Following in Han Dongchen's footsteps, Su Xiaowan felt both fear and excitement. For Su Xiaowan, who had always held traditional beliefs, this was a feeling of both pain and pleasure.
The thrill of continuously breaking through one's own beliefs was truly exhilarating.
At the same time, Su Xiaowan discovered that Han Dongchen was quite the rascal. Unexpectedly, the straight-laced Han Dongchen was so wild at heart.
This introduced Su Xiaowan to another side of Han Dongchen. Yet, despite this, she was even more attracted to his wildness.
Han Dongchen was able to break through constraints, and he could bring her along, too. In their wildest moments, Su Xiaowan thought that if death came, she would welcome it with a smile.
Of course, that was just a fleeting thought. After coming to her senses, Su Xiaowan still believed that it was better to be alive, like right now.