Even though Caeli loses control over her body, she can still feel everything.
She could feel the bulge pressing onto her from Malacai's crotch.
The young maiden in her heart makes her blush in shyness, but a small part of her looks forward to what her body will feel next.
Even with her illness, being left alone by herself doesn't mean Caeli doesn't have any interest in the opposite sex.
Malacai stopped the kiss and then ordered her, "Return to your bed."
Caeli's body starts walking back to the bed, making her feel dread, but then she convinces herself that Malacai probably wants to take the next step on the bed.
For Caeli, the bed is like a jail cell she has just been freed from, only now to return there.
But Malacai's next action made her dread turn to horror. Her hope was crushed.
Malacai stood up and started walking toward the door.