When the movie was over I conveniently woke up to end the credits, and pick a different movie out. Zaidyn woke when I reached to grab the remote he just didn't notify me that he was awake. I leaned back into the same spot and continued looking for different movies to binge.
"You comfy?" Zaidyn said in a gentle voice but yet still startled me.
"Oh geeze, I didn't know you were awake!"
"I am now. What are you gonna pick out?"
"Uh I think some pirates, do you have any objections?"
"No, go ahead."
Zaidyn didn't seem to mind me laying in the same spot so I continued laying there, not willing to move because if I did he would hear my heartbeat. Suddenly Zaidyn adjusted. He seemed to swap places with me where his head was on my chest and his body being supported by mine. *I guarantee anything he just did that on purpose. Huh it would be funny if he actually did and he liked me haha, nice.*
"Do you wanna do something?" Zaidyn coincidentally whispers.
"What what do you mean exactly?"
"Oh I don't know, something that people would strongly advise against until we're actual adults?"
"O-oh uh-" Zaidyn interrupted me by putting his finger on my lips followed by sitting in an upright position on my lap, bending closer to me, and passionately kissing me. To my surprise he was an excellent kisser!
Zaidyn put one of his hands on my thigh while the other one on my cheek, holding me where he wants me. I run my hands on his body, neck, and I generally hold his hips and side, as they are easy to hold and are main control points. I kiss down his jaw to his neck and he lets a gentle moan out when I kiss his neck. I lean towards him and I suggest with my body that he lay down, he does as I wish. While he is laying there I hold his hands out of the was so I can see him in his gentle vulnerability. I kiss him again on his neck but this time I trail down his collar bone where I leave a slightly noticable hicky and taste his soft clear skin. I forget what his mouth tastes like so I kiss his lips again reminding myself and him of what each other tastes like.
I hesitate for a moment * What will happen tomorrow when we go to school, what will everyone else think if we act weird towards each other after almost completely ignoring each other except for the few times I would say hi to him? I hadn't even considered that he'd be sleeping in my room with me!*
"Hey, is something wrong?" He noticed I hesitated.
"Not really. I have a question,"
"Ok?"
"If your comfortable with it, I'll be telling my friends and you can tell yours, right? But I have another question, we'll be mostly normal when we're at school right?"
"Yes you can tell your friends if they don't go crazy, and I don't really want to act normal normal, but I want to talk to you and not neglect time I have availible to spend with you."
"Wow you are usually so quiet, your words are so amazing! Uh can we uh be boyfriends? I know it's like super sudden but can we maybe just try it out?"
"Sure, I prefer that actually!"