Unlike the past confrontations, Shen Xian was very calm this time.
"Qin Shi, whether you believe it or not, I hate myself too."
She found a rock and sat down casually.
"I hate that my professional skills are insufficient, I hate that my adaptability is weak, I hate my cowardice, I hate my evasion..."
As she spoke, she raised her hand to touch her shoulder.
"Here, there is an ugly scar, a constant reminder of the mistake I made. Qin Shi, I've always been trying to do something to make up for my past wrongdoing."
"Do something? Like hiding for three years and not seeing anyone? Or using those cheap gifts to compensate for the pain of Bai Zhan's parents' loss of their son?"
Qin Shi didn't really want to hear Shen Xian express her feelings and was dismissive of everything she said.
"Qin Shi."
Shen Xian, not annoyed or angry, looked seriously at Qin Shi.
"I'm investigating the incident from back then."
Qin Shi was slightly startled. The incident from back then?