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Hating You, Loving You More

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I often asked myself why I didn’t like to show my feelings for him. It’s been a decade to look forward to his tantalizing heart, yet a thorny heart craved to push him to the dark clouds which help me to totally forget him. Can’t imagine, I have been infatuated with his precious face and enticing eyes since high school, however, I feel afraid to reveal it for him. A million nights to cast back his seductive face, which turned my life into a beautiful star, no matter how terrible the night is. But the moment to meet him, which courageously displayed my anger at him. I could not explain why, his personality likes a lofty wind, however I was not captivated by that. Indeed, I treated him like a tiger most of the time, till he got mad at me in the University. Countless nights of thinking about him, which made me insane to cast back how crazy I am. I wanted to die just to totally forget him, nor to feel hatred to think about him. However, my heart longed to meet my dreams, can’t deny, he’s part of my dreams. One day, I trudged inside the campus where the guy hit my silver eyeglass which totally broke. Looking back, I have been taking care of it since I was a young. This is actually expensive like how I loved him, indeed I can’t buy this anywhere, except my daddy who made it before he died. I trembled in my cells while staring at him, the moment the guy ceaselessly asked for an apology to me. I wanted to accept, since I have been putting my heart for him secretly, as expensive as it is. However, I felt enraged in front of him,” sorry, sorry, sorry,” I never listened to his words anymore,” you broke my day, you could not heal it,” I could not imagine how terrible my face was. Endlessly the guy apologized to me, I said to him,” stop saying like that,” then I slapped his face many times. That time, the guy hugged me tightly, which quaked my feelings for him. Nevertheless, I walked out from the man, since I don’t want to unconsciously reveal my hidden feelings. I wanted to die and carry his love to the unexpected planet, so I made up my mind to transfer to Ateneo University, where I met the other guy, who healed my feelings to the man, whom I loved the most. However, my heart has been longing forward to meet and be heard by feelings for. Every time I looked at the mirror, I saw his tempting face, which pulled my feet to go back to the University, where I met him before. I don’t want to force myself to be loved by his enticing heart, but I wanted to reveal how I often got mad at him since high school. Would I still meet and be heard my feelings for him? Letting you know that she’s a lovely girl, indeed many men have been longing for her tantalizing heart. Her name is Kaye, who did not have a family to financially support her. With the help of her effulgent mind, it was the reason why she's about to finish her medical course in the University. In her life, there were many storms, which never ceased to slap her way. With that, she wanted to be loved to someone whom she put in her silver heart. However, she felt enraged to face him, except if the hot man faded to her eyes, indeed the moment she unexpectedly saw him in the fast-food chain where she trembled her eyes. Under the counter, she loved him more than herself, no matter what the wave was, putting her life to the zoo, where decried a peculiar man, whom she has been putting in her dreams. A ravishing guy sighted at Kaye’s actions, which made him construct an objective meaning, based on what the eyes saw at the shaking body, while he looked at her. To know more about him, his name is Denver, a handsome guy, who studied in the prestigious University where he met Kaye, whom he never understood her treatment. Every time he found some broken glasses, casted it back on the woman whom he broke the glass with, so he wanted to meet and pay the amount of that glass. Believing that it is worth one billion dollars, yet he’s willing to pay for it. Do you think Kaye would accept it?
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1- Meeting her at cloying night

I lay down my bed with full of doubts to think about her, since I never saw her in the University, I wanted to let her know, I could not sleep if I could not heal the person's heart, whom I made something terrible, indeed I often casted back to her tears, fell down when I broke her eyeglass. Believing that Kaye would not view the object well without the glass, I broke. 

One night, I found her that she already transferred in the other school. So, I spent my time to visit the school, I never had sought her. So, I went out to my car, while driving, I noticed a woman who slowly walked on the way. I was so confident to approach her, a loud voice," hey miss, I wanted to pay the amount in your eyeglass, I broke up a few days ago," I uttered filled with congenial voice, but Kaye never stared at me, indeed she kept on talking to somebody else over the phone. When I touched at her shoulder, a mad voice," hey, stop touching at me," then, I slapped him many times, identical with my dribbled feelings for him. 

I wanted to run away from him, however Denver blocked my way, a soft voice," hey, I am willing to pay the eyeglass that I broke, here's the payment worth of 2 billion dollars." Meanwhile, I touched at her hands, which endlessly shake upon talking to her. And Kaye saw at him courageously," you could not pay the eyeglass that you broke," then, I slapped his face again before I left him. 

The moment I sauntered on the way, I often casted back how kind Denver was, indeed he's the only man who put his feet on the ground, no matter how golden his life is. On the other hand, Denver dreamt about the woman, who never accept his apology anymore. He did not like to believe since it's just a dream, yet he objectively decried, how Kaye's hands trembled upon gripping, a night.

I hadn't have a good time, if I couldn't wear my eyeglass, which helped me gaze at the letters. But the time to slipped back at Denver's face, I could flawlessly saw the objects, which inspired me to let him know about that.