Li Qiyu, even if I died in front of you, you wouldn't care. For you, I slit my wrists and collapsed before you, and you turned a blind eye. If I died, would you really not mind?
Do you remember that square? I built a fountain there for our child that passed away. In the year you've been absent, there hasn't been a day I've forgotten about you. I would often spend the entire day by the fountain. When I couldn't sleep and missed you, I would also go to see our lost child.
You blame me for killing it... Yet you affirmed with your own words that the child was his. How was I supposed to react?
I built a chapel behind the fountain pool, and every weekend I would go to worship. Every day, priests and nuns pray for it. Li Qiyu, I hope you're happy, and I miss you.