"Let's get back to the question, so what you think will comes after death, Void, Darkness, Chaos, or ... Some wish giving entity
pffft haha fuck you all, really really haaaaha... crazy. Of course no wishing giving entity, atleast, i didn't met any so far. I don't know how much time really passed by the way may be years, decades, or even millenniums or not even a minute or may be this is all a dream or i am in a hospital in coma with all tubes in all my holes or i am really died.
I don't know if anyone can even accept that they died. It's actually not easy. My heart still wishes that i will awake any minute now from this dark nightmare dream, but my brain or may be my mind since i can't feel my head says that it's all over dude, you had your days and now it's over just let it go and look forward.
normal opinion out there is that afterlife is beautiful and flowers blah blah blah blah blah or like those very addictive fantasy novels out there with a wish giving entity who for no fucking real reason chooses you and gives you wishes and all sun shines or whatever and reincarnates you into a world of your choosing where you let your d*** out and face slaps everyone left and right with it.
That's all and good but what guarantee is there that you will get the above mentioned, ZERO, fucking zero guarantee that these thing will happen to you after you die, trust me because that is what i am experiencing, hanging like a washed cloth in some kind of dark space.
Hmm.. i don't know but i feel like if a person is locked in an all dark area for a long time that person may became a Philosopher and spill some psychological bullshits like me or whatever.
Sigh i am done with today's monologue.
Let there be silence... or not, i suddenly feel like i was thrusted into something and that place is so much crowded and i feel like being heavily pushed down like how you feel when some one sits on you but very heavily like ironing the hell out of you.
Suddenly all my instinct are on alert mode and i feel that my entire existence feel threatened like i am fighting a territorial war with someone and losing means no more me. I can feel the other parties confusion , fear, anger, hate, will to survive like i am an enemy he must eliminate. I feel like i am losing the fight well why i am fighting hmmm let's just end it all and be inner peace.. No no no no not happening not today you fucker die die die die die dieeeeeee .... , i feel like i am slowly getting it back , like i am slowly consuming him, i feel his emotion, his love, him crying, arguing, begging, praying ..?, ah just die already be gone you bastard... and a sudden light like the blockage choking my throat is no more like a sensual feeling like i am whole again.
Rumble! !!! rumble !!!
I suddenly hear thunder wait i can hear again ? but that's wait what the hell is happening?
I can feel my heart beat my nose inhaling air my throat all dried up and come on wake up up up you go !! "
Heavily breathing sound was echoing in the room.
On the bed the boy finally awake and seeing everything around him with a half confusing and half familiar feelings."
" I feel like the worst hang over ever, some sudden images, faces, names, feelings, places flashing in my mind which feels familiar but at the same time new, something entirely different. for example this room i am in now is entirely new to me yet i feel like i have lived here before. I don't think i was being pranked or anything like that for that matters because i Don't have any one close enough to do it, or even make a call let alone doing such a big prank."
" Oh shit .. pain pain pain why every time in every story whenever the memory part comes, the pain follows. What the hell kind of logic is that ? "
"AHHHHHHHHH PAIN PAIN .... SOME ONE MAKE IT STOP !!.... STOP IT
Memory Flashes
"I never thought you to be like this"
" DON'T BE UNGRATEFUL KID"
" Neo just sign it, it will be over"
" Why why did you do this to me, i loved you why.. sob sob"
Ends of memory flashes
"AHHHH i remember now, all that mundane life, death and that monologuing all that shit was real and now i am reincarnated or transmigrated is it ? as Neo Drago a (B)-rank adventure and ... and this world is Alourisa ? what is that? where did i heard this ? it sounds familiar."
" well i am not a baby again so that's one plus point good ..."
"wait WHAT !! what the fuck up ? why am i taking all this like this is okay and normal ?. No, that's not right."
" What am i thinking, like ohh i am reincarnated and i am happy i am not a baby but grown up shit grown ups are more trouble than a baby. A baby is a clean slate and easy to manage but a grown up no It's a messed up slate. Why you ask ? oh for fuck sake he is death, how was he became so weakened and in near death state that i am clashed with his soul and take over his body. This means one thing, he has enemies. Enemies who can kill him ?."
"Now to the most important question."
"where am i ? who am i ? oh shit shit man i really like a description or prior notice here. Anything, anyone out there who reincarnated me, care to explain. hello anyone there?
" Hmmmm ... AH fuck !! Not again. My brain is like being cut down by a hot knife.
" Pain !! so much pain some one make it stop !!! , Why i am having so many episodes of pain with in a short period of time."
"Lot of images flashing through my memories like i was another personal who lived an another life in another world. This man's life, the story, the name of the world, this world's history i have heard about it before. This .. this is .. no that's not possible. How can it be ? .. shit. I know where i am now. It's the novel world of DOOM OF ALOURISA and this guy neo drago is a side character for first few chapters and a minor antagonist for some 100 mid chapters or so and a major demonic antagonist in the lateral chapters."
" But in all the places he was slowly and surely and easily face slapped and defeated by the hero or the Protagonist with the heroines and simply killed by the plot armor of the hero. Yeah, that's correct this is an harem novel with the main point being the hero this and that, the hero says i your father this, I your mother that, i your grandpa this, that, all that wuxia dialogue bullshit. Oh hell so many brain dead peoples living in this world"
"How in the world this happened ? it's just a novel and i am sure that i didn't criticize the author or his writing and the shitty protagonist or left any hate comment so why me? and Why this brain death world?"
"You see Alourisa, this world is one of the many worlds in this universe, an universe with an awakened consciousness combined of all lives conscious and thought. One time a sudden cosmic change awakened the universe, and since it's fledging conscious. It was easily influenced by all the thoughts and conscious of the living beings on it. it slowly evolved and became systemic governing consciousness with no emotion or feelings. This cosmic change brought a kind of energy source with it that slowly starts to mutate every living and non living organisms."
" The thoughts of the living's mental power starts affecting the universe future. All that Mythologies and fairy tales starts to become real, The elves, dwarves, orcs, Dragons, Monsters, Demons, Mythological creatures, all starts to pop out of now where and starts conquering the worlds, destroying, pillaging, looting, everything normal is gone and humans are the weakest bunch out there, easy to destroy with no resistance."
" The universe balances slowly started to collapse and as a last resort it creates dungeons and legends, legacies from the stories, God's trails and legacies from the mythology as last life for the human species to become strong and resist the invasion. God's from the histories also became real for a period of time and fought the invaders and protected this world."
"Humans slowly starts to evolve with each monster they killed and became stronger. They start to move towards the path of hunters and slowly starts to resist the invasion. Some cleared the Hero's legacy trials and got some heroes skills, weapons, powers, servants, Summons, Spirits, Familiars. Some cleared gods trails and got their blessing, divine weapons, Fragments of their divine authority"
"Slowly Humans became a force to be reckoned with, they start to regain the momentum of the war. Losses are slowly starts to decrease and the enemies starts to pay a heavy price for the invasion."
"The war finally stopped due to heavy losses from all sides and the influence of the universe also plays a major part in it and no one knows how long this frail peace will last."