By the time it was done I couldn't even hear a single thing but only the unbearable bell that rang through my ears non stop. I couldn't feel my own body.
It has been this way for the last 3 years of this continuity from torture. Only 45 of us remaining in this pit of the undying pain. We're forced to go through this every single day day, for what reason I didn't know why.
My eyes can only see nothing more than pure darkness, it was like I was blind, like nothing else mattered anymore not even the pain.
I was in an endless void each time I was whipped, electricuted, poison, many more torture technics to the brim of not moving, not moving. My whole body numb, I was empty, I thought I was already that way but this process proved me wrong. I felt absolutely no more pain, suffering and all the futility it mattered no more.
All I thought about was [ where is the goddamn light!, How I'm I or the others supposed to bear all this pain!, Why is it all happening to me!, When will it end or when will it truly Begin!?] All those thoughts flashed through my mind constantly.
A year later While I was thinking all of this again, it then hit me [ I'll bring the light, I will bear with all of this no we'll bear all of this, this is never going to end and I don't want it to end now or truly begin. I'll kill them, I'll kill them all Who think they'll bring back this or even cause the darkness again!! ]
After this statement, I felt something weird in my body that was not pain, my eyes burning like never before, the unbelievable pain for the first time in 4 years.
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