events lifted a weight off her shoulders, and the room seemed to brighten with newfound possibilities. "That's incredible, Clara! I was worried we wouldn't have the chance to spend time together, but now—"

Her words trailed off as Clara's expression shifted, her face lighting up with an additional layer of excitement.

"And you won't believe this, Mila. Tomorrow's the day I get to introduce you to someone special—someone I've been spending time with lately."

Mila's smile wavered for a moment as a wave of uncertainty washed over her. "Someone special?" she echoed, her mind racing with thoughts.

Clara's eyes sparkled with joy. "Yes! Remember the guy I met during my day off last time? Well, we've been seeing each other, and tomorrow we have plans. But guess what? He said he'd love to meet you too! So, you're invited to our little get-together."

Mila's initial excitement morphed into a mixture of conflicting emotions.

She felt a pang of guilt for harboring secrets and for contemplating retracting her plans to give Clara and her newfound lover the space they deserved.

Yet Clara's enthusiasm was contagious, and Mila couldn't find it in her heart to dampen her friend's spirits.

"That's wonderful, Clara," Mila responded, her smile masking the inner turmoil. "I'd be happy to meet him. It sounds like tomorrow will be a fantastic day."

Clara beamed with gratitude. "I knew you'd understand, Mila! It's going to be great. We can all spend the day together, and I'm sure you'll get along just fine."

As the evening wore on, the room filled with the chatter of two friends making plans for their shared day off while the other was genuinely happy while the other was wearing a mask of lie.