"He Fangqing, although we have had a marriage, I wasn't happy with you during that time. However, I also admit that by leaving you, I wronged you. That's why I said those words to you, as a way to express my apology. I wanted to offer you some sort of compensation, but I've realized that I was wrong. Compensating you would mean being unfaithful to Juan, and would denigrate my true love for Juan. So, I can only say sorry to you, and let's bring our matters to a close with this. From now on, you should take care of yourself."
Chen Mingsheng puffed out his chest, his words fervent and yet sorrowful, with such a righteous air.
Then he wrapped an arm around Su Juan's shoulder and said softly, "Juan, I'm sorry, my heart is just too kind. I always feel guilty towards her, that's why I acted this way. I won't do it again. I realize that by doing so, I am even more in the wrong to you, even more untrue to your love."
