Yunus was silent for a moment looking at her closely, he noticed Olga's face who was chewing her food, then smiled faintly.
'My future wife is very beautiful, I'm curious actually is she jealous or no? Gita is in the same office as me, impossible she's not jealous! But I'm sure she's jealous, and I want to hear directly if she's jealous.'
"Why are you quiet, you said there was something you wanted to ask, what are you curious about?"
Yunus smiled broadly, he was happy to make Olga curious like as he who so curious about her jealousy, because during her time with him she never showed that she was jealous, unlike he who always showed his possessiveness and jealousy.
Sometimes he felt that Olga didn't really love him or want him, if doubts assailed him.
"I'm curious, are you actually jealous if another girl likes and is close to me?"
"No!"
"Seriously you not jealous, mih?"
Olga nodded her head, sadness and disappointment immediately appeared on his handsome face.
"Yes no, not wrong again!
Yunus's face spontaneous burst into a happy smile when he heard that, he was almost crying inside his heart because of the first answer he got.
"Are you kidding me, earlier huh?"
"I'm not kidding you, I haven't finished talking you've already interrupted, my words." she said flatly.
"Sorry."
"Besides, what kind of question is that why must you to ask it, about that? People who are dating and and a relationship definitely have feel jealous, it's a lie if you say you're not jealous. If you're not jealous, it means you're no love or maybe you've already, numb."
"Yeah I'm just curious, during our relationship you never showed your jealousy, that's why I asked."
"Indeed if I'm jealous I have to do somersault, or dance huh?"
"It's not like that, Mih. If I'm jealous, I'll get angry not clear and if you're jealous, how?"
"Silent!"
Yunus was silent when Olga told him that if she was jealous she would just keep quiet, the answer did not match with his expectations, as he thought she would get angry or rant if jealous, like people do when they are jealous.
"Just keep quiet, not babble or get angry?" Olga nodded.
"Wow, you so cool that you can hold back and control your jealousy darling. I'm not as cool as you yet, looks like I have to learn from you."
"I also couldn't do it straight away, formerly I'm going crazy when I was jealous. I also learned and needed time and a process to control my jealousy, it wasn't easy either. If I remember when I was jealous, I was like a crazy person and a like person who was possessed, I'm ashamed of myself, if I think about that now why formmerly I like that if I get so jealous? It's very embarrassing and I feel regretful."
"Regret, why would you regret it mamih dear?"
Yunus frowned, he didn't know and didn't understand why Olga would regret her jealousy.
"Yes, sometimes I regret why formerly if I jealous like someone possessed. After thinking about it, is that guy worthy or not for get my jealous? If he's loyal, and can protect my love and feelings maybe he's worth it, but if not it's a waste of my energy for jealous with that guy, who is unfaithful and can't maintain his feelings and love for his woman, making my jealousy useless. So since then, I decided not to show my jealousy even though I'm jealous, it's better to keep silent. I don't want to waste my energy to be jealous, so lazy. If the Prophet Muhammad SAW he really deserved to be envied, because he was most the best of the best human being."
"So, I don't deserve received your jealous you means?"
"Don't bring feeling, I already told you earlier if no wrong again I'm jealous, why you don't understand!"
"Thank you mamih darling, sorry if I made you upset."
"Okay, you're not curious anymore, are you?"
"Already no, so later if mom stays quiet when there's another girl near me, that means I know you're jealous. So I have to know what I have to do, I have to keep distance from all the girls out there."
Olga laughed at his explanation which she thought was funny, and very innocent but made her happy.
"You're so cute, who's child this is so adorable? But it's normal if you doubt my love if I never show my jealousy, it's human. I would also definitely doubt your love if you didn't show your jealousy, unfortunately you showed it so I don't doubt your love. Thank you too for your jealous, and sorry if I made you doubt me."
"My pleasure my love, you know I love you so much."
"I know that, so do I."
The two of them smiled at each other and looked at each other with stare full of love, Yunus held her right hand.
The feeling of doubt and curiosity, which had always bothered him had now changed into a deeper feeling of love, he really loved his fierce woman.
Having lunch with her made him forget about his work, to the point that many calls from his office which he didn't answer.
'Oh my gosh, lots of calls came in I forgot my cellphone I put it in my bag, and silent my cellphone! Wow, my boss might get into a rant!'
He put his cell phone back in after calling his office, walking quickly from the toilet to his dining table.
"Mamih dear, I have to hurry back to the office the boss called me earlier."
"Okay, I still have work too. Be careful driving don't speed, let me know when you arrive."
"Okay my love, see you love."
Yunus float a kiss and turned to walk quickly to the valet, Olga smiled sweetly until his back disappeared behind the door.
'So all this time he sometimes doubted my love for him, it must have been hard to go through those feelings of doubt. I'm sorry my dear Yunus, I didn't mean the slightest thing to make you doubt, I'm just guarding my own heart, I don't want my jealous be in vain anymore. But my love for you is real not just in my mouth, if I didn't love you I wouldn't have survived until this second.'
Maybe the man who was her fiancé was older from her, but he didn't experience much in terms of love compared to her.
Even though Olga was often betrayed in her love affairs, she was never deterrent from falling back in love with someone new.
He was not her first love, and was not the first man to stop in her heart, but her love for him surpassed her love for all the men before him.
Ten minutes later...
"Sorry mamih, someone is looking for you he's waiting at the receptionist."
Said one of the receptionists as she approached her at her dining table, Olga turned to her.
"Who, as far as I remember I don't have any meetings more, today."
"That's the one it is, who caused problems at this restaurant a few months ago, a man with his long hair."
Suddenly Olga's heart beat fast, the country of Brunei Darussalam immediately occurred to her, she immediately stood up and put her cellphone and wallet into her sling bag.
'That's bad, why did he come to this hotel again? Does he want to cause trouble here again, and for what is he looking for me? Wow, I immediately not feeling good when I heard that Psycho guy, had come here again!'
"What did you say to him, why didn't you just tell him, I'm not working today?"
"Sorry mih, I was also surprised when he came to the reception desk. It turned out, he had already made a reservation for the VIP room he usually stays in, and he asked about mamih."
"Well, there's no way I could lie to a guest saying if the manager, didn't come to work. If he finds out, I'm lying then complains I could get fired, I so awry." she muttered.