He Li's heart was racing. Over the years, she had discovered countless embarrassing things about him. As he grew older, these incidents increased. She took care of his laundry, washing his clothes and underwear. When considering intimate matters between men and women, she thought of the underwear she washed for him, and the suspicious substance that was sometimes on them. She linked it to his most private areas, which she had seen and even touched herself. The symbol of his masculinity was clearly etched in her mind.