THE NEXT DAY
Alex opened his eyes and arm to feel the space beside him but realized it was empty so he opened his eyes and hears the sound of a running water in the bathroom. He smiled remembering that him and the love of his life were expecting a baby soon. He sat on a stool close to Kim's skin care products and couldn't help but wonder is a pregnant woman should use this set of skin care or not.
Alex took the skincare one after the other and googled about them and if there suitable for pregnant women. He researched all til he got to the last bottle but the result broke his heart.
Name of drug **********
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Suitable for pregnancy termination for babies from day 1 to 3 months.
Alex broke down, why as Kim with an abortion pill ? He couldn't believe it, it all made sense now, Kim went to the hospital without telling him, her strange acting, so it was because she didn't feel like having a baby with him, so it was she planned to about it [ but why] didn't she love him, did she feel that having a baby with him was bad, Alex pinched himself to see if all thy was going on was real, he couldn't face the heartache Kim was about to give him.
Meanwhile, Kimberly came out of the bathroom, only to see Alex sitting dejectedly on a stool with her abortion pills in his hand and her heart skipped.
"Alex" Kim called his name cautiously but she met with Alex's blood shot eyes. He threw the abortion pills on her feet and stared at her brokenly.
"Alex.....Alex..... let .... let me explain" she stammered.
"What's there to explain, fuck I can't believe you would do this to me, to us" Alex said staring directly into her eyes.
"I thought you loved me Kimberly, I thought you were different from other girls" Alex said
"Alex I love you, I ...."
"No you don't, you don't love me kim, if you did you wouldn't try to kill the baby,our baby Kim. Love is trust, love is care,love is selflessness, but you Kim is a very selfish person" Alex said dangerously calm making Kim shiver in guilt.
"Alex I'm sorry I thought jay you would leave me if I had this baby"
"No kim you're so selfish,this isn't just about you it's about me too,this is about us,our future together, our baby,you're only sorrry because you got caught, if I had not caught you, you wouldn't be sorry, you would have killed our baby, not just yours, ours Kimberly, we made it together,do you even care about me, and how I will feel" Alex yelled at her with beads of tears falling off his eyes.
"No Alex I love you, I do I swear, I thought this baby was a stumbling block so I..." Kim cried
"So you what ? Decided to get rid of it, get rid of an innocent baby,what kind of a mother are you, a mother doesn't kill her child" Alex yelled.
"Alex stop it" Kim yelled with tears in her eyes obviously hurt by his choice of words.
"How could you blame me ? I didn't want a baby,did you ask If I was ready,I've been through shit so pls stop" Kim yelled making Alex laugh I'm mockery, he couldn't believe that the woman he loved was the same person standing in front of him right now.
"No kim, if you didn't want a baby,you should have told, I would have supported you even if it wasn't what I wanted. Fuck !! When have I never supported you, I put you first before me, I choose to put you first, your dreams,your family,your career,every fucking thing I did was because I love you, but have you ever put me first or at least second in your life, have you considered if I wanted a baby with you, Hans you thought of what I wanted and how your decision will cause me pain" Alex yelled unable to control his rage.
"Alex I'm sorry, pls I.."
"I wanted to marry you kim,I wanted a family, I wanted babies, I wanted to give you the world, but I didn't realize that you were this selfish and oblivious of my own feelings, I never realized that I had always loved an heartless woman. Do you know the joy I had when I found out that we were having a baby? Huh did you, you only care about your self, not us, not our happiness,not our future and definitely not the family we could build" Alex coldly said walking to the closet wore a sweat shirt and a sweat pants.
"Alex I'm sorry, I'm so sorry,pls I'm so sorry, I know I was selfish pls don't go" Kim pleaded with tears. She had thought that Alex would leave her when he found that she was pregnant not knowing that he wanted the baby. [ Alex was right she was indeed selfish and now she had ruined everything ] .
Kim cried and pleaded but words were not enough to mend the heart of a broken man.
"You hurt me kim, even if I love you, I will honk I have to go" hearing Alex words kim hugged him from behind.
"Alex pls don't leave me, I won't hurt the baby I swear, I love you,Alex pls"
Alex detached her hands that hugged his waist and then spoke
"I realized that perhaps I have put too much pressure on you, so I'm letting you go, fuck for once I want to be selfish too, so I'm leaving" Alex left a crying kim behind not minding how early it was, he drove off.
Kimberly completely broke down as she saw him leave, she crouched down crying terribly. She had drove Alex away with her selfishness, she realized how stupid she was to try to abort an innocent baby and she was sorry.
[was it too late, will this cause a rift between them ] she thought blaming herself even more. She tried calling Alex aut he didn't answer her calls, so she chose to text him but also got no response.
Meanwhile,Alex drove to Jonas house, where he drank to stupor rejecting all Kim's calls. Jonas could perceive that something's was wrong, especially when he saw Alex smoked six sticks of cigarettes and 3 bottles of liquor in 20 minutes.