I'm breathing, in and out, that's all I do, in and out.
There's a beeping sound, it's very familiar, I've woken up too many times this way, now the smell of antiseptic is creeping into my nose and I can feel my fingers, then my toes, then my eyes flutters open and light bathes my vision, I'm seeing green and red but now I see white, plain white... Everything is white, the walls, the door.
"He's awake, he just moved." I could recognize Benji's voice, there was a twince of hope in it.
I try to sit up.
"He's awake." He says finally, this time he's sure that I'm awake, I'm sure that I'm awake too.
I try to smile because why not... I killed Jon, that I know, I fell into the savage violent beasts and he ate Jon's head off.... I smile because the other times that I wake up like this, I'm filled with guilt and shame but this time it's joy, this time I'm happy.
