You love your country, so why did you ever get me, Su Xiao Wan involved, uh---I don't have such enlightenment, I don't want anything, I don't want those honors, I don't want to see how handsome and heroic you are on the battlefield, I just want you, just want you to be okay, to be good, uh-----
Su Xiaowan didn't know how long she had cried. The letter was damp with her tears, the words a little blurry. Su Xiaowan quickly stashed the letter away, fell asleep holding it to her chest, weary from crying.
Since Han Dongchen had left, Su Xiaowan started to pay attention to national affairs, hoping to spot Han Dongchen's shadow somewhere. Her days passed in quiet.
Su Xiaowan's mood was never good these days, her smile rarely seen.
Because of her worry for Han Dongchen, when she didn't hear any news for half a month, she lost weight. Her once plump cheeks became sharp and pointed.
